This is whom I am
I'm analistic again. And this is after Anime Central.
I do not own Gundam wing so this is my version of a disclaimer.
Duo glances at Hilde than silently passes her by. It was amazing how much it hurt to live. Hilde made it bearable. She was there for him, conformed him, calmed him, yet didn't really know the cold hard truth.
The smile, not him. At times he wished to frown, wished to break down, and to cry. But, he had to remain strong for others. To much pain, to much death, he can't take no more.
Duo plops down on his bed and cries. Alone, the only place he felt like he was allowed to cry. Everytime he broke down others would take life harder, so he closed it all away in a smile. The smile for a little while, made Duo's pain go away.
The night of the Maxwell tragedy took away his soul. He wandered a while in a cold shell, colder than Trowa and Heero's. Till he discovered the lie behind the smile. It illiminated the sadness in most people's eyes, it made people's days. It also hid all the pain.
Soon it became him, and he knew no other way. Duo has forgotten who he was.
Every where he went death, everyone he loves dies. Friendships where hard to form cause death always played at their door steps. Mocking Duo, ready to break the fragile string of life.
"Duo?" Hilde knocks on the door.
Duo wipes his eyes, and takes a deep breath. Putting on a smile he opens the door. Hilde looks up at Duo with puppy eyes.
"Duo, I've been having a bad day, can a speak to you?"
"Sure Hilde."
This is when Duo truly smiled, he loved to help people out in these hard times. The only help he didn't like was when he killed. It was amazing. smiling to hide the pain hurt him more. But smiling when others needed him mentally, relived the pain.
There Duo could be honest. Returning the favor of confort to Sister Helen, and Father Maxwell.
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Cries I'm catching my grammatical error's. This is bad. I HATE COLLEGE FOR THAT ::runs away whining like a baby.::
I'm analistic again. And this is after Anime Central.
I do not own Gundam wing so this is my version of a disclaimer.
Duo glances at Hilde than silently passes her by. It was amazing how much it hurt to live. Hilde made it bearable. She was there for him, conformed him, calmed him, yet didn't really know the cold hard truth.
The smile, not him. At times he wished to frown, wished to break down, and to cry. But, he had to remain strong for others. To much pain, to much death, he can't take no more.
Duo plops down on his bed and cries. Alone, the only place he felt like he was allowed to cry. Everytime he broke down others would take life harder, so he closed it all away in a smile. The smile for a little while, made Duo's pain go away.
The night of the Maxwell tragedy took away his soul. He wandered a while in a cold shell, colder than Trowa and Heero's. Till he discovered the lie behind the smile. It illiminated the sadness in most people's eyes, it made people's days. It also hid all the pain.
Soon it became him, and he knew no other way. Duo has forgotten who he was.
Every where he went death, everyone he loves dies. Friendships where hard to form cause death always played at their door steps. Mocking Duo, ready to break the fragile string of life.
"Duo?" Hilde knocks on the door.
Duo wipes his eyes, and takes a deep breath. Putting on a smile he opens the door. Hilde looks up at Duo with puppy eyes.
"Duo, I've been having a bad day, can a speak to you?"
"Sure Hilde."
This is when Duo truly smiled, he loved to help people out in these hard times. The only help he didn't like was when he killed. It was amazing. smiling to hide the pain hurt him more. But smiling when others needed him mentally, relived the pain.
There Duo could be honest. Returning the favor of confort to Sister Helen, and Father Maxwell.
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Cries I'm catching my grammatical error's. This is bad. I HATE COLLEGE FOR THAT ::runs away whining like a baby.::