DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN DARK ANGEL....NUFF SAID
A/N: THIS IS KINDA A SEQUEL TO MY 2 FICS REMEMBER AND REMEMBRANCE AND RELIZATIONS.... THIS IS SET 4 DAYS AFTER H/G ....MAX AND LOGAN TALK ABOUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED....PROBABLY WILL BE MORE THAN ONE CHAPTER, PLEASE, I NEED REVIEWS TO GUIDE ME, I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHERE TO BRING THIS....THANKS
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Logan sat in the living room of his apartment. He was in the wheelchair, which was unusual considering he had the exoskeleton. But, he figured, why bother, I've lost the most important person in my life. I have no reason to stand right now. He had finally come to relize that he was wrong about Max and Alec and now he felt like a total fool. He knew Max was only trying to protect him. She loved him and didn't want him to be hurt.
Only thing is, he'd hurt her in the process. He had accussed her of something unthinkable and wouldn't be surprised if she never forgave him. Still, he felt he had to do something, he had to at least try to make it up to her in some way. He knew exactly what had to be done. He picked up his phone and dialed a number he knew by heart...
At Max's
Max laid on her bed staring up at the ceiling. Her eyes were bloodshot and swollen, but dry. She had ran out of tears to cry hours days ago. She was alone in the apartment, Cindy had gone with Alec to Crash.They had been very supportive in the last few days but, Max told them they could not fuss over her and what she needed was to be alone for a while.
She she looked over the crumpled piece of paper next to her, with it's tear staing and worn creases from being folded and unfolded so many times over the last year. She knew every word by heart, especially the end, "Forever Eyes, Dark, Somebody's Angel". Those words had gotten her through some of the hardest times because she was reminded of the author, her love Logan. She wondered if he had ever noticed that she had taken it.
She was pulled from her thoughts when her phone rang. She sighed and swung her feet over the side of the bed, walked acrss the room and picked it up.
"Hello?"
'Max, it's me. I need to talk to you, can you come over here?"
She was so happy to hear his voice, but at the same time, so brokenhearted, she knew it wouldn't be a good idea to go, as much as she wanted to.
"Logan, I don't think that's a good idea, we've said all there is to say."
'Max, you don't understand, I need to tell you about something, Please. I promise you can leave whenever you want, I won't try to stop you.' Logan relized he sounded desperate, but he didn't care, he needed to apoligize. And deep down, he hoped he would be able to talk Max out of not seeing him anymore.
"Alright, I'll be over in a few minuntes."
Max looked in the mirror, "Boy, don't I look great."
Her hair was a mess, her eyes were so red they could pass for cherries with brown dots, and has face was streaked from where the tears had fallen earlier. "Oh well, not like this is a date or anything." she instantly felt worse after the last thought. Max went outside, hopped on her Ninja and took off for Logan's with the wind ripping through her hair.
Logan's Apartment
Logan had gotten changed when Max agreed to come over and put Sibileus in the CD player. He had straightened up the house a little but nothing major. He was hoping this would go well. He planned to tell Max what he thought and see if he could make things better between the two of them.
Logan heard a light knock on the door and walked over to answer it. He opened the door and the sight of Max made him want to cry, she was still beautiful, but she looked broken, her eyes all red and swolen. She looked like she had lost her best friend, which in fact she had.
Max shifted uncomfortably, "Hey." she simply stated.
"Hi Max, come in."
Max followed Logan into the apartment, making sure to keep a safe distance and sat down on the couch. She heard the familiar music playing in the background.----flashback to car in BBWW---- "What is this?" "Sibileus" "It's sad." "Yeah."-----
"What is it you needed to talk to me about, did you find something on Sandeman?"
Logan sat down in the chair next to the couch and faced Max. "No, I wanted to talk about the other night."
Max was starting to look nervous, "What about it?"
"Max, I owe you an apology, I had no right to accuse you of doing anything with Alec, I know you better...."
"Logan, I said you were right..."
"No, you said you couldn't tell me I was wrong, and I think I know why."
Max shifted uneasily and tried to look like it was no big deal. But, she knew Logan knew the truth. She could tell by the way he looked at her, no disgust, no anger, only love in his eyes.
"Then you tell me why you think I said it..." Max tried to keep her tone cocky, but was having a really hard time accomplishing it.
"Because you're scared and it was an easy way out."
"What are you talking about?" She got up and started to pace the living room.
"Max, I'm not stupid, I know you didn't do anything with Alec and I know you don't want to end up killing me. It's very simple and I don't know why I didn't think of it before now." He got up and went to stand next to her at the window. She had a single tear in her eye. "Max, it's not easy for me either, to want to touch you so badly, knowing I can't or I'll die."
"Logan, I can't risk it, I can't loose you, and if keep seeing you and we touch again, we may not be so lucky next time."
"I know. But I also know that I can't live without you in my life, I need to be able to see you, to talk to you." Logan looked down and sighed, Max, you know how much I love you."
Max's hands were shaking and she now had many tears rolling down her face, "Logan, you aren't making this easy, it's for the best. I love you too, that's why we can't do this anymore." She just shook her head and wlaked back over to the couch. She sat down and buried her face in her hands. Then she suddenly shot back up and walked back to the door.
"Max, please don't go, I need you to stay."
A/N: I didn't mean to stop here!!!!! Sorry, I want to know what you guys want to happen!!!!!! I need at least 10 reviews before ch2 will come up, PLEASE!!!!!!!!
(author is on her knees, it's really pathetic)
What do you think?
A/N: THIS IS KINDA A SEQUEL TO MY 2 FICS REMEMBER AND REMEMBRANCE AND RELIZATIONS.... THIS IS SET 4 DAYS AFTER H/G ....MAX AND LOGAN TALK ABOUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED....PROBABLY WILL BE MORE THAN ONE CHAPTER, PLEASE, I NEED REVIEWS TO GUIDE ME, I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHERE TO BRING THIS....THANKS
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Logan sat in the living room of his apartment. He was in the wheelchair, which was unusual considering he had the exoskeleton. But, he figured, why bother, I've lost the most important person in my life. I have no reason to stand right now. He had finally come to relize that he was wrong about Max and Alec and now he felt like a total fool. He knew Max was only trying to protect him. She loved him and didn't want him to be hurt.
Only thing is, he'd hurt her in the process. He had accussed her of something unthinkable and wouldn't be surprised if she never forgave him. Still, he felt he had to do something, he had to at least try to make it up to her in some way. He knew exactly what had to be done. He picked up his phone and dialed a number he knew by heart...
At Max's
Max laid on her bed staring up at the ceiling. Her eyes were bloodshot and swollen, but dry. She had ran out of tears to cry hours days ago. She was alone in the apartment, Cindy had gone with Alec to Crash.They had been very supportive in the last few days but, Max told them they could not fuss over her and what she needed was to be alone for a while.
She she looked over the crumpled piece of paper next to her, with it's tear staing and worn creases from being folded and unfolded so many times over the last year. She knew every word by heart, especially the end, "Forever Eyes, Dark, Somebody's Angel". Those words had gotten her through some of the hardest times because she was reminded of the author, her love Logan. She wondered if he had ever noticed that she had taken it.
She was pulled from her thoughts when her phone rang. She sighed and swung her feet over the side of the bed, walked acrss the room and picked it up.
"Hello?"
'Max, it's me. I need to talk to you, can you come over here?"
She was so happy to hear his voice, but at the same time, so brokenhearted, she knew it wouldn't be a good idea to go, as much as she wanted to.
"Logan, I don't think that's a good idea, we've said all there is to say."
'Max, you don't understand, I need to tell you about something, Please. I promise you can leave whenever you want, I won't try to stop you.' Logan relized he sounded desperate, but he didn't care, he needed to apoligize. And deep down, he hoped he would be able to talk Max out of not seeing him anymore.
"Alright, I'll be over in a few minuntes."
Max looked in the mirror, "Boy, don't I look great."
Her hair was a mess, her eyes were so red they could pass for cherries with brown dots, and has face was streaked from where the tears had fallen earlier. "Oh well, not like this is a date or anything." she instantly felt worse after the last thought. Max went outside, hopped on her Ninja and took off for Logan's with the wind ripping through her hair.
Logan's Apartment
Logan had gotten changed when Max agreed to come over and put Sibileus in the CD player. He had straightened up the house a little but nothing major. He was hoping this would go well. He planned to tell Max what he thought and see if he could make things better between the two of them.
Logan heard a light knock on the door and walked over to answer it. He opened the door and the sight of Max made him want to cry, she was still beautiful, but she looked broken, her eyes all red and swolen. She looked like she had lost her best friend, which in fact she had.
Max shifted uncomfortably, "Hey." she simply stated.
"Hi Max, come in."
Max followed Logan into the apartment, making sure to keep a safe distance and sat down on the couch. She heard the familiar music playing in the background.----flashback to car in BBWW---- "What is this?" "Sibileus" "It's sad." "Yeah."-----
"What is it you needed to talk to me about, did you find something on Sandeman?"
Logan sat down in the chair next to the couch and faced Max. "No, I wanted to talk about the other night."
Max was starting to look nervous, "What about it?"
"Max, I owe you an apology, I had no right to accuse you of doing anything with Alec, I know you better...."
"Logan, I said you were right..."
"No, you said you couldn't tell me I was wrong, and I think I know why."
Max shifted uneasily and tried to look like it was no big deal. But, she knew Logan knew the truth. She could tell by the way he looked at her, no disgust, no anger, only love in his eyes.
"Then you tell me why you think I said it..." Max tried to keep her tone cocky, but was having a really hard time accomplishing it.
"Because you're scared and it was an easy way out."
"What are you talking about?" She got up and started to pace the living room.
"Max, I'm not stupid, I know you didn't do anything with Alec and I know you don't want to end up killing me. It's very simple and I don't know why I didn't think of it before now." He got up and went to stand next to her at the window. She had a single tear in her eye. "Max, it's not easy for me either, to want to touch you so badly, knowing I can't or I'll die."
"Logan, I can't risk it, I can't loose you, and if keep seeing you and we touch again, we may not be so lucky next time."
"I know. But I also know that I can't live without you in my life, I need to be able to see you, to talk to you." Logan looked down and sighed, Max, you know how much I love you."
Max's hands were shaking and she now had many tears rolling down her face, "Logan, you aren't making this easy, it's for the best. I love you too, that's why we can't do this anymore." She just shook her head and wlaked back over to the couch. She sat down and buried her face in her hands. Then she suddenly shot back up and walked back to the door.
"Max, please don't go, I need you to stay."
A/N: I didn't mean to stop here!!!!! Sorry, I want to know what you guys want to happen!!!!!! I need at least 10 reviews before ch2 will come up, PLEASE!!!!!!!!
(author is on her knees, it's really pathetic)
What do you think?