Disclaimer: Oh you got it now? I don't own any of the DBZ/GT characters or the song that I have used…its me brothers….however I do own the story and the computer, keyboard, and monitor that I'm using….so :P

Author Note: Okies the song I'm using in this story is my brother's that he wrote for his band. My brother has a few more songs that he's wrote which I might use in future ficcies but so far only this one…I decided to use as some parts say what Panny is feeling…well enjoy…review me if you like the song and I'll tell me brother…oh this chappie is also dedicated to him…although at this present moment I want to kill him…

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Chapter 8: I'm Sorry

In-Komplete

By In-komplete

I woke up in my bed

Looking at you, I'm still sad

There's one more day

Of feeling this bad

Times I've spent thinking about you

The days I've lied to all my friends

But I feel, so In-Komplete

You'll never know what I'm like

It's killing my happiness in my heart

My dreams are so deserted without you

You'll never see me smiling again

Until your back

Back with me again

My life is screwed up, so much

Without you here, I can't sleep at all

The devil is calling me, what must I do?

Shall I go, or wait for you?

I'm screwed up, I can not think

What can I do?

When I'm In-Komplete

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To my loved Ones,

If you are reading this then I'm probably dead. This is what I wanted so please don't be sad. None of you knew what was happening in my heart and head, I told no-one. Except you Goten.

The reason for my death is I couldn't handle seeing Trunks with Marron. It killed me every time I saw him with her. Heh…they were the reason for my Super-Saiyajin transformation.…none of you knew that. Maybe I was more human than I thought….I am sorry. No-one took me seriously which was also another reason…I hate when everybody called Panny, I'm not who I use to be I changed but I guess none of you saw that…it wasn't your fault I suppose…

I'm sorry Daddy for not coming to you or Mom with my problems but I didn't want you to kill Trunks….Trunks was never to find out….But he will. I'm sorry I never told you out right about my transformation….I guess I wasn't sure myself why I had transformed….I'm not sorry for the life I had even though there was a lot of pain in it….I couldn't have had a better daddy and mom….I love you both…xx

Uncle Goten you should know where my body is….you saved me the first time…but not this time….I know I promised not to do anything stupid but the pain got so much I couldn't take it anymore….I love you too. And please get with Bra?

Grandpa Goku you're the best person ever….I love you so much and I will miss you the most.…until the day we are united again….Thank you for teaching me so much…xx

Bra thank you for being the bestest friend a girl could ever have….I tried to tell you but you thought I was joking if only you knew…It's not your fault…I love you too and will never forget the tricks we played on trunks when we were kids…xx

Trunks I don't have much to say. Except I've always loved you more than a friend, I always have and always will….you never knew my feelings for you cause I never told you and didn't want you to know….I hope you will have a good life with Marron. Marron you treat Trunks right….

I love you all but I'm afraid this is where my letter ends….my heart is aching. Please do not be sad for me…I love you all…

Son Pan

~xx~

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I'm sorry if the letter was lame…..but as I've never been in a position to write a suicidal farewell letter I found it hard….I tried the best I could that was the third one I had wrote…and it's the better out the three…..

I hope you thought the song was appropriate to the story line…I liked that song….well please me review it…if I come up with a better letter I might change so watch this space…well that's it for now…

Ja ne

Claire