Oi minna! Aren't you happy? I posted 2 chapters at the same time. Now if
only I could make this an every time occurrence.
Heh, anyways, I don't own SM or GW, sadly. If I did, I'd probably put this stuff on TV or tape, because it would be soo much better to watch than to read. At least in my little world.
On with the show!!!!!!!!!
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I loved Mamoru, that I knew for sure. I didn't really care that he was 4 years older than I was. I didn't care if he was smarter than I was. I didn't even care that he had never said those 3 small words every girl my age wanted to hear. All I cared about was the fact that I loved him, and he was always there when I needed him.
I guess I should have cared about more than that. I should have known that my love for him wasn't enough for our relationship to last. I should have thought about the fact that maybe Mamoru only thought as me as a kid sister. I should have thought more about Motoki's kid sister and the way Mamoru looked at her. I should have made the connection when I saw her riding on Mamoru's bike with him. But I didn't.
So it came as a surprise when he finally told me that he didn't love me. I thought it was just a joke at first. Then I hoped that it was a joke. I pleaded with him then. I told him that I'd do much better in school, that I'd try and act my age. My pleading got me nowhere.
I saw the pain in his eyes as he tried to make me understand. I thought that pain in his eyes was his reluctance in letting me go. But he got mad when I said so. He told me that he didn't want to hurt me but what he had to say was the truth. He kicked me out after that.
I sat outside of his apartment building for hours afterwards. I didn't care about the rain that was pouring down. My heart had been shattered so the earth joined in with my tears of sorrow. Nothing else really mattered.
I probably would have stayed there all night if Duo hadn't come by. I saw the concern in his eyes, the love, the caring. When he suggested that he'd take me home, I didn't fight. I told him what happened as we walked home. The anger he expressed mended my heart just a little bit.
When we got to my place, he suggested that I change. When I came back from changing, I found Duo in front of a fire in the fireplace and two mugs of hot cocoa. I realized then that Duo meant more to me than Mamoru ever did and that I meant more to Duo than I did to Mamoru. As we sat and talked, I knew that it was true.
And as I realized this, before I could do anything, Duo leaned over and kissed me. Fireworks exploded in my head, it was better than anything I'd ever experience. I silently prayed that the kiss would never end. I knew that wish wouldn't be granted, but I got something to compensate for it. That kiss lasted the rest of the night.
Heh, anyways, I don't own SM or GW, sadly. If I did, I'd probably put this stuff on TV or tape, because it would be soo much better to watch than to read. At least in my little world.
On with the show!!!!!!!!!
* * * * * * * * * * * *
I loved Mamoru, that I knew for sure. I didn't really care that he was 4 years older than I was. I didn't care if he was smarter than I was. I didn't even care that he had never said those 3 small words every girl my age wanted to hear. All I cared about was the fact that I loved him, and he was always there when I needed him.
I guess I should have cared about more than that. I should have known that my love for him wasn't enough for our relationship to last. I should have thought about the fact that maybe Mamoru only thought as me as a kid sister. I should have thought more about Motoki's kid sister and the way Mamoru looked at her. I should have made the connection when I saw her riding on Mamoru's bike with him. But I didn't.
So it came as a surprise when he finally told me that he didn't love me. I thought it was just a joke at first. Then I hoped that it was a joke. I pleaded with him then. I told him that I'd do much better in school, that I'd try and act my age. My pleading got me nowhere.
I saw the pain in his eyes as he tried to make me understand. I thought that pain in his eyes was his reluctance in letting me go. But he got mad when I said so. He told me that he didn't want to hurt me but what he had to say was the truth. He kicked me out after that.
I sat outside of his apartment building for hours afterwards. I didn't care about the rain that was pouring down. My heart had been shattered so the earth joined in with my tears of sorrow. Nothing else really mattered.
I probably would have stayed there all night if Duo hadn't come by. I saw the concern in his eyes, the love, the caring. When he suggested that he'd take me home, I didn't fight. I told him what happened as we walked home. The anger he expressed mended my heart just a little bit.
When we got to my place, he suggested that I change. When I came back from changing, I found Duo in front of a fire in the fireplace and two mugs of hot cocoa. I realized then that Duo meant more to me than Mamoru ever did and that I meant more to Duo than I did to Mamoru. As we sat and talked, I knew that it was true.
And as I realized this, before I could do anything, Duo leaned over and kissed me. Fireworks exploded in my head, it was better than anything I'd ever experience. I silently prayed that the kiss would never end. I knew that wish wouldn't be granted, but I got something to compensate for it. That kiss lasted the rest of the night.