A/N: stuff in italics are thoughts. This is kind of an argument that's going on within Radona during the short kiss. One side of her brain is in regular italics, the other is bold italics. I guess it's kind of stupid, no one has these conversations in their heads like this, but I needed to give you a peek into her mind, so here it is-
RADONA
You shouldn't be doing this.
Why not?
Because you are only here to kill him.
But this will help me gain his trust.
That is not why you are doing it. You are falling for him, and you know that you are. He will be easier to break, but it will be harder for you to do it.
But… I can't stop.
You have to, if you wish to remain alive. Nidu can and will kill you when he finds out.
He won't find out.
You know he will. He has spies everywhere.
But… it is so pleasurable.
Yes, however, death is not.
But I love Legolas.
Hah! You think love just comes? You've known him for merely two days! You are NOT in love with him.
Maybe so, but maybe not…
It doesn't matter, either way he must die.
Yes…
So what you're doing is foolish.
I'm doing this for Nidu. I'm doing this so that Legolas will trust me. I'm doing this for the Kerlil.
You think you can lie to me? I am you!
It is no lie. This is for them… this is for me. I will turn Legolas in, love or no love.
Good.
You don't trust me?
I've known you all my life, of course. I know that deep down, you will never do what your heart disagrees of.
I can do it, and I will.
Honestly?
Yes.
And he will die?
You have my word. Legolas will die both slowly and painfully. I will make sure it happens. I promise this: death will come to him.
A/N: see? It was pretty stupid, you have to admit. But I needed to put this in here because I needed to tell you this much: that Radona is working for Nidu, ruler of the Kerlil. It was a must-need fact. You also had to realize that Radona DOES love Legolas, but she IS fixed on killing him as well. Will she do it? I have to admit, I still don't know. I'm the kind of person that never plans out my stories, so I don't even know what's going to happen. Depends on what mood I'm in when I write the chapter. Well, enough of my blabbering. Please write a review, that's what the button is for!!!!
