***May 5***
Angel completely backed me up when I told the gang I wanted to be turned. It surprised everyone that he backed me up so much. After the initial shock receded, we started to talk tactics.
Tara would perform the curse, with Willow and Giles as backup. The whole crew from L.A. had gone home a week ago after Cordilia had a vision. We decided to wait a couple of weeks until we were completely sure that Slayer strength wasn't going to kick in and beat this sucker. We even set the date I would be turned. June 1. I suppose everyone wanted to know exactly when the big day (or night, actually) would be. Also, as an extra, Willow is going to look for a way to anchor Angel's soul and to remove the happiness clause from my curse. That way, Angel and I can really be together. All that's left is a month of patrolling and the eternity.
I feel relieved that everyone is making all the plans. I'm still anxious about the whole thing, about Dawn and Xander and everyone. I mean, in a month, I'll be living forever, while all my friends are going to get old and die. Well, at least I'll be around to see them grow old. Never thought I'd get to see that.
Angel completely backed me up when I told the gang I wanted to be turned. It surprised everyone that he backed me up so much. After the initial shock receded, we started to talk tactics.
Tara would perform the curse, with Willow and Giles as backup. The whole crew from L.A. had gone home a week ago after Cordilia had a vision. We decided to wait a couple of weeks until we were completely sure that Slayer strength wasn't going to kick in and beat this sucker. We even set the date I would be turned. June 1. I suppose everyone wanted to know exactly when the big day (or night, actually) would be. Also, as an extra, Willow is going to look for a way to anchor Angel's soul and to remove the happiness clause from my curse. That way, Angel and I can really be together. All that's left is a month of patrolling and the eternity.
I feel relieved that everyone is making all the plans. I'm still anxious about the whole thing, about Dawn and Xander and everyone. I mean, in a month, I'll be living forever, while all my friends are going to get old and die. Well, at least I'll be around to see them grow old. Never thought I'd get to see that.