"Untitled"
By:Brown-Eyes
Disclaimer: Don't own any of the character or the songs, but I really want Christian…
Summary:
Song Note: I butchered up a lot of the songs, and changed and added stuff around so it would fit in with the medley.
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"The truth. The truth is...that I am the Hindu courtesan...and I always loved the penniless sitar player. I always was in love with you. I still am in love with you."
Her words kept playing over and in his mind. Words that for 12 years he had longed to hear from her lips. To hear that she loved him. That she always loved him. He should be rushing to her. Sweep her into his arms in pure joy. Letting his passion ring out that he had kept hidden for so long.
But he didn't. He just sat there as the confusion, shock, fear washed over his being. For 12 years he had wallowed in heartache. Misery had become him. In some strange way he had excepted it. That he was doomed to live in the heartache she had caused. And now she was telling him...all the drunken sobs, all the painful memories had been for nothing? That she had loved him for 12 years, and yet let him live with such grief?
*~*~*~*~*
"Christian," Satine cooed to him, reaching out for his hand, "You must try to understand..."
But Christian didn't respond. He just jerked away from her touch. "Understand...how can I understand..." desperate thoughts rushed through his mind, "I can't breathe...I need to get out of here..."
Panicking, Christian jumped out of his seat like a horrified puppy. He couldn't breathe. He was being suffocated. So he ran. Ran past a screaming Satine, begging him stay. Ran past the waiters, trying to grab hold of him. He ran straight out door, then collapsed on the Cobblestone Street letting the oxygen fell his lungs.
*~*~*~*~*
"Oh God...Christian are you all right," Satine asked, rushing to his side. If anything happened to him...she would never forgive herself. Never.
"Get...get away from me," he said as he shrugged her away as he picked himself from off the ground, "Just leave me."
"Christian, please!"
"JUST GO AWAY!" Christian cried hoarsely as he turned away from her. He just wanted her to leave...he couldn't face her right now...
"Pride can stand thousand trials. The strong will never fall, but watching stars without you my soul cries" Satine began to sing the tune that pounded in her heart. She couldn't loss him again. She couldn't let him walk away again, at least not without a fight.
"Don't walk too close. Don't breathe so soft. Don't talk so sweet. Don't sing to me. Please, don't let me fall in love with you again" Christian sang in return as he turned back to face her. The siren was trying to draw him back in with her song...trying to draw him back into the misery.
"We're not the same, we're different, tonight! We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight...Believe in me as I believe in you tonight." Satine sang, come closer to him. Trying to convince him that things could be different...that they could be together.
"Please let me forget all those sweet smiles! All of the passion! All of the peace, the heat, the pain, all those blue skies! Where your words were my freedom. Please, don't let me fall in love with you again." He sang as he back away from her. He wanted to give into her song. It would be so easy...but he couldn't. She would just hurt him again...
"One love. One life. When it's one we need, in the night. One love.
We've got to share it, we need each other...we need each other..." Didn't he see that they were one...that they needed each other?
"Well it's...Too late...Tonight...To drag the past out into the light.
We're not one, and we're not the same. We'll only hurt each other...only hurt each other." Christian sang trying to push her love away. He wouldn't give in...he just wouldn't...
"One love! One life! I love you baby! I love you baby!" Satine sang to him sweetly ignoring his pleas. She needed him. She needed her penniless poet back.
"Have you come here for forgiveness? Have you come to raise the dead? Well darling I can't help you there...cause what we had is dead...the love he shared is gone now...we made our own beds..." Christian sang bitterly. He knew those words were lies...but he couldn't...he wouldn't give in.
So he turned away from her and began to walk away from her, walking away forever. But then he heard it. The song that had been the ode of his love to her, the ode of his heartbreak. She began to sing "Come What May"
"Come what may. Come what may. I will love you until my dying day..." Satine softly sang the melody she knew all to well. If anything could make Christian come back to her, it was this song.
Just as all hope was about to be lost, she saw him. Saw him turn around and walk about to her. "He loves me!" Satine's heart sang, "He loves me!"
Slowly but surely Christian walked back to an eager Satine. He did not speak. Did not show any emotion. He simply just caressed her cheek with his fingers. They both wished the moment wouldn't end, but everything golden is sure to fade.
"I've always been in love with you. I guess you've always known it's true. You took my love for granted, why oh why? The show is over, say good-bye." Christian sang with tears in his eyes and voice. The show was over. And he had to say good-bye. So with not another glance he turned sharply and walked away, leaving Satine sobbing in his wake.
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A/N- Don't hurt me!
Hope you guy liked it, I wanted to cry as I wrote the last part. It made me feel so depressed! Well I hope you guys liked it, please review and help me find a title.
Songs Used In Order:
"I'm Kissing You"- Des'ree (Off Romeo+Juliet Soundtrack)
"Don't"- Jewel
"Tonight Tonight"- Smashing Pumpkins
"Don't"- Jewel
"One"-U2
"Come What May"- Moulin Rouge
"Take A Bow"- Madonna
By:Brown-Eyes
Disclaimer: Don't own any of the character or the songs, but I really want Christian…
Summary:
Song Note: I butchered up a lot of the songs, and changed and added stuff around so it would fit in with the medley.
*~*~*~*~*
"The truth. The truth is...that I am the Hindu courtesan...and I always loved the penniless sitar player. I always was in love with you. I still am in love with you."
Her words kept playing over and in his mind. Words that for 12 years he had longed to hear from her lips. To hear that she loved him. That she always loved him. He should be rushing to her. Sweep her into his arms in pure joy. Letting his passion ring out that he had kept hidden for so long.
But he didn't. He just sat there as the confusion, shock, fear washed over his being. For 12 years he had wallowed in heartache. Misery had become him. In some strange way he had excepted it. That he was doomed to live in the heartache she had caused. And now she was telling him...all the drunken sobs, all the painful memories had been for nothing? That she had loved him for 12 years, and yet let him live with such grief?
*~*~*~*~*
"Christian," Satine cooed to him, reaching out for his hand, "You must try to understand..."
But Christian didn't respond. He just jerked away from her touch. "Understand...how can I understand..." desperate thoughts rushed through his mind, "I can't breathe...I need to get out of here..."
Panicking, Christian jumped out of his seat like a horrified puppy. He couldn't breathe. He was being suffocated. So he ran. Ran past a screaming Satine, begging him stay. Ran past the waiters, trying to grab hold of him. He ran straight out door, then collapsed on the Cobblestone Street letting the oxygen fell his lungs.
*~*~*~*~*
"Oh God...Christian are you all right," Satine asked, rushing to his side. If anything happened to him...she would never forgive herself. Never.
"Get...get away from me," he said as he shrugged her away as he picked himself from off the ground, "Just leave me."
"Christian, please!"
"JUST GO AWAY!" Christian cried hoarsely as he turned away from her. He just wanted her to leave...he couldn't face her right now...
"Pride can stand thousand trials. The strong will never fall, but watching stars without you my soul cries" Satine began to sing the tune that pounded in her heart. She couldn't loss him again. She couldn't let him walk away again, at least not without a fight.
"Don't walk too close. Don't breathe so soft. Don't talk so sweet. Don't sing to me. Please, don't let me fall in love with you again" Christian sang in return as he turned back to face her. The siren was trying to draw him back in with her song...trying to draw him back into the misery.
"We're not the same, we're different, tonight! We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight...Believe in me as I believe in you tonight." Satine sang, come closer to him. Trying to convince him that things could be different...that they could be together.
"Please let me forget all those sweet smiles! All of the passion! All of the peace, the heat, the pain, all those blue skies! Where your words were my freedom. Please, don't let me fall in love with you again." He sang as he back away from her. He wanted to give into her song. It would be so easy...but he couldn't. She would just hurt him again...
"One love. One life. When it's one we need, in the night. One love.
We've got to share it, we need each other...we need each other..." Didn't he see that they were one...that they needed each other?
"Well it's...Too late...Tonight...To drag the past out into the light.
We're not one, and we're not the same. We'll only hurt each other...only hurt each other." Christian sang trying to push her love away. He wouldn't give in...he just wouldn't...
"One love! One life! I love you baby! I love you baby!" Satine sang to him sweetly ignoring his pleas. She needed him. She needed her penniless poet back.
"Have you come here for forgiveness? Have you come to raise the dead? Well darling I can't help you there...cause what we had is dead...the love he shared is gone now...we made our own beds..." Christian sang bitterly. He knew those words were lies...but he couldn't...he wouldn't give in.
So he turned away from her and began to walk away from her, walking away forever. But then he heard it. The song that had been the ode of his love to her, the ode of his heartbreak. She began to sing "Come What May"
"Come what may. Come what may. I will love you until my dying day..." Satine softly sang the melody she knew all to well. If anything could make Christian come back to her, it was this song.
Just as all hope was about to be lost, she saw him. Saw him turn around and walk about to her. "He loves me!" Satine's heart sang, "He loves me!"
Slowly but surely Christian walked back to an eager Satine. He did not speak. Did not show any emotion. He simply just caressed her cheek with his fingers. They both wished the moment wouldn't end, but everything golden is sure to fade.
"I've always been in love with you. I guess you've always known it's true. You took my love for granted, why oh why? The show is over, say good-bye." Christian sang with tears in his eyes and voice. The show was over. And he had to say good-bye. So with not another glance he turned sharply and walked away, leaving Satine sobbing in his wake.
*~*~*~*~*
A/N- Don't hurt me!
Hope you guy liked it, I wanted to cry as I wrote the last part. It made me feel so depressed! Well I hope you guys liked it, please review and help me find a title.
Songs Used In Order:
"I'm Kissing You"- Des'ree (Off Romeo+Juliet Soundtrack)
"Don't"- Jewel
"Tonight Tonight"- Smashing Pumpkins
"Don't"- Jewel
"One"-U2
"Come What May"- Moulin Rouge
"Take A Bow"- Madonna