Title: Life sucks.

Author: yenit

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: I do not own anyone, thats against the wall, but I really don't own anything from Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Angel the Series, Joss Whedon, WB, Fox, and, other various companies and people that have slipped my mind do.

AN:Dawn's journal entries ten years after the middle of the sixth season.



2010/06/29

1:30AM

Dear Diary, I guess I should start up my diary again. Its been so long, but I guess I can spend the time to atleast let out all my anger on you.

Well, I guess I should tell you about my sister, she's a vampire slayer, but one monster got the best of her and put a horrible curse on her. Not horrible for her, but awful for me. She was turned back into a baby. She is now almost eight and more annoying than ever. She is more annoying than she probably was when mom took care of her, yet she doesn't give a damn about my life. I barely finished highschool and had to sell so much stuff just to keep the house, but I now have a steady job and a seven year old daughter.

Anyone I don't mention in my diary is dead.

Spike has a girlfriend now and they are the happiest couple although the world around them is crumbling to peices. Pretty soon they're going to go find a way to get Spike to have a soul. The problem is that they invited me. I mean I really would like to go but I just wouldn't feel right leaving Buffy by herself or with a sitter. Plus the lack of money is an issue. Well, maybe I can find Anya or something. If only Xander could be the way he used to be and not the way he is now. I mean, I'm really glad that he is going for treatment for his alchohalism, but he's gone to these kindsd orf places before and they haven't work. You see, he had a breakdown after he hit Anya and she left him. I was so happy when they got married finally, but things went downhill from there. They started to have problems when Xander would start going to bars late at night. Anya is just lucky that she doesn't have to take care of a seven year old child like Buffy. So tommorow I have to go see Xander in another one of his fake helping sessions. I'm one of the only people who will see him still. If the alchohol doesn't kill him then he'll kill himself so I better

go and "help" him.

10/07/25

12:00AM

I get to go to sleep early tonight she is already asleep. I've decided I'm going to go with Spike and Adrian, she's really wanting me to come. I feel like I have this heavy weight on my back, I don't have a place for Buffy to stay. She wants to come or stay by herself at home. She has her own memories, but the size, look, and instincts of a seven year old. Maybe she could stay with Angel...

10/07/30

11:35PM

It seems that Angel's fine about it, he has this whole 'I hate the world' vibe going on these days and maybe Buffy will jump him out of it. I mean, ever since Cordy...well, cordy's gone and I won't speak anymore of anyone else. I am going on the trip pretty soon and I'm kinda psyched about it. I really do hope that Spike gets a soul or even becomes human. Adrian wants to marry him even if he doesn't have a soul, but he is totally against it. He can't love anyone if he doesn't have a soul so they want to go to Africa to find some sort of demon that can make it happen.

10/08/30

2:33PM

I'm in L.A. right now dropping off Buffy. The hotel seems so empty with just Angel, Gunn and Fred. Angel says he'll do some research and try to get that curse off of Buffy. It's crazy to see Angel like this. It's been ten years and I just can't get seem to make him happy.



AN: R+R or I won't write the next chapter!