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Summary: Alternate ending to "Hello Goodbye"
Title: The Hardest Thing
Rating: PG
Spoiler: "Hello Goodbye"


Logan was at the door to his apartment. He yelled her name hoping that would make her stop and come back so that he could at least say goodbye to her before she left. If he didn't it would nag at him for a long time probably until he saw her again or until he died. He did not really mean what he said earlier.

He could never forget Max and he did not want to forget her ever. He was so deep in thought that he did not notice that Max was standing right in front of
him. When he looked at her she had a "what do you want" look on her face.

Logan was too much in shock to speak. Max was trying to act mad when really she was being torn apart inside. She could not get a grip on what life would be like without Logan. "What do you want Logan?" Max asked in the harshest voice that she could manage witch ended up sounding very harsh she was surprised.

She could sound that harsh and so did Logan he had a surprised look on his face. Then he had a hurt look on his face witch made Max feel bad because she had hurt him again. How many times was she going to hurt him? She was so cot up in thought that she did not notice that Logan was not standing in front of her anymore.

She looked around his apartment and finally found him sitting in a chair staring out of the windows of his high rise apartment. Logan did not feel like talking to Max anymore. He felt all alone and yet Max was standing in the doorway. After Max had asked him in that annoyed voice he deiced he did not want to talk anymore or even say goodbye.

Max could see Logan's face reflecting in the glass he looked sad. She had made him sad by the way that she had asked that question. Max was still standing in the doorway when she asked in a much softer voice,"Logan what did you want?" Logan could hear that she was sorry in her voice.

Logan did not turn around. Max walked closer to him until she was a few feet away from him. "Logan what did you want?" Max asked in a sweet tone of voice. Logan still not turn around but he did speak after a few moment,"It does not matter anymore." Logan said in a low voice. Max felt bad that he did not want to talk to her now.

He talked to her about everything know he wasn't it made her fell bad. "Logan what is it. Are you ok?" Max asked in the same sweet tone as before. Her attitude toward him changed from when she first came to his apartment to give him Jashuas necklace. Logan finally turned around a few minutes later.

He just stared into her eyes for a few moments then he finally spoke. "I'm fine Max and it does not matter what I was going to say anymore." Logan replied in a flat voice. "Logan come on just tell me so I can go." Max said in her normal voice.

Logan moved past her and sat down on the couch and put his head in his hands. "Logan come on just..." Logan cut her off. "Max it is to hard. I don't want to say goodbye again it hurts too much." Logan started to cry again. Max came and sat down next to Logan but not close enough to touch him. "Logan it is going to be hard for me to. I don't want to say goodbye but it is for the best." Max said in a soft voice loud enough for Logan to hear. "I know." Logan replied in a very soft voice. Max was shocked he was agreeing with her about never seeing each other again.

Logan still had his head in his hands. After Max got over her shock she looked at Logan. She could not imagine how much pain he was going throw right now agreeing with her about never seeing each other again. Max was deep in thought that it startled her when Logan spoke.

"I am shore you will be much happier with Alec because you both are trangenics and you can touch him with out killing him. He said in a very low voice. Max snapped her head in Logan's direction.

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