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Like the perfect ending

It wont be too long

Till everything Ive ruined has seen me gone

In time I pray youll forgive

Now you know the man I am

Can you forgive me?

No one would care if I were gone. No one cares that Im here.





I fall

Like the sands of time

Like some broken rhyme

At feet no longer there

They never knew how hard it was. They could never understand...they wouldnt even take the time to try...



If only I could call the rain to melt and wash away the pain you feel

I would

You gave yourself to me and showed me what the truth could be

For that, I say thank you

This was my life

It never made much sense to me

I gave myself to that bastard, and he left me standing here to watch the him, the one person I care about, go off to die!





With every lie that I lived

A part of me would fade

Into this empty shadow Ive become

And now I feel so numb

I no longer know myself

But I still know you

Will that happen to me? Will I just fade until all I am is an emotionless shadow? So untouchable that I wont be able to reach myself? No one would ever be able to touch me, to hurt me...





I call

And there's no reply

Like some phantom cry

On ears too far away

I tried to reach out, tried to get someone to show me that they cared. But that person was too far away, carried by their own past. Too hung up on their own problems to stop and try to comfort me. He didnt have to go! He could have just stayed and lived here with us, with me! He never should have gone, I shouldnt have let him go...



I close my eyes and watch as my life passes by

The only thing I see is you

For all the time you walked the line for me and standing by my side

I say thank you

Here lies my life

It never felt that real to me

You were all that mattered, Spike. Why couldnt you just stop to see that? You were the only thing I knew to come back to! Why did you leave me? Why did you have to go?





Youll always mean so much to me

And there's no reply

And there's no reply

You'll never know how much you meant to me

And there's no reply

And there's no reply

You'll never know how muxh you mean to me

You'll never know how much you meant to me, Spike... you were all I lived for, not the Bebop. And now, youre gone.





If only I could call the rain to melt and wash away the pain you feel

I would

You gave yourself to me and showed me what the truth could be

For that, I say thank you

I told you to stay, but you still left! You didnt care that I opened up to you, that I dropped all my barriers...to try to save you.



I close my eyes and watch as my life passes by

The only thing I see is you

For all the time you walked the line for me and standing by my side

I say thank you

You were the only thing in my life that...that I cared about. You knew you meant something to me, Spike! Why did you go?



You in my life

It all meant so much more to be

Goodbye...

*click...bang...*



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