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Serenity's naked body floated in the dark space, making the stinging cold serves as her only comfort. She belongs here… surrounded with black oblivion, just as her shadowed heart felt nothing but pure emptiness… She sobbed. Twisting into an agonizing tight ball, she closed her eyes shot, hoping to blot the endless flow of tears... It wouldn't stop… It continued its restless flooding and it angered her to know how weak she has become. The blanket of light that enveloped her shaking form, emitted such sadness and pain that it stole the brilliance to billion of stars, their proud magnificence faded into a lifeless color blending to its surroundings. Signifying their own way of sharing her sorrow. Even the moon was shrouded by heavy gray clouds, preventing its soft rays to reach the already darkened earth, brewing a sudden storm.
"Serenity, why have you come back…" Mother space appeared before her hurting daughter, her warm light already started its balming effect on Serenity.
"He doesn't want me mother…" a tiny voice escape from her harsh throat, it was so little it could hardly be heard. She kept her head locked close to her knees and hands pressed on her face, not wanting anyone to see her like this.
Serenity looks like a child once more, weak and helpless waiting to be embraced by her mother.
Why is it that at times like this when were depressingly down, when the people that knew you would think time and space is what you need. They act as if they really understands who you are. But, why when feelings overwhelms us, do we feel the need of a mere simple touch from an another person, like a hug and embrace is enough to make us feel warm, loved and peaceful. Actions that are usually overused and taken for granted by so many as unnecessary. We know not ourselves, so as the persons around us doesn't know the real you. Serenity, felt this. She couldn't contain her weeping, knowing full well that deep inside in the far recesses of her heart she couldn't bear to live without him and be not at his side.
This experience is one of the stepping stone of becoming a woman, she'll mature and the rejection of her first true love will help her grow and learn. Serenity was Ignorant about this simple reality.
"Come here daughter and tell me what had happened that made you leave" the consoling voice of her mother penetrated into her clouded mind. Defeated by her own crumbling will she finally threw her arms into her mother's awaiting one's. Giving up to the soothing sensation of her mother's hands as it rhythmically rubs at her back in a loving affectionate manner. Mother space cradled her whole body at the same time rocking them back and forth making her loud cries lessens to hiccuping sobs. Serenity fell into an exhausting heap, all the time Mother Space never failed to murmur consoling words to her ears. Sure enough Serenity succumbs toward a dreamless sleep. Physically and emotionally depleted.
"Sleep my lovely daughter… sleep…rest for now and let him search for you…" a secret smile grace the lips of Mother Space. She then transported both of them back to the moon, were Serenity's powers are stronger than anywhere else. And where here, she shall stay to nurse her broken heart.
A Day After Sereity's disappearance…
Where could she be? His been searching all over the castle for her, asking every person that he met along the way about Serenity's present location but no one seems to know where she was. And everybody acting as if he will devour them by just looking at him was downright plain ridiculous was he that monstrous in their eyes. For them to visibly cower in front of him, shrinking like a pathetic creature surrendering into their incoming doom, what was he the Angel of Death! They drop to the floor, bringing their shaking hands up to their heads as if trying to shield themselves from being hit or for this matter being eaten by no other than beastly HIM! Now, this wasn't particularly very helpful on his quest to find Serenity. In his impatience mixed with a man's hurt pride Endymion had almost strike one of the servants for it kept stuttering in front of him like a half-wit who doesn't know how to speak a word.
It drives him in the brink of loosing his temper, his worried for that wastrel woman, which, in the first place he shouldn't even care. The thought of loosing her, how appalling it may be, for the moment to be free from her wretched grasp. But he cannot escape the fact that he was also very much responsible to see to it that no harm will come to the princess, most loved daughter of the mother creator. Besides he would rather endure her evil witchcraft than face the wrath of Mother Space, he is still the ruling king in this planet earth, and it is his duty to think wisely before doing anything rush that might result in the destruction of his planet. This, he forced in his head but honestly he truly worries about her… Endymion couldn't help but miss his beautiful moon princess.
"You are all useless!" he spat unable to stand any more of this. He brought his anger to the wall, a crack formed after the hard blow. He didn't even wince in pain or see the wound on his fist, his too angry to feel any and his once blue eyes turned into a darker grayish color, concealing the blue.
Ami held back by the concerned Lita, whose insistent pleading to stay away from the Endymion's enrage presence, kept Ami from telling the king to where she recently saw Serenity, running towards the direction of the royal forest. Ami tried to run after her but Serenity was again able eluded out of her sight. She lost her once more and once more she tried looking and calling for Serenity. The sobbing of the silvery-golden hair princess was Ami's only reply, disappearing deeper in the forest until it couldn't be heard anymore. Ami immediately went to Lita telling her the things that just happened. The two of them didn't really know the reason that prompted for Serenity to fled like that, they were torn apart which decisions they would follow. To whether tell the king of where she might be, but if they carelessly do so and still not knowing, what made Serenity run away may be because it was the doings of Endymion himself. And telling the king where she might be might bring her more harms than good so, they kept quiet, the concept that the king did something very wrong to her thus resulted Serenity to act this way was not so impossible to imagine.
The other decision was to find Serenity by themselves but it was not possible with the forest so dense their chances are slim, but though the possibilities might not be one hundred percent positive they still manage to sneak out and look for Serenity. After hours of search, they only have covered a tiny part of the forest already they were too tired to continue. Now what's left was Serenity finding her way back to the castle grounds. But when she still haven't return and the king looking for her like a madman, Ami and Lita both decided that the best way, was to tell the king though from the start this has already crossed their minds.
They feel guilty not doing this sooner, and they are ready to accept whatever punishment for withholding and delaying Serenity's whereabout's for far too long.
She's been missing for a full 2 days, after hearing Serenity's friends telling him where she was, he immediately dispatched a search party for her. He'll deal with those two later, Edymion couldn't believe that they have the guts, the guts to hide! this kind of vital information. Whatever reasons they have, his too mad to think of considering any one of them, Hell, his beyond angry, his blood was boiling to the point of exploding. God! What if Serenity was hurt that's why she couldn't come home… Come home…now where did that thought came from… He manage to laugh at himself, he was starting to really worry about her. No I'm not… I'm just…now his making excuses! His just --- SCARED--- he shuddered, as the words shot right through. Him, scared for her. "Hah!" he snorted, his men look at him surprise clearly written all over their faces. He almost forgot where he was, but he quickly return the hard mask, shouting orders to separate and look in pairs. As for him, he called Kunzite at his side. After the fight, his starting to like the young man after all, its not always someone would challenged him that way. Kunzite alertly rode to his side, putting aside his shocked after hearing the king calling for him…
The two of them urged their horses to go faster, Endymion went passed the silver head soldier, intent on looking for Serenity. The color of Kunzite's hair keep on distracting him, for some sick reason it kept on refueling his longing to be with Serenity.
While Kunzite's mind was half wondering about the beautiful angel. He rode even faster… catching up with the king a second later, energized on the search. May be he could catch a glimpse on 'his' angel though he doubts it, she may only appear when he is alone, who can keep him from hoping… Yes… hoping…
Both were unconscious, that they are wishing for the same woman…
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A.N: There are two disadvantages and one advantage of being my editor the advantages, I'm not so sure first the advantage, you'll be the first one to read the next chapter before anyone else. And as for the disadvantages, you'll have to endure correcting every single errors and theirs no, reward if you'll accept…. sigh If your willing, I'll be very, very happy! This will serve as your birthday gift for me! I'll be celebrating my 17th birthday on May 19. Yeeepppeee! ;)
