BREAK ME…..
Disclaimer: They don't belong to me, never will, so don't try anything. ….(I hate this stuff)
Warnings: This is NOT a happy fic in the beginning. It will get better. I promise.
Dedication: For my little brother who is actually named Li.
Chapter 1.
She sat there, watching the screen over and over again. Every now and then she would hit the rewind button, to that one part…
….that one single part…………
……..the part that tore her in two….
The part that broke her heart.
Silent tears came down here face, pooling at her chin before falling to the floor, unnoticed by all. Blue eyes screamed her agony, if only anyone could look behind the mask.
But they didn't….they just wanted to see the happy little girl with the camera.
Rewind
That part yet again.
It is just a simple little scene.
Sakura lands on the ground..
Cut…..
Li runs up to her.
Cut…
They hug, spin quickly and fall down.
Cut…
Together.
Cut….!
They smile.
CUT!!
Then his eyes light up and a blush spreads across the screen as she captures his face.
CUT!!!!!
Rewind….
SMASH!!
The screen breaks as her fist connects with it. She slumps to the ground, shards of glass falling all around her. She brings her hand back to her and watches the blood from her wrist pool on the floor. She digs her fingers into the wrist, opening it wider, the blood flows now. Drenching her and everything she knows in its dark embrace.
She feels like she's drowning, in a way she is…..
….brother……
If he had been here, he would have known what to do. But he wasn't…
BROTHER!!! NO! PLEASE WAKE UP! PLEASE!! Wake up………….
That was the past, that was the day she started living other people's lives, through her camera. She had been content..
Until he showed up. The brown eyes that brought her back to reality, left her shaking inside. She continued to stay by Sakura, as she captured the cards, hoping to see some more of him. And she did. But he never turned her way unless Sakura did first.
Sakura…
She couldn't really blame her, after all it had been her life that she had been living for the past few years.
Sakura was innocent..
So was Li….
But that doesn't make the hurt go away.
It only slows it down.
She hears something move by her window.
Wings….?
Holding her bleeding wrist in front of her she steps to the window, pushing aside the curtain and revealing ice ….
Yue….
Wordlessly he grabs her damaged wrist and places his lips to the wound. She gasps as the wound closes and his face is marred with a drop of dark red..
Blood…
Her blood…
"Why do you hurt, yourself? Why don't you confront him?" His soft voice breaks through the haze in her mind. She looks up at him and then over to the smashed screen. The scene still flashes through her mind.
"Did you watch beyond that point?" he asks, she stares at him, not understanding. He turns to leave…
"He was staring at you Madison…not Sakura."
Disclaimer: They don't belong to me, never will, so don't try anything. ….(I hate this stuff)
Warnings: This is NOT a happy fic in the beginning. It will get better. I promise.
Dedication: For my little brother who is actually named Li.
Chapter 1.
She sat there, watching the screen over and over again. Every now and then she would hit the rewind button, to that one part…
….that one single part…………
……..the part that tore her in two….
The part that broke her heart.
Silent tears came down here face, pooling at her chin before falling to the floor, unnoticed by all. Blue eyes screamed her agony, if only anyone could look behind the mask.
But they didn't….they just wanted to see the happy little girl with the camera.
Rewind
That part yet again.
It is just a simple little scene.
Sakura lands on the ground..
Cut…..
Li runs up to her.
Cut…
They hug, spin quickly and fall down.
Cut…
Together.
Cut….!
They smile.
CUT!!
Then his eyes light up and a blush spreads across the screen as she captures his face.
CUT!!!!!
Rewind….
SMASH!!
The screen breaks as her fist connects with it. She slumps to the ground, shards of glass falling all around her. She brings her hand back to her and watches the blood from her wrist pool on the floor. She digs her fingers into the wrist, opening it wider, the blood flows now. Drenching her and everything she knows in its dark embrace.
She feels like she's drowning, in a way she is…..
….brother……
If he had been here, he would have known what to do. But he wasn't…
BROTHER!!! NO! PLEASE WAKE UP! PLEASE!! Wake up………….
That was the past, that was the day she started living other people's lives, through her camera. She had been content..
Until he showed up. The brown eyes that brought her back to reality, left her shaking inside. She continued to stay by Sakura, as she captured the cards, hoping to see some more of him. And she did. But he never turned her way unless Sakura did first.
Sakura…
She couldn't really blame her, after all it had been her life that she had been living for the past few years.
Sakura was innocent..
So was Li….
But that doesn't make the hurt go away.
It only slows it down.
She hears something move by her window.
Wings….?
Holding her bleeding wrist in front of her she steps to the window, pushing aside the curtain and revealing ice ….
Yue….
Wordlessly he grabs her damaged wrist and places his lips to the wound. She gasps as the wound closes and his face is marred with a drop of dark red..
Blood…
Her blood…
"Why do you hurt, yourself? Why don't you confront him?" His soft voice breaks through the haze in her mind. She looks up at him and then over to the smashed screen. The scene still flashes through her mind.
"Did you watch beyond that point?" he asks, she stares at him, not understanding. He turns to leave…
"He was staring at you Madison…not Sakura."