***May 18***
I'm getting tired. The cancer shouldn't be spreading so fast, especially sense I'm the Slayer. I'm starting to wonder if I went so long from detection because of the Slayer strength. That might explain why the cancer is so far advanced. In the mean time, I'm getting more vulnerable.
Everyone has been taking turns patrolling with me. I can't seem to make it through the whole night anymore. The oggilie-boggilies haven't realized yet that I'm weak. If we get really lucky, they won't.
Everything is ready for the spell. We found another Orb of Thesila to trap my soul. Giles thinks that the best place to turn me is at Angel's mansion. Angel has been living there again ever sense he found out I was dying. The only time he leaves Sunnydale is when Cordilia had a vision.
So, for the sake of posterity, here's the official plan. The night of May 31, everyone will go to the mansion. Just in case something goes wrong, I'll be chained up before Angel turns me. We want to be sure that I don't kill anyone before the curse me. Then the big moment will come and he'll turn me into a vampire. Tara already anchored Angel's soul and Willow figured out how to take the happiness clause out of my cures. That's about it. Tara will curse me and I'll live forever. With Angel. Always with Angel.
I just hope that I can make it that long…
I'm getting tired. The cancer shouldn't be spreading so fast, especially sense I'm the Slayer. I'm starting to wonder if I went so long from detection because of the Slayer strength. That might explain why the cancer is so far advanced. In the mean time, I'm getting more vulnerable.
Everyone has been taking turns patrolling with me. I can't seem to make it through the whole night anymore. The oggilie-boggilies haven't realized yet that I'm weak. If we get really lucky, they won't.
Everything is ready for the spell. We found another Orb of Thesila to trap my soul. Giles thinks that the best place to turn me is at Angel's mansion. Angel has been living there again ever sense he found out I was dying. The only time he leaves Sunnydale is when Cordilia had a vision.
So, for the sake of posterity, here's the official plan. The night of May 31, everyone will go to the mansion. Just in case something goes wrong, I'll be chained up before Angel turns me. We want to be sure that I don't kill anyone before the curse me. Then the big moment will come and he'll turn me into a vampire. Tara already anchored Angel's soul and Willow figured out how to take the happiness clause out of my cures. That's about it. Tara will curse me and I'll live forever. With Angel. Always with Angel.
I just hope that I can make it that long…