1 TITLE: Janeway finally realizes she loves Chakotay

CATIGORY: VOY J/C

RATING: G

AUTHOR: KATHRYN JANEWAY

DISCLAIMER: Paramount owns all of it, right down to Chakotay's tattoo. I'm just playing with them for a while. I'll send them home when I'm done I will send Janeway home to when I am done.

SUMMARY: Janeway's spirit guide who tries to help her realize that she loves Chakotay by taking his form visits her.



It was a late night for me as I was sitting in the mess hall thinking about Mark and all the time we had spent together on Earth. I know part of me still loves him but I am in love with Chakotay. During the coarse of the evening my spirit guide who tries to help me decide whom I really love visits me.

At first I was scared because my guide has never visited me before this. My spirit guide takes shape of a human and it is Chakotay. He tells me that he has taken shape of the man I truly love then I am guided through voyager. I am shown different dates like just before I left for the Unimatrix zero I should have told him how I felt but I couldn't I was worried that he wouldn't feel the same way. As the night goes on we go to my ready room where I am doing my last personal log before I left for Unimatrix zero.

Janeway's personal log

Over the last few days I have noticed that Chakotay and I have become closer we seem to be more than just friends' problem is I don't know if we would be compatible. Whenever we go to an M class planet and find other life forms Chakotay is there by my side but a few days ago we had a huge fight and now we aren't speaking to each other. I really hope we can solve this problem now that Seska is on voyager I have a feeling all hell will break loose with the crew.

We are suppose to meet tomorrow night on the holodeck for dinner but I don't know if that will happen…. Ever since Chakotay and I first met he has been my guardian angel.

Computer…end log

As the night went on my spirit guide showed me something different something I would have never expected he showed me my future but it was dark and I could not see the face of the man I was with.

At 0400hr I am returned to the mess hall and Chakotay is sitting at the table reading my personal log I don't say anything I just walk over to him smile and kiss him.