***June 15***

I think I'm getting better. But I'll be gone before we know for sure. The thought of dying doesn't scare me anymore, in fact, I welcome it. Which is why I'm doing this. By the time anyone reads this, I'll be with Angel. I'll ask Spike to do it; if he won't, I'll find a vampire who will. I wish I could give Travers a very special present before I go, but I won't.

Take care, you guys. I'll see you later. Please remember me as who I was, not who I became. I belong with Angel. I always have. I still love all of you, but my place now is with Angel. Always with Angel…