A/n: NO FLAMES! N.O. F.L.A.M.E.S.! Sorry for that… this is really a depressing fic. This is really my first time writing H/Hr fic…(I'm a d/hr shipper) okay… maybe not H/Hr because they wont end up together… BUT HELL WHO CARES?! I'm in a PEACHY mood… I mean P.E.A.C.H.Y. so forgive me for write this sucky fic and this sucky author's note… Don't piss me … I'm not in the mood… so REVIEW, NO FALMES… or else…
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Harry is a bachelor and he will stay the same for the rest of his life. He never dared to love again, in thinking that he might hurt them just like his most valuable person. He thought of the pain he caused his love and never wanted to add more by making the same mistake again.
He is now in the couch thinking about… his one and only love, Hermione.
She had loved him but he didn't return the love she has given and he regretted that he didn't.
For Hermione is the only person who loves him cause he is Harry… not the Boy- Who- Lived.
Looking at the scrapbook in front of him, which contained his last memory from her, a letter, he sat thinking about that day when he realized that he loved her… the day she died.
He remembered her agonized face, which was because of him. He remembered the pain that he gave her even in their last meeting.
Then he began to read the letter as tears formed in his eyes and began to streak through on his pale skin:
Dearest Harry,
You said you loved me, You said you cared,
But looking, to your emerald eyes,
My heart always ask me questions of why's
Then I saw it; you wanted to be free
Do you think I'm that blind not to see?
Free is the word that I did know
Cause you wanted to let your feelings show,
Feelings…but that wasn't for me
It was for my best friend, Ginny
And as our pretentious relationship grew,
The more I had loved you
I don't think you noticed, not even knew,
Because I saw you gain more feelings for that you know who (a/n: NOT voldemort)
Stronger and stronger it got,
Bluer and bluer I got,
And as each day passed, slowly you were going away,
Why does life has to be this way?
One day you are just going to fade in to thin air
Life just isn't fair
I was trying so hard to make you love me,
The more you wanted to be free.
Soon the days turned weeks,
The days emotionally I was sick,
The days where I was loving you
I wasn't the only one loving, you were loving her, too.
Now, those days became years…
More and more are my fears
We are still a couple….
And your love for her than me is double
There was time, I tested you, flirted with a guy,
You didn't even notice, you didn't even ask me why
Now, as I go to our 'so-called' special place
I go there everyday… I have my ways,
But today you brought a surprise for me
You were there with Ginny
Cute surprise! I was shocked… as I ran away from the horrid place,
Where memories had been stored, Loved had been exchange,
And trust had been broken…
Once I was trying hard to stand and but now, I've completely fallen
Cause now I'm sure,
That my heartache will never be cure…
Cause now, I'm standing here on top of a cliff
Not even bothering the 'ifs'
But before ending my cruel life by a cruel death
I faced you at my back with my eyes soaking wet…
And said:
" God knows why I'm doing this,
But I'll tell you one thing…
I love you, Harry…with all my heart…Bye…"
Before my life was ended…
I heard you shout…
" I love you too…"
I heard you said that don't deny it
Even if I'm now in a terrible fit….
Lying here in the cold ground
Where nobody is found
Lying with bones broken
I wish it was just a nightmare wherein I can be woken…
But it was not…
I'm lying here waiting for myself to rot….
True or not may it had been
It made me regret what I was doing
But I know one thing that's true…
I will forever be loving you…
Love,
- Hermione
A/n: Hiya!!! Did ya like it? PLS. REVIEW, NO FLAMES… Thanks!
BTW, Hermione was writing the letter when she already fell… and was waiting for death to get her.
CaTcHa LaTeR!
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xoxo,
coolkid
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