A Troubled Heart
By: Aerisakura
A/N: This is short song-fic, it's about how Rika felt after Takato told her he loves her (it's kind of a side story of "It's a cold and broken heart, takes place a week after Takato told Rika his feelings for her), the song is "Uninvited"
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon nor the song.
I decided to take a walk, I think better when I'm walking, It has been a week already and I still don't know what to do, should I open my heart and let Takato in, I don't want to have so much feelings for someone and then be left alone, what if Takato is like the friends I used to have, that when I more needed them, they leave me alone, if I needed someone to talk to, they weren't there, if I let Takato in at my heart and he does the same, I don't think I could stand it, I don't wan't to feel that again, trust so much in someone to then be betrayed.
Now I don't need anyone, I don't care if I'm alone, but Takato seems honest, should I think of him as the persone who will be with me no matter what.
Like anyone would be
I'm flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfotunate slight
Since I know him, he have been trying to be my friend but what if he is just playing with me he told me he loves me, do I love him back, I really don't know, when he told me that I felt very confused, I felt sad, anger and... I don't know what that feeling was, and I'm not sure if I want to feel it. My grandmother told me that with time I will know the answer, that I need to hear what my heart says but I don't know if I should.
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch sheperd need sheperd
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfotunate slight
I remember that when I was little and my grandfather died, I was so sad and I needed someone to talk to, I tryed to talk with the one I thought as my best friend but she leave me alone with my grieve. Since then I don't let my self need of someone else, I don't let anyone get close to me, why should I if when I more needed they never are there for me.
When Renamon asked me about what are my feelings for Takato and I told her that I couldn't belive he was honest, she told me she saw him cry, he was crying under the rain and asked her not to tell me. Since then I can erase his words of my mind but I still don't know if I should belive in him and in his words.
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfotunate slight
I only trust in Renamon, she is the only one who I let be close to me but not even with her I open my heart, I don't want to allow those feelings in my heart, Renamon has been telling me to open my heart and let her and Takato in and that show them what I feel, but I can't forget his face when she told me he loves me, his eyes and when I didn't answered, the look in his face and his eyes changed and see him so hurt make me feel sad and angered with my self for making feel like that, but why? Why I felt like that? I don't know if I love him, I don't really know what I feel, my coldness make him leave, if he had stayed more time looking at me with his sad eyes I don't know what my answer would have been.
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate
With time I will know the answer, that what my grandmother told me, I just need more time to know what I feel for you Takato.
A/N: Well that's all, I hope you have liked it, R&R.
By: Aerisakura
A/N: This is short song-fic, it's about how Rika felt after Takato told her he loves her (it's kind of a side story of "It's a cold and broken heart, takes place a week after Takato told Rika his feelings for her), the song is "Uninvited"
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon nor the song.
I decided to take a walk, I think better when I'm walking, It has been a week already and I still don't know what to do, should I open my heart and let Takato in, I don't want to have so much feelings for someone and then be left alone, what if Takato is like the friends I used to have, that when I more needed them, they leave me alone, if I needed someone to talk to, they weren't there, if I let Takato in at my heart and he does the same, I don't think I could stand it, I don't wan't to feel that again, trust so much in someone to then be betrayed.
Now I don't need anyone, I don't care if I'm alone, but Takato seems honest, should I think of him as the persone who will be with me no matter what.
Like anyone would be
I'm flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfotunate slight
Since I know him, he have been trying to be my friend but what if he is just playing with me he told me he loves me, do I love him back, I really don't know, when he told me that I felt very confused, I felt sad, anger and... I don't know what that feeling was, and I'm not sure if I want to feel it. My grandmother told me that with time I will know the answer, that I need to hear what my heart says but I don't know if I should.
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch sheperd need sheperd
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfotunate slight
I remember that when I was little and my grandfather died, I was so sad and I needed someone to talk to, I tryed to talk with the one I thought as my best friend but she leave me alone with my grieve. Since then I don't let my self need of someone else, I don't let anyone get close to me, why should I if when I more needed they never are there for me.
When Renamon asked me about what are my feelings for Takato and I told her that I couldn't belive he was honest, she told me she saw him cry, he was crying under the rain and asked her not to tell me. Since then I can erase his words of my mind but I still don't know if I should belive in him and in his words.
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfotunate slight
I only trust in Renamon, she is the only one who I let be close to me but not even with her I open my heart, I don't want to allow those feelings in my heart, Renamon has been telling me to open my heart and let her and Takato in and that show them what I feel, but I can't forget his face when she told me he loves me, his eyes and when I didn't answered, the look in his face and his eyes changed and see him so hurt make me feel sad and angered with my self for making feel like that, but why? Why I felt like that? I don't know if I love him, I don't really know what I feel, my coldness make him leave, if he had stayed more time looking at me with his sad eyes I don't know what my answer would have been.
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate
With time I will know the answer, that what my grandmother told me, I just need more time to know what I feel for you Takato.
A/N: Well that's all, I hope you have liked it, R&R.