Words like this are Kiiroishi's thoughts during the memory.
I'll explain the whole thing with Grey's memory next chapter.
"Grey..." I said, trying to reason with him as Mom and the rest began to close in on Chimeramon. He didn't blink. He just stood there with this distant yet determined look in his eyes. Then I got it. In one, horrible moment, I got it. "For you, Devi." he whispered, a wide smile on his face. His chest began to glow the same orange again, and I saw the missiles forming. It was a point-blank shot. There was no way either of them would survive, the shot was just too close. I sped up towards him, planning to push him away before he could shoot. As I charged forward, I felt something grab me by the waist and pull me into the air, away from the dark room. Then it was gone and rubble. I felt the something holding me try to stroke my hair in an attempt to comfort me, but then everything went black.
It was wonderful to see light for the first time, away from the hideout.
This isn't me.
Devi smiled at me. It was so wonderful to see her smile, particularly since she hardly did. I felt even happier. I wasn't hiding anymore. I didn't even feel uncomfortable at tucking away my horns...Devi was much more used to it than I was.
Am I in Grey's mind?
"You have the money, don't you?" Devi asked me with her hands on her hips. I laughed, feeling a bit hyper. "Of course I have it, Princess Devi." I teased her. Devi stuck her tongue out at me. "I'll Princess Devi you."
"Oh yeah?" I asked her with a huge smirk on my face. Devi attempted to punch me, then we went on our way.
It must be Grey's mind. But what am I doing here?
I woke up back home, with Devi hovering over me. "Grey!" she gasped.
"Grey woke up, Grey woke up, culu!" Lord Culumon sang happily as he danced around me. Then everyone came swarming towards me in a blur of faces...Toge was cradling Pata, who had been crying.
Toge! I remember fighting her...that little girl must be Pata, then.
"What happened to me?" I asked again. Devi bit her lip and didn't look at me.
"We all know you have trouble...holding them in, Grey..." she muttered under her breath, still not looking at me. "Yeah, so?" I asked her, pressing her to go on. She sighed.
"When we were out on the street they sprang out. Everyone started screaming, and then some men began to shoot..." Devi whispered. I looked down at myself and saw my tail twitching. Devi was still talking while I sat there.
"So we had to leave?" I asked abruptly. Devi nodded. "We didn't even reach his house."
Are they talking about my house?
I let out a pitiful sigh. Toge, Pata and everyone else left. After a moment, Devi reached over and patted my back. "You'll be able to do it someday." she whispered. I didn't face her when I asked my next question.
"When, Devi? When will I be able to control it like you and everybody else? You know we aren't even like other humans, or even Digimon. I'm even worse, Devi! I'm...I'm a..." My throat was stuck with tears. I couldn't end my sentence. I hung my head down in shame.
"I'm a freak." I whispered, my voice filled with self-loathing. To my surprise, I felt Devi place her hand on mine, and then pull me towards her.
"You aren't a freak." she said stubbornly. My head just sunk down lower. Devi grunted in irritation, and forced my head up. Then she kissed me.
Don't make the same mistake as us, brother. Grey's voice echoed in my head.
"He's awake!" I heard someone say. It sounded like Ruki, but I wasn't sure.
As my vision started to return to me, I saw everyone hunched over me. Mom was to my right, along with Dad. Ruki, Takato, and Reiko were to my left. Hirokazu was holding Aunt Shuchion, who looked like she'd been crying. I was so relieved to see them all, I started crying.
"I didn't think I would see you again." I whispered through my tears. Everybody rushed to give me a hug. Yep, even Ruki and Hirokazu.
As I felt them all around me, I recalled Grey's last words to me. I wouldn't make the same mistakes.
A few hours later, Jenrya heard some knocking on his door. Everyone had left off to his or her own homes to get some much-needed rest. He opened the door and was face-to-face with his son.
Kiiroishi walked into the room slowly. Jenrya noticed, with a tiny feeling of sadness, how much more mature he seemed, even more than he had when he came to not long ago. For a brief moment, he also noticed that his hair and eyes had not changed from when he had been infected with the virus, as far as color went.
"Dad..." the foxlike boy whispered, facing the young man with a sad look in his eyes.
"I would like to find out everything I can about the hybrids." the boy said.
Jenrya's expression turned to one of small shock, then quickly changed to one of concern. "Are you sure?"
The boy nodded. "I want to know what's such a big deal that Hypnos had to go wreck the lives of the hybrids! I want to why they made us in the first place! I want..."
Kiiroishi's voice cracked, and he choked back a sob. "I want to know why two of my friends aren't alive anymore..." he whispered.
Jenrya held his crying son. "It'll be all right." he whispered, smoothing the boy's hair.
They stayed like for a moment, then the boy finally pulled away; wiping his eyes. Jenrya smiled and patted his shoulder.
"You go get some sleep. We'll discuss getting some information tomorrow." he told his son.
Kiiroishi nodded. "All right. Tomorrow, then." he whispered, and turned to leave the room. However, his father tossing a note to his head stopped him.
"Reiko told me she wanted you to read that." Jenrya told the boy. Kiiroishi blushed, and went out of the room.
"She wants to go out with me?" Kiiroishi cried out in shock, no doubt waking Renamon, the only one asleep in the house. Jenrya shook his head and went off to bed.