God I cant breath...I pulled at the coller of my black t shirt..Bloody
Slayer!..I yelled in rage and ripped my shirt off throwing it to the floor
then staggered..."git outta my way..bloody wall!" Of course it was my fault
for running into it...its always MY fault...her comeing back, her being
mesrable, xander leaving anya, anya sleeping with me..well maby that last
one was my fault...I finnaly made it to my chair in front of the tv..."I
Lovvveeee yyyouuuu chair." I said petting it...my chair..my faithful chair.
She flashed in front of my face again..Her eyes cold...a little hurt..she hated me....no HATES me..like it was MY fault..did she expect me to just keep takeing her put downs and her "I dont love you spike you dont have a soul." I said that part out loud mocking her 'chipmunk on helium' voice. I laughed out loud at how much I sounded like her. "Stupid Chit. Yha you!" I told the vision of her face. That face..god those eyes...the look she gave me when I told Ayna and the git her 'secret'. Told them about us. If looks could kill Id have died a thousand deaths...eww....thats willium speaking..."Go away ya bleeding loser" I told him. That'll show him. I took another swig from my flask.. "yummmmm..." She whould get her nickers in such a twist if she saw me enjoying life...or death as you have it...swig "yum" Thats what i'll do. I enjoy meself for once...no not enjoy life....make her enjoy it less...I'm gonna tell her...that...she sucks.."hehe" thats what i'll do. I'll tell her she sucks. "OWW!" my brain hurts...sleep now think later..
"Sleep now beautiful one..I will watch out for you..and get her back." The vampire was to deep in a drunken sleep to hear her wispering at his door. He was to lost in his own dreams to since her gently draging her manacured nails down his bare chest. But he did know she was there...it wasent his Buffy...but it was the next best thing.
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More soon love you guyss......review or the world as we know it will end!!!! kinda...heh
She flashed in front of my face again..Her eyes cold...a little hurt..she hated me....no HATES me..like it was MY fault..did she expect me to just keep takeing her put downs and her "I dont love you spike you dont have a soul." I said that part out loud mocking her 'chipmunk on helium' voice. I laughed out loud at how much I sounded like her. "Stupid Chit. Yha you!" I told the vision of her face. That face..god those eyes...the look she gave me when I told Ayna and the git her 'secret'. Told them about us. If looks could kill Id have died a thousand deaths...eww....thats willium speaking..."Go away ya bleeding loser" I told him. That'll show him. I took another swig from my flask.. "yummmmm..." She whould get her nickers in such a twist if she saw me enjoying life...or death as you have it...swig "yum" Thats what i'll do. I enjoy meself for once...no not enjoy life....make her enjoy it less...I'm gonna tell her...that...she sucks.."hehe" thats what i'll do. I'll tell her she sucks. "OWW!" my brain hurts...sleep now think later..
"Sleep now beautiful one..I will watch out for you..and get her back." The vampire was to deep in a drunken sleep to hear her wispering at his door. He was to lost in his own dreams to since her gently draging her manacured nails down his bare chest. But he did know she was there...it wasent his Buffy...but it was the next best thing.
~,."`*
More soon love you guyss......review or the world as we know it will end!!!! kinda...heh