April 16th
I don't think I can stand this place anymore. When my alarm clock goes off, I practically pray for a speedy aneurysm to put me out of my misery. None of the other nurses even speak to me, and Dr. Kaufmann gives me the creeps. And that girl in the basement! I've seen patients who were worse off than her, but for some reason, she makes me really sad. I still can't believe such a pretty girl (well, she *used* to be anyway) is that witch Dahlia Gillespie's daughter.
I'm kind of ashamed to admit this, but I've been stealing drugs from the hospital. I don't think I could make it through the day otherwise. I get the usual painkillers and uppers from the supply room, but there's some really good stuff in Dr. Kaufmann's office. I swear I was only looking for a patient's file, but I found little packets of white powder in one of his drawers, labeled "White Claudia". At first I thought it was cocaine, but when I got home and snorted a few lines, it felt totally different. It felt like I was floating, high above this horrible place, and I never wanted to come down.
It felt like heaven.
I don't think I can stand this place anymore. When my alarm clock goes off, I practically pray for a speedy aneurysm to put me out of my misery. None of the other nurses even speak to me, and Dr. Kaufmann gives me the creeps. And that girl in the basement! I've seen patients who were worse off than her, but for some reason, she makes me really sad. I still can't believe such a pretty girl (well, she *used* to be anyway) is that witch Dahlia Gillespie's daughter.
I'm kind of ashamed to admit this, but I've been stealing drugs from the hospital. I don't think I could make it through the day otherwise. I get the usual painkillers and uppers from the supply room, but there's some really good stuff in Dr. Kaufmann's office. I swear I was only looking for a patient's file, but I found little packets of white powder in one of his drawers, labeled "White Claudia". At first I thought it was cocaine, but when I got home and snorted a few lines, it felt totally different. It felt like I was floating, high above this horrible place, and I never wanted to come down.
It felt like heaven.