I jumped for joy , even though I accidentally pulled Eagle up to meet the
roof by accident. I couldn't believe it! Fuu seemed so shocked , so
overwhelmed. Suddenly I couldn't hold it back my question.
"Who?Tell us!Tell us!" I screeched .
"Uh....I'll have to go tell him and then I'll know if he really wants anyone to know," she said , seemingly avoiding the question on everyone's lips. I jumped up into the air again , and Eagle pulled me back down so I wouldn't hit the ceiling. I hugged him again , although he seemed sad today. I knew why , but I didn't want to remember.Suddenly he pulled me out into the hall.
"I need to tell you something," he said , sighing. I nodded , and we walked to the doors.As we stepped out into the garden , the fresh air filled my lungs and I sighed in pleasure.The scent of flowers filled the air , as we walked to my favourite place to talk.It wasn't much , just a marble bench in a small clearing where the only roses grew. I think Umi planted them a while back , but I can't remember.
"What is it?" I asked , but I knew I truly didn't want to hear it.
"I'm sorry. I....I have to leave soon," he said , avoiding my eyes.
"No!You can't leave , Eagle...please," I said , tears pricking at my eyes.
"Please don't cry , but....I have to go," he said , wiping away my fresh tears.
"I just keep losing people , don't I?" I whispered , looking away. He hugs me. I push him away. With one last sob escaping my throat , I run away into the castle. I keep running to the front entrance , where I run out.The guards look at me strangely , but I tell them I'm going for a run. I keep running , even when cold drops of rain hit my cheek.Maybe the sky is crying for me. I see a dark forest ahead , and run inside as quickly as I can. After I am in the dense part , I stop running and duck under the long branches of a pine tree. I sit against the tree , and stare through the protective branches at the dark sky. A wet drop splatters across my cheek , and I stare.I return to the world I had locked myself into before him.I just stare.I stare at the unchanging sky , I wish life could be like that , but now all this has happened. I stare until I see the moon rising , it looks like home , but I know it's all a dream. I close my eyes , and lean against the tree ; my hair is a mess but I give no heed. I remember the blood , and begin to dream of it. The rivers call to me , they tell me to return. I promise to them I will return , they convince me that leaving was bad.People were sad when I left.This time I won't get caught , I'm all alone in the forest sleeping , hiding from everyone.I know I will only be causing more trouble , but it seems the only way. Lantis...Eagle....so many losses.Am I not allowed to keep them?There is always something taking me away from those I love. My family is back in our old world. I miss them , but the blood is my family now , isn't it? I let go of my final thoughts , as I tuck my feet beneath me and go to sleep , the scent of pine filling my dreams and old pine needles poking my hair. I have lost them all.
(a/n)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is a twist I already had planned before , and yet to those who didn't review , yes , it was your fault too.They could have lived happily ever after , but I chose not to end it that way.It would be too happy , now wouldn't it?And does that sound like somethingI'd write?Me , the queen of tears and the one who refuses love? I didn't think so.I expect some kind of review , ya know why? Because I don't care if it's a flame , because how am I supposed to cook these marshmallows?!They've just been sitting here with the chicken!I want a review!!!!!Thank you Niome for your numerous reviews , at least you care!And anyone else who reviews is off the hook.It's just that Niome has reviewed every chappie so far! _
"Who?Tell us!Tell us!" I screeched .
"Uh....I'll have to go tell him and then I'll know if he really wants anyone to know," she said , seemingly avoiding the question on everyone's lips. I jumped up into the air again , and Eagle pulled me back down so I wouldn't hit the ceiling. I hugged him again , although he seemed sad today. I knew why , but I didn't want to remember.Suddenly he pulled me out into the hall.
"I need to tell you something," he said , sighing. I nodded , and we walked to the doors.As we stepped out into the garden , the fresh air filled my lungs and I sighed in pleasure.The scent of flowers filled the air , as we walked to my favourite place to talk.It wasn't much , just a marble bench in a small clearing where the only roses grew. I think Umi planted them a while back , but I can't remember.
"What is it?" I asked , but I knew I truly didn't want to hear it.
"I'm sorry. I....I have to leave soon," he said , avoiding my eyes.
"No!You can't leave , Eagle...please," I said , tears pricking at my eyes.
"Please don't cry , but....I have to go," he said , wiping away my fresh tears.
"I just keep losing people , don't I?" I whispered , looking away. He hugs me. I push him away. With one last sob escaping my throat , I run away into the castle. I keep running to the front entrance , where I run out.The guards look at me strangely , but I tell them I'm going for a run. I keep running , even when cold drops of rain hit my cheek.Maybe the sky is crying for me. I see a dark forest ahead , and run inside as quickly as I can. After I am in the dense part , I stop running and duck under the long branches of a pine tree. I sit against the tree , and stare through the protective branches at the dark sky. A wet drop splatters across my cheek , and I stare.I return to the world I had locked myself into before him.I just stare.I stare at the unchanging sky , I wish life could be like that , but now all this has happened. I stare until I see the moon rising , it looks like home , but I know it's all a dream. I close my eyes , and lean against the tree ; my hair is a mess but I give no heed. I remember the blood , and begin to dream of it. The rivers call to me , they tell me to return. I promise to them I will return , they convince me that leaving was bad.People were sad when I left.This time I won't get caught , I'm all alone in the forest sleeping , hiding from everyone.I know I will only be causing more trouble , but it seems the only way. Lantis...Eagle....so many losses.Am I not allowed to keep them?There is always something taking me away from those I love. My family is back in our old world. I miss them , but the blood is my family now , isn't it? I let go of my final thoughts , as I tuck my feet beneath me and go to sleep , the scent of pine filling my dreams and old pine needles poking my hair. I have lost them all.
(a/n)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is a twist I already had planned before , and yet to those who didn't review , yes , it was your fault too.They could have lived happily ever after , but I chose not to end it that way.It would be too happy , now wouldn't it?And does that sound like somethingI'd write?Me , the queen of tears and the one who refuses love? I didn't think so.I expect some kind of review , ya know why? Because I don't care if it's a flame , because how am I supposed to cook these marshmallows?!They've just been sitting here with the chicken!I want a review!!!!!Thank you Niome for your numerous reviews , at least you care!And anyone else who reviews is off the hook.It's just that Niome has reviewed every chappie so far! _