Au fic with spoilers and such!! also a yoai fic. I do not like Julia that is mention . Spike and Viscous never died – but like always faked another death. Time changes and fun. Did I mention yaoi – good thought that. Oh yes flames – send them please – I pulled my back out and need a source of comfort. Oh chars are somewhat out of the normal behavior patterns

POCKY FOR ALL – I am so sorry for being so late with up dates—I hope you like it- I forgot all about the story…school

Chapter .6 A women wants, and a women needs… like all men do.

A man came up to me the other day- and kissed me on the lips.

I was surprised he took my breath away- and caused my heart to scream.

I've never felt this way- before and I think I am

Waking from a dream and it is a painful thing-

Earth had died a long time ago. The sprit inside that made the water flow and the trees grow, had given up and let it self be consumed by the ever-growing dragons of industry and humanity. Faye rushed along the dust eaten earth. Letting the machine work underneath her, the power was intense and eased her nerves. Maybe she needed a change, a new place, new faces that would send her away from the illusion of memories that she hunted and lost with every weak movement of her existence. She needed to go back to a place that she had been the most happy- Mars. She landed her ship, and hopped out. Like a child skipping rope her pace was quick and happy, strange for the sadness she contained in her soul. She watched a woman with her family going into the store to buy groceries. The little girl was in a yellow sundress, and was holding her younger sister's hand. Faye looked at the family for a long time, her body still, as her heart skipped beats under the white lights of a super mart. She felt emotions grip her. She wondered about herself, her childhood, and all the things she used to be, but only knew in fragments. She watched the husband pick up the smallest child and the semblance of pride in his body and his eyes full of love. Faye turned away from family, breathed, and started shopping, pushing her disobedient cart along the highways of foodstuffs. She bought her groceries and went back to the Bebop thinking "Maybe, I just need a family" never admitting to herself that she had had someone who loved her on the ship.

Faye never really thought about the changes inside of her after Spike's death, because she had never really thought about life, and death before. She viewed Spike as someone who Death could never take, yet here she was alive, while he was cold, buried in the ground, on the planet in which he was born, raised, loved, and died. It never struck her till now how important life was, how important family was, and how important knowing who you are was.

The first kiss, after the second betray was all they needed to realize how much the really did love each other… Viscous kissed Spike and allowed the green haired man to back him against the wall. However, he stopped before they went a bit too far. He held his hand up, quickly and took the other man's face in his hands.

"Spike, not here. Please… this place holds to much sadness…."

"It also hold, all of our little meetings behind the yellow Bird's back…" Spike darted his head away and began to kiss Viscous's neck and was slapped by an angry hand.

" I told you to never mention her in front of me." His voice was full of contempt for Spike's disobedience. He looked away, with hurt in his eyes and ducked under the other man's arm, but was grabbed by lustful fingers.

" And you and Gren didn't hurt me… now did you …?" His mouth was a grin, and his eyes held an impish light. Viscous looked downcast for a moment, went to speak, but Spike broke into words before a sound could be uttered.

" I am sorry, and your sorry… it's just part of our sick, sad story… I love you more than anything… you know that… you're my angel. .. He who saves me, loves me… and heals me…" His eyes drifted up towards the skylight, broken and blackened, his hand drifted towards a lock of ill behaved silver hair that tumbled in front of his lover's eyes and pushed it back. For a long moment the two locked gazes; for a moment the eyes blazed with unhappy emotions, however those feelings were soon defeated by the strong need to be with each other.

Spike felt the lustful drive the most, it had been a long time since he had been with a man; he hungered for the power held in Viscous's body; he moved closer to Viscous as if to drink the power inside of the other. Viscous's arms encircled the younger man, and held him close. Spike nuzzled closer into the firm chest with a happy hunger for more. Spike may have been the one to move more quickly, but Viscous was the one who called the shots, and Spike would have to wait for Viscous to make the full advances.

- more to come most likely, badly written and more grammatical errors are on their way- just give me another year for the next chapter- cause I am lazy like that – no ok – a few reviews and a new chapter… blah – blah pocky. [pic]