Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: I don't think the last chapter had a very good
ending but then again, what do you expect from a 11-year old? I'll answer a
few of you...
SAKURA LOVER (Anonymous): Okay, I know, the chapters are way too short but I'm happy enough that I can even work on fanfics! I'm way too busy these days with, like I said, exams. Also, I just like to have the location. It'll be weird to have the locations written in some places and not in some other places.
Forget-me-not (Signed): I don't think it would be right for me to make this end up as a T+S... You know, it's just not right! I'm just trying to find a really good way for Li and Sakura to get together... Hopefully.
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Anyways, so everybody, please please please don't complain about anything because, once I do finish I'll hopefully be able to make another one except it will be improved. I did notice I made lots of mistakes... So, stop complaining peoples! I'm not writing this fanfic so I can be yelled at... I get enough at home.
"....." Talk
'.....' Thoughts
~*~*~*~*~ Change Scene (I just noticed though, that I don't use this every often!)
*.....* Actions
~..... POV~ Someone's POV
~......~ Place
~~~~~~~~~~ After or something like that
(A/N ........) Author's Note which means I'm talking
(......) Whoever's POV it is, the person is either fixing something or WHATEVER!!! I forget what it's called at this moment...
^On the last chapter^ I hope you know what THAT means
Title: My Love For You Will Last
Author: Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel (Who knows though... I'll may change it again~)
Chapter 4
Feelings
^On the last chapter^
"Sakura," Li continued. "Will you, forgive me for what I did?" Sakura was silent. "Sakura?"
"I, uh, I'll think about it." Sakura said, still feeling funny. "I'll... see you later..."
"Yeah... Well bye." Li walked away after he couldn't see Sakura anymore.
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'Is this fair?' Sakura thought. 'Is this fair that he turns to me after he has no one else to turn to?' Sakura buried her face in a pillow. 'Ughhhhhhh... How can Li and my perfect relationship turn into this big, complicated thing?' Sakura kept making twists and turns to try and find a comftorble position. 'Maybe,' Sakura thought. 'Just maybe, it's the same with this relationship. I just have to keep trying until I found something that I feel comftorble with. Wahhhhh!!! So complicated.....'
'Something's wrong...' Kero watched his mistress twisting and turning.
"HOEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Sakura jumped up and shouted, catching Kero off guard, making him jump up also.
"What's the matter Sakura?" Kero asked. He freaked once he saw that his fur had spiked up.
"Kero... Wahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!" Sakura yelled. "I'm so confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"About?" Kero smoothed his fur.
"It's so confusing..." Sakura sighed. "What do you do when you don't know if you love someone or not?"
"Hmm... I don't know." Kero said, sitting down. "I'm a guardian. I don't go through things that you might." Sakura groaned.
'I don't know what to do...' Sakura fell back on to her bed and buried herself under blankets and pillows. 'Wahh...' Sakura quietly cried. Part of her mind told her to accept Li. The other part told her that it wasn't fair for her. It wasn't fair that he would turn back to her just like that. 'Is it fair?' Sakura asked herself. 'My heart tells me yes, my mind tells me no... Or is it the other way around? I don't even know what I'm telling myself!!'
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~Wherever Li is... Does anyone ever know where he is?~
'Do you think Sakura will forgive you?' Li asked. 'Maybe... maybe not...'
"Oh god! I'm talking to myself here!" Li stood up and yelled furiously.
'Why was I such a jerk...? Was it really necessary? Aww man... I really thought that I loved Jessica (His g/f)... Maybe I just tried to make myself believe that... because I thought Sakura was gone... And when she came back... It surprised me... And so I thought I loved Jessica now... I just confused myself even more...'
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~In Takeshi's apartment~
'Sakura can be so cheerful...' Takeshi told himself as he flipped the channels. 'But she can also be so depressed at the same time...' Takeshi turned the T.V. off. 'What is this I feel towards her... She's just a normal girl... I've seen a bunch of normal girls...' Takeshi felt funny inside of him. He had never felt this... feeling about a girl before. 'Could it be?' He said. 'No... It can't be...' But then he had this feeling that told him something. 'Could I? But she still loves Li... Or could she not?' Takeshi told himself that he didn't. He couldn't. He wouldn't. He shouldn't. But for some strange reason, some where inside of him told him that he did. It made him feel weird, fighting with himself. Telling him he didn't while another part of him told him that he did. He sat there fighting with his mind for 10 min or so, staring blankly at the T.V. After that, he stood up, shook his head furiously and picked up the phone.
"Hello? Sakura Avalon speaking." Takeshi heart beated quickly when he heard her voice. 'What is the matter with you Takeshi?!' He yelled inside. 'You have never ever felt so nervous when you talked to her before, so what is wrong with you?'
"Hello?" Sakura repeated.
"Oh, um, hi Sakura." Takeshi said nervously.
"Oh, hi Takeshi!" Sakura said sweetly (A/N I think Sakura talks sweetly all the time ^_^).
"I was uh, wondering," Takeshi hesitated. "Maybe we can hang out later?"
"I'm not falling for this trick again!" Sakura giggled, making Takeshi's heart melt (A/N So what? I can't think clearly!). "Okay. Sure, why not? How about tomorrow?"
"I..." Before Takeshi could answer, Sakura quickly said 'Okay! Good!' and hung up. Takesh sighed. He sounded so stupid there on the phone. And he fell for his own trick. He sighed again. And stared blankly at the T.V. again.
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~Sakura's House~
"Who was that?" Kero asked as he stuffed pudding inside his mouth.
"Oh, just Takeshi." Sakura sighed (A/N Is it just me or is everyone sighing?). Kero flashed a who-is-he? look. "He's a friend of mine. I met him at Li's school."
"Ooohh..." Kero said as he finished the last of his pudding. "More pudding!" Sakura rolled her eyes and ran down stairs. She ran into the kitchen, bumping into Tori.
"Watch it squirt!" Tori said.
"Oh whatever. I'm not in the mood..." Sakura looked in the fridge. Once she spotted what she came for, she went up stairs.
"Weird..." Tori scratched his head. "She's not in the mood, eh?"
"I heard that!!!!!!" Sakura shouted from above. Tori just shook his head and continued whatever he was doing.
"Here!!!!!" Sakura yelled at Kero, handing him a pudding.
"Thanks...?" Kero 50% said and 50% questioned. "Your not in 'the mood' are you?"
"HOEEEEEE!!!!!!! STOP SAYING THAT PEOPLES!!!!!!!!" Sakura grabbed her coat and ran outside.
"...." Kero sat in silence. "Did... I say something wrong?"
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~At Penguin Park (A/N Is that right?)~
Sakura walked around the park. She sighed and sat down on a bench. She rested.
'Hoe... I should really get a brake from all this...' Sakura told herself. 'But then again, how do you get a brake from life?'
"Sakura?" Sakura looked up to see Li coming towards her.
"Oh... Hi Li..." Sakura greeted.
"Yeah..." Li said. "So have you thought about what I asked you the other day?"
"Um... Well... I did but... I..." Sakura hesitated. "I still don't have an answer yet..."
"I am really sorry Sakura." Li plead. "Please forgive me."
"I can forgive you Showran (A/N Most people know that when people call you by the last name, they mean business)." Sakura said. "Is that all you want?"
"No." Li answered. "I... want you back." (A/N I can't bare to write this! I'm too young!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!)
"That," Sakura replied. "I have to think about."
"O.K." Li said.
"That's pretty much it?" Sakura asked.
"Yeah... I'll see you around then..." Li left Sakura sitting on the bench.
'Why,' Sakura asked herself. 'Why can't I understand what my heart it telling me?' Sakura shook her head, making her long hair wave (A/N She's almost 16. Her hair must have grown pretty long by now!). Then she rested her head on the bench, wishing it was somebody else's.
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Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Okay... This chapters sucks because it's supposed to be a serious one and I'm really hype (hyper) right now! Ugh, just came back from school after my presentation... Anyways, I won't be posting another chapter for pretty long, and all of you know why. Thanks for reading!
Madison: What?! But then I won't get to...
Everybody: WE KNOW!!!
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Oh yes, and here's one sad fact.
Madison: Hold on. Let me get this on tape.
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: *rolls eyes* Okay whatever. The sad thing is...
Madison: Okay, shoot!
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: I already started!
Madison: Oh, okay...
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Okay, as I was saying, this is sort of a bad news but I may take this fanfic down for a number of reasons.
Madison: Keep going...
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: First, I have too much to do as I told you for the millionth time. Second, I think this fanfic is really stupid and has a really stupid beginning, problem, climax, conclusion and all that stuff. Third, uh... actually I don't exactly have a third reason so just stick with two!
Sakura: I thought you said a NUMBER of reasons.
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Whatever!!!!!!!!!!
Sakura: Oh no!
Everybody: What?
Sakura: Then I'll never know the ending! The story will end up as a sad fanfic!
Madison: Hey... yeah! I don't add sappy ending stories to my collection of videos. *Reveals a huge room filled with videos*
Li: I don't really care...
Kero: Do I end up with a lot of pudding or a lot of chocolate?
Meilin: Do I even come out later?
Takeshi: Do I find out how I feel?
Sakura: I want an ending!
*Everybody starts complaining*
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everybody: *Silence*
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Look, I don't have much time for writing fanfics and I definately don't have time to listen to all of you complain!
Everybody: *Silence*
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Okay, well bye everybody! Hope you enjoyed the fanfic a little at least! It ends here now!
SAKURA LOVER (Anonymous): Okay, I know, the chapters are way too short but I'm happy enough that I can even work on fanfics! I'm way too busy these days with, like I said, exams. Also, I just like to have the location. It'll be weird to have the locations written in some places and not in some other places.
Forget-me-not (Signed): I don't think it would be right for me to make this end up as a T+S... You know, it's just not right! I'm just trying to find a really good way for Li and Sakura to get together... Hopefully.
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Anyways, so everybody, please please please don't complain about anything because, once I do finish I'll hopefully be able to make another one except it will be improved. I did notice I made lots of mistakes... So, stop complaining peoples! I'm not writing this fanfic so I can be yelled at... I get enough at home.
"....." Talk
'.....' Thoughts
~*~*~*~*~ Change Scene (I just noticed though, that I don't use this every often!)
*.....* Actions
~..... POV~ Someone's POV
~......~ Place
~~~~~~~~~~ After or something like that
(A/N ........) Author's Note which means I'm talking
(......) Whoever's POV it is, the person is either fixing something or WHATEVER!!! I forget what it's called at this moment...
^On the last chapter^ I hope you know what THAT means
Title: My Love For You Will Last
Author: Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel (Who knows though... I'll may change it again~)
Chapter 4
Feelings
^On the last chapter^
"Sakura," Li continued. "Will you, forgive me for what I did?" Sakura was silent. "Sakura?"
"I, uh, I'll think about it." Sakura said, still feeling funny. "I'll... see you later..."
"Yeah... Well bye." Li walked away after he couldn't see Sakura anymore.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
'Is this fair?' Sakura thought. 'Is this fair that he turns to me after he has no one else to turn to?' Sakura buried her face in a pillow. 'Ughhhhhhh... How can Li and my perfect relationship turn into this big, complicated thing?' Sakura kept making twists and turns to try and find a comftorble position. 'Maybe,' Sakura thought. 'Just maybe, it's the same with this relationship. I just have to keep trying until I found something that I feel comftorble with. Wahhhhh!!! So complicated.....'
'Something's wrong...' Kero watched his mistress twisting and turning.
"HOEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Sakura jumped up and shouted, catching Kero off guard, making him jump up also.
"What's the matter Sakura?" Kero asked. He freaked once he saw that his fur had spiked up.
"Kero... Wahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!" Sakura yelled. "I'm so confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"About?" Kero smoothed his fur.
"It's so confusing..." Sakura sighed. "What do you do when you don't know if you love someone or not?"
"Hmm... I don't know." Kero said, sitting down. "I'm a guardian. I don't go through things that you might." Sakura groaned.
'I don't know what to do...' Sakura fell back on to her bed and buried herself under blankets and pillows. 'Wahh...' Sakura quietly cried. Part of her mind told her to accept Li. The other part told her that it wasn't fair for her. It wasn't fair that he would turn back to her just like that. 'Is it fair?' Sakura asked herself. 'My heart tells me yes, my mind tells me no... Or is it the other way around? I don't even know what I'm telling myself!!'
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~Wherever Li is... Does anyone ever know where he is?~
'Do you think Sakura will forgive you?' Li asked. 'Maybe... maybe not...'
"Oh god! I'm talking to myself here!" Li stood up and yelled furiously.
'Why was I such a jerk...? Was it really necessary? Aww man... I really thought that I loved Jessica (His g/f)... Maybe I just tried to make myself believe that... because I thought Sakura was gone... And when she came back... It surprised me... And so I thought I loved Jessica now... I just confused myself even more...'
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~In Takeshi's apartment~
'Sakura can be so cheerful...' Takeshi told himself as he flipped the channels. 'But she can also be so depressed at the same time...' Takeshi turned the T.V. off. 'What is this I feel towards her... She's just a normal girl... I've seen a bunch of normal girls...' Takeshi felt funny inside of him. He had never felt this... feeling about a girl before. 'Could it be?' He said. 'No... It can't be...' But then he had this feeling that told him something. 'Could I? But she still loves Li... Or could she not?' Takeshi told himself that he didn't. He couldn't. He wouldn't. He shouldn't. But for some strange reason, some where inside of him told him that he did. It made him feel weird, fighting with himself. Telling him he didn't while another part of him told him that he did. He sat there fighting with his mind for 10 min or so, staring blankly at the T.V. After that, he stood up, shook his head furiously and picked up the phone.
"Hello? Sakura Avalon speaking." Takeshi heart beated quickly when he heard her voice. 'What is the matter with you Takeshi?!' He yelled inside. 'You have never ever felt so nervous when you talked to her before, so what is wrong with you?'
"Hello?" Sakura repeated.
"Oh, um, hi Sakura." Takeshi said nervously.
"Oh, hi Takeshi!" Sakura said sweetly (A/N I think Sakura talks sweetly all the time ^_^).
"I was uh, wondering," Takeshi hesitated. "Maybe we can hang out later?"
"I'm not falling for this trick again!" Sakura giggled, making Takeshi's heart melt (A/N So what? I can't think clearly!). "Okay. Sure, why not? How about tomorrow?"
"I..." Before Takeshi could answer, Sakura quickly said 'Okay! Good!' and hung up. Takesh sighed. He sounded so stupid there on the phone. And he fell for his own trick. He sighed again. And stared blankly at the T.V. again.
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~Sakura's House~
"Who was that?" Kero asked as he stuffed pudding inside his mouth.
"Oh, just Takeshi." Sakura sighed (A/N Is it just me or is everyone sighing?). Kero flashed a who-is-he? look. "He's a friend of mine. I met him at Li's school."
"Ooohh..." Kero said as he finished the last of his pudding. "More pudding!" Sakura rolled her eyes and ran down stairs. She ran into the kitchen, bumping into Tori.
"Watch it squirt!" Tori said.
"Oh whatever. I'm not in the mood..." Sakura looked in the fridge. Once she spotted what she came for, she went up stairs.
"Weird..." Tori scratched his head. "She's not in the mood, eh?"
"I heard that!!!!!!" Sakura shouted from above. Tori just shook his head and continued whatever he was doing.
"Here!!!!!" Sakura yelled at Kero, handing him a pudding.
"Thanks...?" Kero 50% said and 50% questioned. "Your not in 'the mood' are you?"
"HOEEEEEE!!!!!!! STOP SAYING THAT PEOPLES!!!!!!!!" Sakura grabbed her coat and ran outside.
"...." Kero sat in silence. "Did... I say something wrong?"
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~At Penguin Park (A/N Is that right?)~
Sakura walked around the park. She sighed and sat down on a bench. She rested.
'Hoe... I should really get a brake from all this...' Sakura told herself. 'But then again, how do you get a brake from life?'
"Sakura?" Sakura looked up to see Li coming towards her.
"Oh... Hi Li..." Sakura greeted.
"Yeah..." Li said. "So have you thought about what I asked you the other day?"
"Um... Well... I did but... I..." Sakura hesitated. "I still don't have an answer yet..."
"I am really sorry Sakura." Li plead. "Please forgive me."
"I can forgive you Showran (A/N Most people know that when people call you by the last name, they mean business)." Sakura said. "Is that all you want?"
"No." Li answered. "I... want you back." (A/N I can't bare to write this! I'm too young!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!)
"That," Sakura replied. "I have to think about."
"O.K." Li said.
"That's pretty much it?" Sakura asked.
"Yeah... I'll see you around then..." Li left Sakura sitting on the bench.
'Why,' Sakura asked herself. 'Why can't I understand what my heart it telling me?' Sakura shook her head, making her long hair wave (A/N She's almost 16. Her hair must have grown pretty long by now!). Then she rested her head on the bench, wishing it was somebody else's.
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Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Okay... This chapters sucks because it's supposed to be a serious one and I'm really hype (hyper) right now! Ugh, just came back from school after my presentation... Anyways, I won't be posting another chapter for pretty long, and all of you know why. Thanks for reading!
Madison: What?! But then I won't get to...
Everybody: WE KNOW!!!
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Oh yes, and here's one sad fact.
Madison: Hold on. Let me get this on tape.
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: *rolls eyes* Okay whatever. The sad thing is...
Madison: Okay, shoot!
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: I already started!
Madison: Oh, okay...
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Okay, as I was saying, this is sort of a bad news but I may take this fanfic down for a number of reasons.
Madison: Keep going...
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: First, I have too much to do as I told you for the millionth time. Second, I think this fanfic is really stupid and has a really stupid beginning, problem, climax, conclusion and all that stuff. Third, uh... actually I don't exactly have a third reason so just stick with two!
Sakura: I thought you said a NUMBER of reasons.
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Whatever!!!!!!!!!!
Sakura: Oh no!
Everybody: What?
Sakura: Then I'll never know the ending! The story will end up as a sad fanfic!
Madison: Hey... yeah! I don't add sappy ending stories to my collection of videos. *Reveals a huge room filled with videos*
Li: I don't really care...
Kero: Do I end up with a lot of pudding or a lot of chocolate?
Meilin: Do I even come out later?
Takeshi: Do I find out how I feel?
Sakura: I want an ending!
*Everybody starts complaining*
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everybody: *Silence*
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Look, I don't have much time for writing fanfics and I definately don't have time to listen to all of you complain!
Everybody: *Silence*
Kawaii Sakura-Chan Angel: Okay, well bye everybody! Hope you enjoyed the fanfic a little at least! It ends here now!