The Little Princess. That's my stage name. But there was only one princess
at the Moulin Rouge, and that was Satine.
To me, she was almost a goddess. Everything I wanted to be: tall, beautiful and talented.
I told her this one day and she looked at me. I thought I had offended her, but she told me that I was beautiful too.
"How can I be beautiful when I'm like this?" I asked her.
"Princess, you are beautiful. Your height does not change that." She said.
From that day on, I was her companion, her friend, her confidante.
Then it all turned sour.
I remember watching Satine fall, it was like a nightmare. I followed Chocolat backstage, and sighed with relief when she opened her eyes.
But then I saw the cloth Marie was holding, and I was filled with dread.
Consumption. The evil monster that tore Christian's and Satine's love apart.
Looking back, I can see now why Nini was jealous. Why she told the Duke.
Their love was whole and pure, a bitter irony in the place where men pay for love.
Don't get me wrong, I was happy for Satine. But deep in my heart I knew that their love would burn to ashes like a flower tossed upon a grate.
When the Duke changed the ending of Spectacular, I knew there would be no happy ending.
Then watching Nini and the Argentinean dance, I feared for Satine. Could Christian or the Duke be driven to murder? I asked myself.
The one place where I believed everything would be fine, was when Christian and Satine were reunited. I thought this was it, this is the happy ending.
But no. Satine is dead. Christian is beside himself with grief. And the Moulin Rogue has lost its princess.
To me, she was almost a goddess. Everything I wanted to be: tall, beautiful and talented.
I told her this one day and she looked at me. I thought I had offended her, but she told me that I was beautiful too.
"How can I be beautiful when I'm like this?" I asked her.
"Princess, you are beautiful. Your height does not change that." She said.
From that day on, I was her companion, her friend, her confidante.
Then it all turned sour.
I remember watching Satine fall, it was like a nightmare. I followed Chocolat backstage, and sighed with relief when she opened her eyes.
But then I saw the cloth Marie was holding, and I was filled with dread.
Consumption. The evil monster that tore Christian's and Satine's love apart.
Looking back, I can see now why Nini was jealous. Why she told the Duke.
Their love was whole and pure, a bitter irony in the place where men pay for love.
Don't get me wrong, I was happy for Satine. But deep in my heart I knew that their love would burn to ashes like a flower tossed upon a grate.
When the Duke changed the ending of Spectacular, I knew there would be no happy ending.
Then watching Nini and the Argentinean dance, I feared for Satine. Could Christian or the Duke be driven to murder? I asked myself.
The one place where I believed everything would be fine, was when Christian and Satine were reunited. I thought this was it, this is the happy ending.
But no. Satine is dead. Christian is beside himself with grief. And the Moulin Rogue has lost its princess.
