~ Don't Promise Me Forever ~
Papa no
"Don't touch me don't. Please, just go away."
Papa, it hurts it hurts, don't hurt me anymore
Papa Papa, Papa, stop hurting Mama like that Mama can't breathe, Papa, leave her alone, Papa -- PAPA!
Green eyes -- so emerald, so brilliant, so deep, so pure, so damnably cursed -- looked away from the girl he had just attempted another late night rendevous with. "Please"
Papa, please, you're hurting me, stop hurting me Papa Papa why
He moved away with that fluid grace he loved and hated, adored and despised, rubbing at his forehead to try and clear away the grogginess of alcohol and marijuana. "You know where the door is. I'm sorry, I just I can't"
And she left, without another word, and with nothing but condemnation in her eyes.
Blue eyes sapphire blue, so like
Papa, Papa, don't, please, stop it, Papa
The man had his father's eyes, emerald and soul-deep, full of promises never meant to be kept but oh-so-pretty to hear. The body was his father's too, limber, long, tall -- a ladykiller's body.
How apt.
He was just like his father A ladykiller. A little-boy-lover. Only this man's love was nearly eighteen Still young. Still too young. He couldn't give in to that wouldn't give into that He would never give in to hurting this one, or ever bring pain to sapphire eyes that cut into his soul.
It wasn't safe.
He'd hurt this one.
Just like he'd been hurt.
Over and over again by a father who used him and abused him, and still swore he was taking care of his son
"I promise, I'll never ever hurt you. I'll take care of you. Forever. Just be a good boy for your papa"
Papa no
~~~Author's Notes~~~
Yes, this part of Youji's past is completely AU. As far as I know. How could you guess? *ahem*
To Be Continued! Of course. And in a less um strange sort of style, too. Honest! I can write normally! I swear! And I'm really not always this screwed up...
Completely different timeline from the OTHER one I'm working on. Also going to be, eventually, a Gravitation crossover. Simply because I can not pass it up.
Please, please, please read and review... onegaishimasu? I'd really appreciate it.