~Saying something stupid~
Disclaimer:
Thanks to yamatoforever, Kukuru, Fireflie's Light, Thorin Oakensheild Yagami, sumgirl, Angel, Diablo, Sophie V, Kukuru, sumgirl, Drakin Tenryu, ThatGirl, Firefly's Light, Kukuru, yamatoforever, Yamato795 (I adore you, really!!!), Nameless, ThatGirl, Sapphire Goddess, Sophie V, Fordina, yamatoforever, ThatGirl, TG (I want to read a story from you!!!!), fanficfanatic, Kukuru, TK, celipa, Kit I own a taito Groop on AOL (you wrote it like this), a nameless thing, carine, ThatGirl, abc, Goku, Jenna, CSMars and liliangemon2433.
Man, did you notice that some of you reviewed pretty often?! Go on!!!! ^_^
Kukuru, remember our funny trip to Kolonia? With the man with the weird laugh? My heart was beating so fast, man, I thought I'd die.
Ahh, poor Yama. I don't know why I can be so cruel.
Now, on with Tai's POV
~Saying something stupid~
~Tai's POV~
Man, I hated myself. What an idiot! I can't believe it. I broke my promise, I betrayed him.
Why the hell did I do this?
Okay, I have been angry. Really angry. But that was no excuse.
I went through the lunchroom and I could feel the glances of the other students.
They were angry with me.
But who could take their behaviour amiss? Me not.
I have been the one who shouted that terrible sentence through the room after all. I have been the one who broke the promise. I have been the one who betrayed my friend. My boyfriend. So I had no right to be angry with the other youths like they had to be angry with me.
They weren't the ones who betrayed their friend.
It was me.
Oh, sorry I say this so often, but it's not easy for me to confess my guilt.
Man, how could I say such an important thing in public? How could I?
Especially shortly after I confessed my love to him?!
I could remember the day like it has been the day before.
I have been at the park with him. We wanted to play basketball. And then I have told him that I was in love with him. It was raining and at first he has not been sure if he loved me back. But then, we shared our first kiss.
Hmmm.
Oh, it was the day before. Man, how stupid I am. No wonder no one liked me after this incident in the lunchroom.
No one spoke to me, they just glanced. Some guys whispered, other ones laughed at me.
It was a terrible and unalterable feeling. I felt sick in my stomach.
I only have myself to blame for this.
Suddenly somebody patted me on the back. I have no idea who it was, till I heard his voice.
"Yagami! Shall I tell you something?"
I turned around.
It was Haruhiko, one of Matt's band members. He was as tall as me, had short brown hair and green eyes.
I didn't do anything. I didn't know what to say or do.
"You're a complete idiot. How could you say something so terrible out loud?"
I didn't understand.
Did Haruhiko know about Matt's past? I mean, he said that I was a complete idiot 'cause I didn't keep the secret.
"You knew this?", I asked bluntly.
He looked stunned. By the look in his face I was sure that he didn't know about this till I said it.
"Earth to Tai, earth to Tai. I didn't know it. But you shouted it out. The whole school knows it now. Matt didn't look happy after you said this. You broke a promise, didn't you?", Haruhiko asked me, arms crossed in front of his chest.
"Bravo, Sherlock. I know by now that I'm a complete idiot. Leave me alone.", I said and went in the direction from which I had come.
Suddenly, Haruhiko grabbed my shoulder, turned me around and punched me on my nose.
This punch sent me backwards and I landed on my butt 'cause he lost his grip on my shoulder.
I hold my bleeding nose and some students now stood around us two.
I think that I deserved this. Matt always punched me if I said something wrong. And now, with Matt not available, Haruhiko punched me.
Wait, where was Matt anyway?
I looked frantically around after I stood up.
"What's wrong, Yagami? Are you afraid of me?", Haruhiko asked. With a smirk on his lips.
Some girls cheered as he said this and I was worried about Matt.
I mean, I loved him. I had to worry.
"Shut up, Haruhiko. I'm looking for Matt.", I shouted and looked over the heads of some people. Luckily I have been so tall.
"After all you did to him today you're looking for him?", Haruhiko asked, his eyes dark.
"Yes, 'cause I care for him. I regret my mistake and I hope he can forgive me somewhen."
A single tear was rolling down my cheek and then I heard an ambulance.
My heart sank into my boots.
"Oh no, the street!", I shouted and cleared the way for me.
How could I forget the streets? Matt surely ran out and crossed these stupid street. And it was all my fault.
I ran outside the building where I saw Sora and Izzy in the midst of some pupils.
"What happened?", I asked out of breath.
Both glanced at me. Sora was on the brink of tears and Izzy didn't seem happy.
My heart sank further.
"Matt…", Sora whined and sank to her knees.
No, this could not be true.
Then I saw TK standing next to the ambulance. I left Sora and Izzy alone.
I walked over to Matt's younger brother.
"TK. What… what happened?", I asked, afraid of his reaction.
The engine of the ambulance started. It drove towards the hospital.
TK waited for the ambulance being out of sight before he informed me.
"Matt got hit by a car. It doesn't look so good. Tai, he probably dies.", he said in a monotone voice.
These words have been a shock for me. 'He probably dies.'
"Oh my god. TK, I'm sorry. I didn't meant to…", I tried to apologize.
TK just shot a look at me. His eyes were red from crying.
Then, without warning, he slapped me.
"Think I deserved this for my stupidity, huh?", I stated.
"Tai, I don't have to forgive you. Matt has to. So pray for seeing him alive again.", TK said before he went away.
That left me standing there, surrounded by a lotta guys.
"What have I done?" I asked myself and sank to my knees, crying.
"Yagami Taichi, what have you done?", I asked and cried my eyes out.
~End of chapter 9~
Author's Note:
Okay, another chapter.
It was not too good. In fact, it was stupid. But I promise that the next chapter will be better!
Don't be mad at me.
Please review.
=^_^=
Oh, I just write further if I have more than 45 reviews.
Disclaimer:
Thanks to yamatoforever, Kukuru, Fireflie's Light, Thorin Oakensheild Yagami, sumgirl, Angel, Diablo, Sophie V, Kukuru, sumgirl, Drakin Tenryu, ThatGirl, Firefly's Light, Kukuru, yamatoforever, Yamato795 (I adore you, really!!!), Nameless, ThatGirl, Sapphire Goddess, Sophie V, Fordina, yamatoforever, ThatGirl, TG (I want to read a story from you!!!!), fanficfanatic, Kukuru, TK, celipa, Kit I own a taito Groop on AOL (you wrote it like this), a nameless thing, carine, ThatGirl, abc, Goku, Jenna, CSMars and liliangemon2433.
Man, did you notice that some of you reviewed pretty often?! Go on!!!! ^_^
Kukuru, remember our funny trip to Kolonia? With the man with the weird laugh? My heart was beating so fast, man, I thought I'd die.
Ahh, poor Yama. I don't know why I can be so cruel.
Now, on with Tai's POV
~Saying something stupid~
~Tai's POV~
Man, I hated myself. What an idiot! I can't believe it. I broke my promise, I betrayed him.
Why the hell did I do this?
Okay, I have been angry. Really angry. But that was no excuse.
I went through the lunchroom and I could feel the glances of the other students.
They were angry with me.
But who could take their behaviour amiss? Me not.
I have been the one who shouted that terrible sentence through the room after all. I have been the one who broke the promise. I have been the one who betrayed my friend. My boyfriend. So I had no right to be angry with the other youths like they had to be angry with me.
They weren't the ones who betrayed their friend.
It was me.
Oh, sorry I say this so often, but it's not easy for me to confess my guilt.
Man, how could I say such an important thing in public? How could I?
Especially shortly after I confessed my love to him?!
I could remember the day like it has been the day before.
I have been at the park with him. We wanted to play basketball. And then I have told him that I was in love with him. It was raining and at first he has not been sure if he loved me back. But then, we shared our first kiss.
Hmmm.
Oh, it was the day before. Man, how stupid I am. No wonder no one liked me after this incident in the lunchroom.
No one spoke to me, they just glanced. Some guys whispered, other ones laughed at me.
It was a terrible and unalterable feeling. I felt sick in my stomach.
I only have myself to blame for this.
Suddenly somebody patted me on the back. I have no idea who it was, till I heard his voice.
"Yagami! Shall I tell you something?"
I turned around.
It was Haruhiko, one of Matt's band members. He was as tall as me, had short brown hair and green eyes.
I didn't do anything. I didn't know what to say or do.
"You're a complete idiot. How could you say something so terrible out loud?"
I didn't understand.
Did Haruhiko know about Matt's past? I mean, he said that I was a complete idiot 'cause I didn't keep the secret.
"You knew this?", I asked bluntly.
He looked stunned. By the look in his face I was sure that he didn't know about this till I said it.
"Earth to Tai, earth to Tai. I didn't know it. But you shouted it out. The whole school knows it now. Matt didn't look happy after you said this. You broke a promise, didn't you?", Haruhiko asked me, arms crossed in front of his chest.
"Bravo, Sherlock. I know by now that I'm a complete idiot. Leave me alone.", I said and went in the direction from which I had come.
Suddenly, Haruhiko grabbed my shoulder, turned me around and punched me on my nose.
This punch sent me backwards and I landed on my butt 'cause he lost his grip on my shoulder.
I hold my bleeding nose and some students now stood around us two.
I think that I deserved this. Matt always punched me if I said something wrong. And now, with Matt not available, Haruhiko punched me.
Wait, where was Matt anyway?
I looked frantically around after I stood up.
"What's wrong, Yagami? Are you afraid of me?", Haruhiko asked. With a smirk on his lips.
Some girls cheered as he said this and I was worried about Matt.
I mean, I loved him. I had to worry.
"Shut up, Haruhiko. I'm looking for Matt.", I shouted and looked over the heads of some people. Luckily I have been so tall.
"After all you did to him today you're looking for him?", Haruhiko asked, his eyes dark.
"Yes, 'cause I care for him. I regret my mistake and I hope he can forgive me somewhen."
A single tear was rolling down my cheek and then I heard an ambulance.
My heart sank into my boots.
"Oh no, the street!", I shouted and cleared the way for me.
How could I forget the streets? Matt surely ran out and crossed these stupid street. And it was all my fault.
I ran outside the building where I saw Sora and Izzy in the midst of some pupils.
"What happened?", I asked out of breath.
Both glanced at me. Sora was on the brink of tears and Izzy didn't seem happy.
My heart sank further.
"Matt…", Sora whined and sank to her knees.
No, this could not be true.
Then I saw TK standing next to the ambulance. I left Sora and Izzy alone.
I walked over to Matt's younger brother.
"TK. What… what happened?", I asked, afraid of his reaction.
The engine of the ambulance started. It drove towards the hospital.
TK waited for the ambulance being out of sight before he informed me.
"Matt got hit by a car. It doesn't look so good. Tai, he probably dies.", he said in a monotone voice.
These words have been a shock for me. 'He probably dies.'
"Oh my god. TK, I'm sorry. I didn't meant to…", I tried to apologize.
TK just shot a look at me. His eyes were red from crying.
Then, without warning, he slapped me.
"Think I deserved this for my stupidity, huh?", I stated.
"Tai, I don't have to forgive you. Matt has to. So pray for seeing him alive again.", TK said before he went away.
That left me standing there, surrounded by a lotta guys.
"What have I done?" I asked myself and sank to my knees, crying.
"Yagami Taichi, what have you done?", I asked and cried my eyes out.
~End of chapter 9~
Author's Note:
Okay, another chapter.
It was not too good. In fact, it was stupid. But I promise that the next chapter will be better!
Don't be mad at me.
Please review.
=^_^=
Oh, I just write further if I have more than 45 reviews.