Title: Shattered
Rating: Angst/Romance
Genre: General
Pairing(s): SenKosh, SenHana
Disclaimer: I own non of the characters in this fic. So… no suing ne? *wink*
Notes: Dedicated to the members of the SenKosh ML. You guys know who you are *grin* I know I'm gonna get killed by you guys later on … so... *wears protective gear* ^^
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***Koshino's POV**
My life could pass as a near perfection .I had many friends, a loving boyfriend, and school was great.
I thought I had it all.
But, I was wrong. Welcome back to reality ne? The one I loved deserted me. Doushite?
I myself can't find the answer to that question....
***flashback***
###Normal POV###
"...so what was it that you wanted to tell me, Akira?" Koshino asked his boyfriend who was sitting silently under the tree, his usually smiling face grim. Taking Koshino's hand into his, Sendoh sighed. "Hiro-kun, I don't how to tell you this...."he exclaimed.
"Tell me what?" asked Koshino, now full of concern. Looking at Sendoh, Koshino realised that Sendoh refuses to look at him.
"Have I done something wrong, Akira?" Holding to Koshino's hand as tight as possible, Sendoh faced him. "Hiro-kun,I'm in love with Sakuragi" Sendoh confessed silently
Koshino's blood ran cold. His healthy complexion turned deathly pale. "Na- nani?!? Sakuragi ? Akira, tell me it's not true.." Koshino begged. "Gomenasai Hiro-kun... gomenasai..."
That was all the spiky haired basketball player managed to say.
Taking his hand back, Koshino hugged his knees.
"Doushite?... doushite?..."
Unable to control his emotions any longer, the Ryonan point guard broke down and cried.
"Gomenasai Hiro-kun, but I wasn't happy with you... please understand... it's for the best" after saying those words, Sendoh left, leaving Koshino with a broken heart and a shattered soul.
The next day, Koshino resigned as vice captain of the Ryonan Basketball Club and decided to join the Editorial Board where he was later on, elected Chief Editor. He and Sendoh saw less and less of each other. He kept himself busy with the editorial work and Sendoh, with his basketball.
***end of flashback***
###Koshino's POV###
Was he bored with me? Did I do something to lead his love away from me? Or was my love never good enough? After two years since we broke up, those questions still plague my mind. Now, I am afraid.
Afraid to hurt and to be hurt.
Shortly before graduation, Sendoh received an offer to study in the United States, where he can improve his basketball skills. He brought Sakuragi along with him. I heard from Fukuda that they got married and decided to stay there... permanently. Even though he crushed my heart,
I'm still in love with him. Call it stupid if you like but, I don't want to question the sweet memories that we both created before that day. For it will kill me emotionally if those sweet memories are nothing but lies. He found the happiness that he didn't find when he was with me. I wish him the best of luck in life... but always remember that... I still love him.
=OWARI=
*dodges knives, pots and pans* Gomen ne minna-san? I couldn't resist ^^* With that, I'm giving you guys permission to flame me all if you want. Gomen again because of the shortness of this fic. *turns to mit-michan* Arigatou for helping me type this. My computer is still having problems *sigh* … anyway...sayonara!