Disclaimer: Oh you got it now? I don't own any of the DBZ/GT characters…So there!!

Author Note: Well peeps sorry it's delayed! I tried to get up this weekend but I got distracted by other things! Thanks for all the reviews keep em coming!! Ummmm…Eden it's still dedicated to you! Hahaha!! Well I'll get on writing it then…..

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Chapter 4: I Can't Take It Anymore

"So Panny, Trunks told me you've turned Super-Saiyajin?" Goten asked his niece, while he made himself comfortable on the couch.

"Yeah," Pan said clicking channels on the TV. She was bored. Her parents had gone out for the night. Goten had came round, Pan knew her dad had asked him. Goten lied saying he was coming round anyway. Why do her parents insist on having Goten to baby-sit her? She didn't need to be baby-sat! She was old enough to look after herself. No-one still took her serious, despite the fact she was now also a super-saiyajin.

"You know Goten, I can look after myself," she continued flicking through channels.

"I know you can," he smiled looking at his niece.

"Then why are you here, then?" she looked at him a little annoyed.

"I…uhhhh…wanted to know if Trunks was telling the truth," he looked at the TV. He knew she was still looking at him.

"Yeah, yeah," Pan got up. She threw the remote on the sofa, "If my father didn't ask you to come round, I thought you'd want to spend time with Paris or something?" Pan looked at Goten, raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah…well…Paris is doing something tonight," he stuttered.

Pan walked to the front door.

"Where are you going?" Goten asked watching her.

"Well if you're not baby-sitting me, I'm going for a fly," she headed out the door and flew off.

"Oh, man. If Gohan finds out he'll kill me!" Goten said to himself, "What am I thinking, I have to get her back now!" he took after her, "Panny? Wait?" she was too far ahead off him.

Pan stood at the top of a cliff. The wind blew in her hair and ruffling her clothes. She looked down. Waves crashed on more rocks. Pan closed her eyes. She listened to the crashing waves and the howling wind. She took a step forward to the edge of the cliff. Her heartbeat was racing. 'All the pain the will end in a few minutes,' she thought. A tear escaped her closed eyes. She thought of her parents. Even though they treated her as a six-year-old, she loved them, and knew they loved her back, "I'm sorry," she whispered.

She then thought of Trunks. He was source of her pain. Him and his girlfriend. He didn't know how much he was hurting her, by dating Marron. Pan took another step forward.

She opened her eyes, brushing the tear away. A few loose pebbles fell over the cliff edge. Pan watched them fall. She then took a deep breath, closing her eyes. She then jumped. (A/N: I know Panny can fly) She felt the force of the wind dancing in her hair and around her body. She breathed out smiling. Soon her pain would go and she would feel no more hurt.

"Gotcha!" she landed in some-one's arms.

"Pan opened her eyes, "Goten!" she cried.

He looked at her with concerned eyes; "Pan what did you think you were doing?" he flew up to the cliff top, Pan still in his arms.

"Nothing," he let her out his arms.

"Oh, sure you weren't! You purposely fell off that cliff!"" he cried at her, worry in his ebony eyes.

"I was training," she turned her back to him.

"Pan," he put his hand on her shoulder, "Panny? What's wrong? You can tell me, I'm Goten, remember?"

Pan turned around. Hurt in her eyes, "I can't! You'd tell dad since you're his brother!" With that she flew off again.

"Panny? Wait?" Goten called after her, "Geez, some-one's gotta get a beeper on this kid," he flew after her, following her ki.

This is the second time she tried to end this pain. First time she was going to slit her wrists, but her parents walked in. And then Goten caught her this time. She flew to her house. She opened the door. She flicked the light switch on. Some-one was waiting for her already.

"Goten!" She cried, "How'd you….I thought….." she couldn't make a sentence up.

"I used the 'instant Transmission'," he beamed at her.

"Instant what?" she looked confused as to what he was going on about.

"My dad, your Grandpa taught me it. But that's not why I'm here. Pan why'd you jump? Don't say you were training? I know I may look stupid but I'm not." (A/N: Goten could never look stupid!! Goten- you wrote it!! Me- shut up! *Goten shuts up *)

Pan sat on the sofa, "Trunks," she said quietly looking at her hands.

"Trunks?" he sat next to her, "What do you mean?" he looked a little confused, he didn't understand what she meant.

"That's the reason. I can't take it anymore," she looked up at him with tearful eyes.

"Huh?" he looked if even more confused.

"Him and Marron!" Pan blurted out.

"Oh!" he then understood, "Oh! You like Trunks?"

"Isn't that obvious?" she looked at her hands again.

"I had no idea," he looked at her hands.

"No-one does! And that's the way it's going to stay, right Goten?" pan looked at him.

"Okay, but don't you think your dad….."

"No-one! And don't tell anyone about what I tried to do either! Promise?" she glared at him.

"Okay, okay. I promise!" he looked at her angry face.

"Good," her face softened.

"But Panny, if I didn't catch you would this resolve to?"

"I….I thought that if I died all the pain would go away. Plus no-one ver takes me seriously," she said quietly.

"Oh, Panny," he swooped her up in a tight hug, "That's not true."

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I'm sorry it's short and a bit stupid! But it had to be wrote….I couldn't remember now why, though( Goten- you're so stupid! Me- No I'm not! Goten- Yes you are you couldn't even remember why you wrote that chapter! Me- Hey, I'm tired leave me alone!! *Goten growls *) I remember now! Well you'll know why in the next chappies coming up! Like I said to Goten, I'm tired so I'm off to bed. Ill try write chappie 5 up soon. Hopefully mid-week or something. Oh and by the way I'm mad!! I have often conversations with the DBZ/GT characters…

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