~Saying some stupid~
Disclaimer:
Sorry that I didn't post this chapter sooner but I had to do a lotta stuff for school! Don't be mad at me 'cause of that…
I've got nothing to say this time but please review.
I'm listening to Britney Spears at the moment. Don't know why, just felt like it!
THX to all the reviewers, especially to Kukuru-chan, my muse.
Warnings: none this time. Just some stuff from Yama's past…
~Saying something stupid~
~Tai's POV~
I couldn't believe it. Matt's uncle raped him. And like the idiot I am, I asked him if he wants to sleep with me.
Man, I'm so silly.
"I'm so sorry, Matt.", I whispered, trying to let Matt sleep.
He looked like an angel when he was asleep. His nice blonde hair, beautiful mouth. The only disadvantage was that his amazing eyes were closed while he was sleeping.
I traced my fingers down his cheeks. They felt like a… peach. Don't laugh. It really felt like this. So smooth and soft. I felt like I would be in heaven.
Suddenly I heard the person who laid in my lap cough. Matt was awake.
"Hey Tai!"
"Hi Matt! Did you sleep well?", I asked worriedly.
"Sort of. Actually, yes.", the blonde angel said while smiling up at me.
Luckily he slept well, without nightmares. At least I hope so. I didn't know if he have had nightmares. He didn't seem like he have had some.
"Tai, how long did we stay in this position?", Matt asked, his brilliant blue eyes sparkling.
"For about five or six hours. Now we've got eight in the morning:", I said and had to yawn.
"Damn, Tai! Why the hell didn't you wake me up? This position wasn't quite comfortable for you!", Yama stated while getting up from his lying pose. He looked so sweet when he was annoyed.
"I didn't wake you, 'cause you needed to rest and you had to look nice fore me as well."
Matt blushed with a start. I found this quite fascinating and interesting. It's still an open question for me how people can blush so fast and so easily. A miracle so to speak…
"Thanks Tai. I love you, too.", Matt said ironically and crossed his arms in front of his chest while sitting cross-legged on the floor.
"I know already that you love me.", I 'answered'. I crawled over to him. And then, without a warning, I tackled him from behind and began to tickle him.
My boyfriend laughed so loud, I thought he was going to die any moment.
"Mercy, mercy,", Matt half shouted, half laughed. He indeed laughed so hard, you could see the tears in his eyes.
"Okay, I'll stop.", I said, laughing myself, and stopped tickling him. Instead, I wrapped my arms around his body and hold him very tight.
It was amazing how fast his mood could change. One day before, he told me about the thing his uncle had done to him, and this day, he was laughing, smiling and stuff like that.
I really didn't understand.
I mean, I know him since we were eleven years old. Matt always mimed this cool, tough, strong and cold guy. Just a few people knew that this was just a masque, a fasade. He really was a charming, vulnerable and caring person. Until… you know what happened.
No one recognised that Matt changed a bit. He had his moods, naturally. But everyone has moods, you know? It was very difficult for him. He didn't know how to behave.
The incident that has happened to him totally knocked him sideways. I didn't think that he really got over it but he tried his best. And therefore I looked up to him. I really admired him in every way possible.
"Tai? What are you thinking?" Matt's question totally caught me off guard. I didn't expect a question from him. I've been in my own world for about a few minutes. I really forgot about the fact that Matt was still there or that I've been at Matt's.
"Nothing. Thought 'bout nothing.". I tried to avoid a concrete answer to Matt's question.
" If you say so.", sighed Matt and leaned in my embrace.
Why couldn't we freeze the time?
It had been so comfortable with him lying in my arms, his clothed body against mine, his warm hands on my own.
"Tai? Can I ask you a question?", Matt asked. I think that his eyes were closed. Like mine.
"You just asked one, little one.", I answered.
"At first, I'm not little. Just because you're a bit taller, I'm not little. You're so funny today, I think you had a clown for breakfast." I had to smirk.
"Okay. I admit. His name was Charlie, but now, ask your question."
"'Kay.", Matt gulped. "You really won't leave me, will you?" Not again this question. He already knew my answer to this question.
"Of course I won't leave you, Ishida Yamato. Are you so afraid of the possibility that I could leave you just because of the incident?", I asked after I answered his question.
Matt only nodded.
"Okay, I'll tell you for the hundredth time. I'm not going to leave you! Understand! I love you. Everything of you, your character, your eyes, your hands, even the stuff that's in your
belly-button."
Matt's eyes started to sparkle again and he smiled up at me. I caught his mouth in a passionate kiss. It was wonderful.
Suddenly the door burst open and his father stormed in. We weren't fast enough to get away from each other. Matt's father had seen our kiss.
He looked very unhappy, very angry.
I could feel Matt began to tremble in my arms.
This wasn't going to turn out well, was it?
~End of the sixth chapter~
Author's Note:
Sorry for leaving you hanging like this but I need reviews badly. So please review.
Shall I continue anyways?
The next chapter is going to turn out longer. At least I hope so… ^_^
Triple P
Disclaimer:
Sorry that I didn't post this chapter sooner but I had to do a lotta stuff for school! Don't be mad at me 'cause of that…
I've got nothing to say this time but please review.
I'm listening to Britney Spears at the moment. Don't know why, just felt like it!
THX to all the reviewers, especially to Kukuru-chan, my muse.
Warnings: none this time. Just some stuff from Yama's past…
~Saying something stupid~
~Tai's POV~
I couldn't believe it. Matt's uncle raped him. And like the idiot I am, I asked him if he wants to sleep with me.
Man, I'm so silly.
"I'm so sorry, Matt.", I whispered, trying to let Matt sleep.
He looked like an angel when he was asleep. His nice blonde hair, beautiful mouth. The only disadvantage was that his amazing eyes were closed while he was sleeping.
I traced my fingers down his cheeks. They felt like a… peach. Don't laugh. It really felt like this. So smooth and soft. I felt like I would be in heaven.
Suddenly I heard the person who laid in my lap cough. Matt was awake.
"Hey Tai!"
"Hi Matt! Did you sleep well?", I asked worriedly.
"Sort of. Actually, yes.", the blonde angel said while smiling up at me.
Luckily he slept well, without nightmares. At least I hope so. I didn't know if he have had nightmares. He didn't seem like he have had some.
"Tai, how long did we stay in this position?", Matt asked, his brilliant blue eyes sparkling.
"For about five or six hours. Now we've got eight in the morning:", I said and had to yawn.
"Damn, Tai! Why the hell didn't you wake me up? This position wasn't quite comfortable for you!", Yama stated while getting up from his lying pose. He looked so sweet when he was annoyed.
"I didn't wake you, 'cause you needed to rest and you had to look nice fore me as well."
Matt blushed with a start. I found this quite fascinating and interesting. It's still an open question for me how people can blush so fast and so easily. A miracle so to speak…
"Thanks Tai. I love you, too.", Matt said ironically and crossed his arms in front of his chest while sitting cross-legged on the floor.
"I know already that you love me.", I 'answered'. I crawled over to him. And then, without a warning, I tackled him from behind and began to tickle him.
My boyfriend laughed so loud, I thought he was going to die any moment.
"Mercy, mercy,", Matt half shouted, half laughed. He indeed laughed so hard, you could see the tears in his eyes.
"Okay, I'll stop.", I said, laughing myself, and stopped tickling him. Instead, I wrapped my arms around his body and hold him very tight.
It was amazing how fast his mood could change. One day before, he told me about the thing his uncle had done to him, and this day, he was laughing, smiling and stuff like that.
I really didn't understand.
I mean, I know him since we were eleven years old. Matt always mimed this cool, tough, strong and cold guy. Just a few people knew that this was just a masque, a fasade. He really was a charming, vulnerable and caring person. Until… you know what happened.
No one recognised that Matt changed a bit. He had his moods, naturally. But everyone has moods, you know? It was very difficult for him. He didn't know how to behave.
The incident that has happened to him totally knocked him sideways. I didn't think that he really got over it but he tried his best. And therefore I looked up to him. I really admired him in every way possible.
"Tai? What are you thinking?" Matt's question totally caught me off guard. I didn't expect a question from him. I've been in my own world for about a few minutes. I really forgot about the fact that Matt was still there or that I've been at Matt's.
"Nothing. Thought 'bout nothing.". I tried to avoid a concrete answer to Matt's question.
" If you say so.", sighed Matt and leaned in my embrace.
Why couldn't we freeze the time?
It had been so comfortable with him lying in my arms, his clothed body against mine, his warm hands on my own.
"Tai? Can I ask you a question?", Matt asked. I think that his eyes were closed. Like mine.
"You just asked one, little one.", I answered.
"At first, I'm not little. Just because you're a bit taller, I'm not little. You're so funny today, I think you had a clown for breakfast." I had to smirk.
"Okay. I admit. His name was Charlie, but now, ask your question."
"'Kay.", Matt gulped. "You really won't leave me, will you?" Not again this question. He already knew my answer to this question.
"Of course I won't leave you, Ishida Yamato. Are you so afraid of the possibility that I could leave you just because of the incident?", I asked after I answered his question.
Matt only nodded.
"Okay, I'll tell you for the hundredth time. I'm not going to leave you! Understand! I love you. Everything of you, your character, your eyes, your hands, even the stuff that's in your
belly-button."
Matt's eyes started to sparkle again and he smiled up at me. I caught his mouth in a passionate kiss. It was wonderful.
Suddenly the door burst open and his father stormed in. We weren't fast enough to get away from each other. Matt's father had seen our kiss.
He looked very unhappy, very angry.
I could feel Matt began to tremble in my arms.
This wasn't going to turn out well, was it?
~End of the sixth chapter~
Author's Note:
Sorry for leaving you hanging like this but I need reviews badly. So please review.
Shall I continue anyways?
The next chapter is going to turn out longer. At least I hope so… ^_^
Triple P