Hi everybody! I finally wrote another Cowboy Bebop fic! I hope you guys like it! Please review! Call Me Call Me is one of my favorite Bebop songs so I wanted to use it in this fic.
I close my eyes and I keep seeing things
Rainbow waterfalls
Sunny liquid dreams
Call me Faye Valentine. That's my name, or at least the name the doctors told me. I'm living on an old fishing ship with a tall, lanky man with a dark past, a big muscular man who likes to trim bonsai trees for fun, an eccentric girl who is a computer genius, and a dog who's too smart for his own good. And well, I'm a woman without a past to even speak of.
Confusion creeps inside me raining doubt
Gotta get to you
But I don't know how
Yeah. We're a diverse bunch. But they all have one thing in common: a past. And I'm the only one without one.
I remember waking up in a white room. Doctors and nurses surrounded me, holding scalpels and other medical tools. I wasn't scared. I was just bewildered. I had no idea where or even who I was. It was sort of like waking up one day and finding out you have amnesia. And that was the only thing that scared me.
Call me call me
Let me know it's alright
Call me call me
Don't you think it's 'bout time
Please won't you call and
Ease my mind
Reasons for me to find you
Peace of mind
What can I do
To get me to you
I grew up having nothing in the world. No family. No friends. Not even one single memory to call my own. I had nothing.
I wandered through space like a feather blowing in the wind: no destination. I wanted to find my place, where I actually belonged. But while I searched, I became my own enemy. And before I knew it, I had people looking for me, hunting me down like a bounty. I thought that was all I'll ever be, but then I found Spike and Jet. They let me stay with them, though they weren't as willing as I hoped they'd be.
I had your number quite some time ago
Back when we were young
But I had to grow
Ten thousand years I've searched it seems and now
Gotta get to you
Won't you tell me how
I search for you, wondering if I will ever find you in this vast, uncertain universe. You are my memories. My childhood dreams. My past.
Come back to me. Make me remember.
Call me call me
Let me know you are there
Call me call me
I wanna know you still care
Come on now won't you
I suppose life is full of doubt. We search for things that happened to us in the past for a sign of recollection. But when we don't remember, we think our lives don't matter. As if we were better off dead. And in some cases that is true, so very true. In my case, it may as well be. In all my life, I only remember enough to know that I was really alive and not living a dream that never ends.
Ease my mind
Reasons for me to find you
Peace of mind
What can I do
To get me to you
Now that I only have a video tape from my childhood and a few broken pictures in my memory, I suppose I no longer have to search for my past. It's irrelevant now, I guess, since I should be living in the present and not worrying about the past.
Come on now won't you
Ease my mind
Reasons for me to find you
Peace of mind
Reasons for livin my life
Ease my mind
Reasons for me to know you
Peace of mind
What can I do
To get me to you
I guess it's just a weight I'll have to carry…
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