***April 11***
They didn't take it well. Willow and Xander just sat, looking stunned while Dawn ran to her room crying. We called Giles and he should be here tomorrow. I tried to find Spike, but he's been keeping to himself ever since Willow cursed him. The only one left to tell is Angel.
We had always accepted the fact that I would die. Now that we are broken up, that shouldn't even really matter. I keep telling myself that, but I can't make myself believe it. I never expected that I would end up dying slowly and painfully, with my friends and family looking on… I don't think I can do that. I watched my mom die of this, I don't want Angel to have to watch me. I know he's seen death before, heck, my death twice, but not like this.
They didn't take it well. Willow and Xander just sat, looking stunned while Dawn ran to her room crying. We called Giles and he should be here tomorrow. I tried to find Spike, but he's been keeping to himself ever since Willow cursed him. The only one left to tell is Angel.
We had always accepted the fact that I would die. Now that we are broken up, that shouldn't even really matter. I keep telling myself that, but I can't make myself believe it. I never expected that I would end up dying slowly and painfully, with my friends and family looking on… I don't think I can do that. I watched my mom die of this, I don't want Angel to have to watch me. I know he's seen death before, heck, my death twice, but not like this.