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Warrior at Heart
Tai paced around the computer room, he just got the news that Kari was taken by the Emperor.
" I should have been there, its all my fault," he said, pacing around angrily.
" No Tai it's not your fault, its mine," said TK, saying something for the first time since they got back.
" TK," said Yolie, " it's not your fault, it was no one's fault but the Emperor,"
" Yolie is right," said Cody, " The Emperor, grabbed her!"
Tai and TK looked at everyone and sighed at the same time. Tai sat down, while TK looked out the window.
~*~
Kari woke up and saw the soup on the table, she looked at it reluctantly. Gatomon woke up and looked around.
" This sure doesn't look like the cells," said Gatomon, " I guess we got lucky,"
" Really lucky, I don't understand why he did this," said Kari sadly.
" Someday we both will, now drink that soup before it gets any colder," said Gatomon going back to sleep.
Kari drinks the soup and leans back on the pillow thinking.
You said you changed,
but what do you have to prove that I should believe?
After all that time,
you tricked me, and used me as something.
I cared,
but you didn't because all you cared was about yourself.
How can I trust you now,
when I know that you might deceive me again?
You run all over to try and prove to me,
that I still can trust you.
But honestly, I don't see what it is,
what games are you playing with me now?
I'm not as innocent as I was before,
and I know more thank you think I do.
Over the years,
I changed as well.
But how do I know that you did too?
Yes indeed you do act like you changed, but did you really?
" What can I do to bring him back?" she thought to herself as she put the bowl back on the table and stroked Gatomon, " I just wish I understood him a bit more,"
~*~
Wormon had never seen Ken soften up ever since he became Emperor. Now, being soft wasn't suppose to happen.
" Well, at least he isn't mad at the moment," thought Wormon as he followed Ken to the control room.
" Master," asked Wormon when he say that Ken was tensing up, "are you alright?"
Ken didn't notice, he was having a small war in his mind, helping and such was driving him insane.
" Why? Why did she have to enter his life again? Didn't he shut that welcome door already?" he thought to himself, tears of pain slid down his face, he completely was cut off from the rest of the world.
It seems like the whole world has turned on me,
even my self.
Even I had turned away in disgust,
because I see who I am.
I'm sick of what I see,
and what other see as well.
They won't accept what they see,
and nor can I.
How can I accept who I am,
when others laugh?
"Who deserves this?" I ask myself,
"No one except you," was the answer.
I fought my heart with my brain,
and my heart won.
When I fought my brain with my heart,
my brain won.
I go against my self,
though I may not know it.
My battles,
left marks all over.
My soul is a battlefield,
with nothing left but pain.
These battles,
start all over and over again.
This war,
is never ending and is something I can't win.
Ken shook his head, bringing him back to the real world and saw Wormon looking worried.
" NO! Nothing is … wrong," he said, his tone slightly falling at the end.
Wormon nods then watches in silence.
~*~
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Warrior at Heart
Tai paced around the computer room, he just got the news that Kari was taken by the Emperor.
" I should have been there, its all my fault," he said, pacing around angrily.
" No Tai it's not your fault, its mine," said TK, saying something for the first time since they got back.
" TK," said Yolie, " it's not your fault, it was no one's fault but the Emperor,"
" Yolie is right," said Cody, " The Emperor, grabbed her!"
Tai and TK looked at everyone and sighed at the same time. Tai sat down, while TK looked out the window.
~*~
Kari woke up and saw the soup on the table, she looked at it reluctantly. Gatomon woke up and looked around.
" This sure doesn't look like the cells," said Gatomon, " I guess we got lucky,"
" Really lucky, I don't understand why he did this," said Kari sadly.
" Someday we both will, now drink that soup before it gets any colder," said Gatomon going back to sleep.
Kari drinks the soup and leans back on the pillow thinking.
You said you changed,
but what do you have to prove that I should believe?
After all that time,
you tricked me, and used me as something.
I cared,
but you didn't because all you cared was about yourself.
How can I trust you now,
when I know that you might deceive me again?
You run all over to try and prove to me,
that I still can trust you.
But honestly, I don't see what it is,
what games are you playing with me now?
I'm not as innocent as I was before,
and I know more thank you think I do.
Over the years,
I changed as well.
But how do I know that you did too?
Yes indeed you do act like you changed, but did you really?
" What can I do to bring him back?" she thought to herself as she put the bowl back on the table and stroked Gatomon, " I just wish I understood him a bit more,"
~*~
Wormon had never seen Ken soften up ever since he became Emperor. Now, being soft wasn't suppose to happen.
" Well, at least he isn't mad at the moment," thought Wormon as he followed Ken to the control room.
" Master," asked Wormon when he say that Ken was tensing up, "are you alright?"
Ken didn't notice, he was having a small war in his mind, helping and such was driving him insane.
" Why? Why did she have to enter his life again? Didn't he shut that welcome door already?" he thought to himself, tears of pain slid down his face, he completely was cut off from the rest of the world.
It seems like the whole world has turned on me,
even my self.
Even I had turned away in disgust,
because I see who I am.
I'm sick of what I see,
and what other see as well.
They won't accept what they see,
and nor can I.
How can I accept who I am,
when others laugh?
"Who deserves this?" I ask myself,
"No one except you," was the answer.
I fought my heart with my brain,
and my heart won.
When I fought my brain with my heart,
my brain won.
I go against my self,
though I may not know it.
My battles,
left marks all over.
My soul is a battlefield,
with nothing left but pain.
These battles,
start all over and over again.
This war,
is never ending and is something I can't win.
Ken shook his head, bringing him back to the real world and saw Wormon looking worried.
" NO! Nothing is … wrong," he said, his tone slightly falling at the end.
Wormon nods then watches in silence.
~*~
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