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chapter-5-(confessions)
Eddy smiles alittle more as he closes the fully loaded chamber of the small gun and stuffs a few more shells into his pocket. he takes a deep breath as he puts the gun half way down his pants, hiding it under his shirt. 'so this is it' he thinks aloud 'i guess i should...' his words trail off as a knock comes at the door. it's Double D. 'Eddy are you alright?' Eddy stands up slowly and opens the door. 'come in Double D, i wana say goodbye' Edd is a little confused, he pauses briefly before speaking. 'are you going somewhere Eddy?' tears form in Eddy's eyes. 'i'm going away Double D'... his words trail off as the tears begin to fall from his eyes onto his bed. 'for how long Eddy?' Double D asks quickly becoming concerned for his friend. 'forever' he mumbles back. 'but Eddy i don't und...' 'i'm going to kill myself' he interrupts. Double D's eyes widen with fear, had Eddy really just said that? 'Eddy you can't!' he shouts finally recovering from the shock. 'shut up Double D i need to tell you something first and i want you to listen cuz i've never told ANYone else'. Edd half in shock nods hoping this will calm his friend long enough so he can change his mind. 'you know how my brother Keith isn't around anymore?' Double D nods 'yes Eddy'. there is a pause between them as Eddy tries to calm his shaky voice. 'he left when he was 16 to live with his friends because of my dad'. Edd can see pain in Eddy's eyes as he speaks 'go on' he said softly. for some reason this hits a bad reaction in Eddy. 'this is fucking hard for me to say alright!?' Double D's hands began to shake, he had never seen Eddy this way b4. 'i-i'm sorry Eddy'. calming down again Eddy continues. 'my dad used to rape my brother and me...my brother left....he PROMISED to take me with him...but....he left me here....just a kid all alone with that bastard....' his words trailed off as he broke into sobs. Double D was half in shock his eyes widened, he was half in disbelief. 'Eddy..wh'.. 'shut up! Eddy snapped 'and let me finish'. 'my dad still rapes me Double D every fucking night....he tortures me....god damn the pain.....the fear.....you have no idea how scared i am to sleep......and the beatings.......i can't take it anymore Double D i CAN'T....' he stopped when his voice began to shake again. 'Eddy we can tell someone and get help......' 'NO! your NOT telling ANYBODY!' he yelled standing up and pushing Double D to the bed his fist raised. 'ok Eddy ok i wont' he stammered seeing a look in Eddy never seen b4. 'HELP!??' Eddy yelled outloud still furious. 'what the fuck do YOU know!?' he pushed up his sleeves showing the cuts and scars. 'you SEE this!?' he screamed. 'you have NO idea how many times i just wanted to cut my wrists, FUCK YOU Double D, fuck YOU! you don't understand SHIT! i hate you, i hate you BOTH!' the was a moment of quiet as Eddy stared at Double D. 'ya know Double D' he said with a cruel smile 'i was going to kill myself but maybe i should take you with me'. and with that he pulled out the gun and aimed it at Double D.
*chapter-5- oh the drama! read read read*
chapter-5-(confessions)
Eddy smiles alittle more as he closes the fully loaded chamber of the small gun and stuffs a few more shells into his pocket. he takes a deep breath as he puts the gun half way down his pants, hiding it under his shirt. 'so this is it' he thinks aloud 'i guess i should...' his words trail off as a knock comes at the door. it's Double D. 'Eddy are you alright?' Eddy stands up slowly and opens the door. 'come in Double D, i wana say goodbye' Edd is a little confused, he pauses briefly before speaking. 'are you going somewhere Eddy?' tears form in Eddy's eyes. 'i'm going away Double D'... his words trail off as the tears begin to fall from his eyes onto his bed. 'for how long Eddy?' Double D asks quickly becoming concerned for his friend. 'forever' he mumbles back. 'but Eddy i don't und...' 'i'm going to kill myself' he interrupts. Double D's eyes widen with fear, had Eddy really just said that? 'Eddy you can't!' he shouts finally recovering from the shock. 'shut up Double D i need to tell you something first and i want you to listen cuz i've never told ANYone else'. Edd half in shock nods hoping this will calm his friend long enough so he can change his mind. 'you know how my brother Keith isn't around anymore?' Double D nods 'yes Eddy'. there is a pause between them as Eddy tries to calm his shaky voice. 'he left when he was 16 to live with his friends because of my dad'. Edd can see pain in Eddy's eyes as he speaks 'go on' he said softly. for some reason this hits a bad reaction in Eddy. 'this is fucking hard for me to say alright!?' Double D's hands began to shake, he had never seen Eddy this way b4. 'i-i'm sorry Eddy'. calming down again Eddy continues. 'my dad used to rape my brother and me...my brother left....he PROMISED to take me with him...but....he left me here....just a kid all alone with that bastard....' his words trailed off as he broke into sobs. Double D was half in shock his eyes widened, he was half in disbelief. 'Eddy..wh'.. 'shut up! Eddy snapped 'and let me finish'. 'my dad still rapes me Double D every fucking night....he tortures me....god damn the pain.....the fear.....you have no idea how scared i am to sleep......and the beatings.......i can't take it anymore Double D i CAN'T....' he stopped when his voice began to shake again. 'Eddy we can tell someone and get help......' 'NO! your NOT telling ANYBODY!' he yelled standing up and pushing Double D to the bed his fist raised. 'ok Eddy ok i wont' he stammered seeing a look in Eddy never seen b4. 'HELP!??' Eddy yelled outloud still furious. 'what the fuck do YOU know!?' he pushed up his sleeves showing the cuts and scars. 'you SEE this!?' he screamed. 'you have NO idea how many times i just wanted to cut my wrists, FUCK YOU Double D, fuck YOU! you don't understand SHIT! i hate you, i hate you BOTH!' the was a moment of quiet as Eddy stared at Double D. 'ya know Double D' he said with a cruel smile 'i was going to kill myself but maybe i should take you with me'. and with that he pulled out the gun and aimed it at Double D.
*chapter-5- oh the drama! read read read*