I watch the little red rivers flowing down my arm , dripping onto my newly
washed floor.I know that the maids will be upset as to have to clean this
mess up all over again. The tiny rivers flow quickly , then branch out
along my arm , just before dropping to the floor. I examine the floor , the
blood running down towards me. I back up , and take my blade with me. Eagle
had died three months ago , and it seemed that all I could do to deal with
this pain was like this. I know I will find them soon , Eagle and Lantis.
If Eagle had been an angel , sent by God to cure me of my sorrow , why did
Eagle die? I feel tears spring to my eyes , but I hold them back , can't
let anyone hear me.I'm getting better at this , no one will be able to
catch me ever again.Meaning I won't have to run.
Umi and Clef have been talking alone all the time. Although it seems the way things are going , that they'll be an item like Ferio and Fuu. Speaking of Fuu , the baby is fine , apparently the law hasn't had any effect on it through it's health. Ferio and Fuu are out deciding on clothes since Fuu has all this time to herself.I mean , she's obviously been sent off in her fragile condition and can't fight. She gets bored and often follows Ferio around and helps him with whatever she can. I'm worried that something will happen though , who knows anymore?! Suddenly I begin to see darkness over come my vision. That's it for today then.
I quickly run into the bathroom and clean the wound , wrapping the scars up in some bandage that I bought while no one was looking. I walk back into my room , and begin to clean up the blood. I scrape it all into a little container of it , and plan to pour it out later. I've found it seems to make the flowers grow fast , or it does to the roses at least. I hear something in the distance. Foot steps to my room , but my vision is still fading. I quickly finish cleaning up , and hiding my blade before stepping lightly into bed. I pulled the blankets over me , and look up to the door.
"Hikaru?" Fuu asked , walking in.
"Yes?" I asked , smiling.
"It's time for your medicine , although I still can't understand what is making you so tired all the time! Here you go , open up!" she said , taking out a spoon with some strange coloured liquid on it.I open my mouth , taking it in. It tastes like some sort of exotic grape , but I don't mind , as long as everyone thinks that I'm alright , then no one can find out. I smile as I swallow , then close my eyes.
"Good night Fuu-chan!" I said , as I began to drift off.
"Good napping in the afternoon," said a faint voice , as I gave into the darkness.
I look around , finding myself in a field full of flowers and cute little creatures , it's so beautiful here. I see in the distance Eagle , heading my way. I run to him , laughing and smiling.
"Eagle!" I cry , jumping into his arms.
"Hikaru , how is everyone?" he asked , catching me.
"Well , you see Fuu and Ferio have decided on a girl's name finally , and I think that Umi and Clef are going to get together soon , isn't that great?!" I said , as he put me down.
"What about you?" he asked , returning my bright smile.
"You don't need to worry about that , I'll only love you from now on," I chirped.
"That's what I was worried you would say," he said , turning grave.
"What do you mean?" I asked , suddenly everything going dark.
"Please forget me," he said , taking my hands. Tears ran down my face , as I saw him disappear into a cold mist coming into the peaceful meadow. I felt myself falling backwards, and fell down what seemed to be a dark pit.
"EAGLE!" I screamed , opening my eyes. Fuu looked at me with worried eyes.
"It was just another nightmare , nothing to worry about," I said , wiping the sleep from myeyes. Maybe it's life that keeps me away from Eagle? I always fall away from him into life , so maybe I will see him soon....
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I got reviews!!!!!!!!!!*jumps around like an idiot* Thank you all for reading this far!And no , this story is not done yet , still got angstyness to cover yet , and since I liked your reviews I decided to be nice and type another chappie in my spare time when I should be doing homework.....*whistles innocently as she burns a math text book* All flames will now be used to burn this math book!!!!And to those who care , I'll do my homework before I burn it if you want. I am also very pleased to hear that one of my stories really made someone cry! That's one of my goals as a writer , to make ppl cry! Yes , it's WAY harder than experts make it look , I'm serious! Also I'd like to thank Jassy Crooks for admiring my artistic personality's take over on cutting. Yes , the many people in my head like to dominate , but they work better togather as one if you ask me! Anywho , *holds up big flashy sign hanging onto an air plane* . *gets into airplanes and flies all around the world* REVIEW , REVIEW , REVIEW!
Umi and Clef have been talking alone all the time. Although it seems the way things are going , that they'll be an item like Ferio and Fuu. Speaking of Fuu , the baby is fine , apparently the law hasn't had any effect on it through it's health. Ferio and Fuu are out deciding on clothes since Fuu has all this time to herself.I mean , she's obviously been sent off in her fragile condition and can't fight. She gets bored and often follows Ferio around and helps him with whatever she can. I'm worried that something will happen though , who knows anymore?! Suddenly I begin to see darkness over come my vision. That's it for today then.
I quickly run into the bathroom and clean the wound , wrapping the scars up in some bandage that I bought while no one was looking. I walk back into my room , and begin to clean up the blood. I scrape it all into a little container of it , and plan to pour it out later. I've found it seems to make the flowers grow fast , or it does to the roses at least. I hear something in the distance. Foot steps to my room , but my vision is still fading. I quickly finish cleaning up , and hiding my blade before stepping lightly into bed. I pulled the blankets over me , and look up to the door.
"Hikaru?" Fuu asked , walking in.
"Yes?" I asked , smiling.
"It's time for your medicine , although I still can't understand what is making you so tired all the time! Here you go , open up!" she said , taking out a spoon with some strange coloured liquid on it.I open my mouth , taking it in. It tastes like some sort of exotic grape , but I don't mind , as long as everyone thinks that I'm alright , then no one can find out. I smile as I swallow , then close my eyes.
"Good night Fuu-chan!" I said , as I began to drift off.
"Good napping in the afternoon," said a faint voice , as I gave into the darkness.
I look around , finding myself in a field full of flowers and cute little creatures , it's so beautiful here. I see in the distance Eagle , heading my way. I run to him , laughing and smiling.
"Eagle!" I cry , jumping into his arms.
"Hikaru , how is everyone?" he asked , catching me.
"Well , you see Fuu and Ferio have decided on a girl's name finally , and I think that Umi and Clef are going to get together soon , isn't that great?!" I said , as he put me down.
"What about you?" he asked , returning my bright smile.
"You don't need to worry about that , I'll only love you from now on," I chirped.
"That's what I was worried you would say," he said , turning grave.
"What do you mean?" I asked , suddenly everything going dark.
"Please forget me," he said , taking my hands. Tears ran down my face , as I saw him disappear into a cold mist coming into the peaceful meadow. I felt myself falling backwards, and fell down what seemed to be a dark pit.
"EAGLE!" I screamed , opening my eyes. Fuu looked at me with worried eyes.
"It was just another nightmare , nothing to worry about," I said , wiping the sleep from myeyes. Maybe it's life that keeps me away from Eagle? I always fall away from him into life , so maybe I will see him soon....
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I got reviews!!!!!!!!!!*jumps around like an idiot* Thank you all for reading this far!And no , this story is not done yet , still got angstyness to cover yet , and since I liked your reviews I decided to be nice and type another chappie in my spare time when I should be doing homework.....*whistles innocently as she burns a math text book* All flames will now be used to burn this math book!!!!And to those who care , I'll do my homework before I burn it if you want. I am also very pleased to hear that one of my stories really made someone cry! That's one of my goals as a writer , to make ppl cry! Yes , it's WAY harder than experts make it look , I'm serious! Also I'd like to thank Jassy Crooks for admiring my artistic personality's take over on cutting. Yes , the many people in my head like to dominate , but they work better togather as one if you ask me! Anywho , *holds up big flashy sign hanging onto an air plane* . *gets into airplanes and flies all around the world* REVIEW , REVIEW , REVIEW!