Chapter 3
Dear Diary:
Dawn again- well who else would it be? As you know, Xander and Anya's wedding was supposed to be held last Saturday, and it did but. he ended up leaving her at the alter. And I'm torn as to whether I should be hating him for doing that or-I mean Xand's not the kind of guy to just bail, I don't think he is. Well he never did before. But then again, he'd never gotten ready to get married before. Y'know what? I'm getting WAY ahead of myself so let me start at the beginning.
I lifted my hand up off the paper and thought as I shook the ink inside my pen before I continued.
Like Buffy, Tara, and Willow, I was stuck wearing this ugly green dress that felt so incredibly uncomfortable but I kept my opinion to myself. Anya said they looked good and that I looked "Adorable" Oi. Wearing that dress was like double punishment on top of the grounding, Which, by the way, I am happy to say is no longer in effect. Anyway, everyone was rushing around, trying to finish up with last minute preparations. At one point Willow and Tara were forced to help Anya with her bride's maid dress and Buffy to help Xander with his neck tie- big mistake there, she's never been able to tie those things properly I remember back when dad and mom were still together, I was about four and a half and we snuck into dad's tie drawer and tried to tie one of those bow tie's, let's just say it didn't work out so well and the tie ended up getting thrown out. Yeah, so um that left me to the post of meet and greet.
Spike came and I was kinda happy to see him, I haven't seen him around lately, I wonder why? I used to catch him snooping around our house, talking to Buffy when she got home from work sometimes. But he doesn't even do that anymore. Strange thing was, he showed up with a "date". Which, okay. I'll admit it made me feel a little jealous; which is weird 'cause I know I used to have a crush on him but I thought I was over it. and here I thought he had a thing for Buffy. When I told her, she started acting a little strange, as though SHE was jealous.
The wheels in my head for not the first time attempted to turn on the subject but I pushed the thought away. There's no way she's.
I met this really nice demon there though. He was pretty cool we hung out a bit while the wedding was busily not happening. I should have tried to get his number, or at least find out what dimension he was from. Oh well.
And then a bunch of fights broke out, Xander killed some demon that was attacking Anya and then. She was crying and he, he just up and left. Didn't say a word to anyone, just went away. Just like Riley. And Anya, well she was devastated. She really loved him and he-
I set my pen down. I didn't feel like writing anymore. And reminiscing just made me feel really depressed.
Dear Diary:
Dawn again- well who else would it be? As you know, Xander and Anya's wedding was supposed to be held last Saturday, and it did but. he ended up leaving her at the alter. And I'm torn as to whether I should be hating him for doing that or-I mean Xand's not the kind of guy to just bail, I don't think he is. Well he never did before. But then again, he'd never gotten ready to get married before. Y'know what? I'm getting WAY ahead of myself so let me start at the beginning.
I lifted my hand up off the paper and thought as I shook the ink inside my pen before I continued.
Like Buffy, Tara, and Willow, I was stuck wearing this ugly green dress that felt so incredibly uncomfortable but I kept my opinion to myself. Anya said they looked good and that I looked "Adorable" Oi. Wearing that dress was like double punishment on top of the grounding, Which, by the way, I am happy to say is no longer in effect. Anyway, everyone was rushing around, trying to finish up with last minute preparations. At one point Willow and Tara were forced to help Anya with her bride's maid dress and Buffy to help Xander with his neck tie- big mistake there, she's never been able to tie those things properly I remember back when dad and mom were still together, I was about four and a half and we snuck into dad's tie drawer and tried to tie one of those bow tie's, let's just say it didn't work out so well and the tie ended up getting thrown out. Yeah, so um that left me to the post of meet and greet.
Spike came and I was kinda happy to see him, I haven't seen him around lately, I wonder why? I used to catch him snooping around our house, talking to Buffy when she got home from work sometimes. But he doesn't even do that anymore. Strange thing was, he showed up with a "date". Which, okay. I'll admit it made me feel a little jealous; which is weird 'cause I know I used to have a crush on him but I thought I was over it. and here I thought he had a thing for Buffy. When I told her, she started acting a little strange, as though SHE was jealous.
The wheels in my head for not the first time attempted to turn on the subject but I pushed the thought away. There's no way she's.
I met this really nice demon there though. He was pretty cool we hung out a bit while the wedding was busily not happening. I should have tried to get his number, or at least find out what dimension he was from. Oh well.
And then a bunch of fights broke out, Xander killed some demon that was attacking Anya and then. She was crying and he, he just up and left. Didn't say a word to anyone, just went away. Just like Riley. And Anya, well she was devastated. She really loved him and he-
I set my pen down. I didn't feel like writing anymore. And reminiscing just made me feel really depressed.