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chapter 2
Squall turned away from the window and looked back at the bed. He smiled as he stared at rinoa who was still asleep. check on pillow, black hair falling just past her shoulders. the paleness of her back exposed to him. Legs warped in sheets of white. she is so beautiful he thought and as he stood there he thought about waking her with a kiss on that cheek he could see. "after all this was the day that they had to go back to garden. It would be nice to watch the forest with her before they leave." After a few more seconds of thought he decided not to. she was so peaceful, why disturb such a scene?
Squall walked to the kitchen and poured the little bit of wine left from last night into a cup quickly he drank it, and walked back to the window to look at the greenery some more.
It really was a striking forest he thought. he and rinoa had planed to walk around it in the days they where here, and take in the full majesty of the place, but they never left the cabin. In the 3 days they had lost themselves in passion, body's, and sheets. finally getting out the desires they held at bay for so long. he thought back on the last 3 days and was amazed at how much passion can just take over. They both had been like people possessed there only wish to please and explore each others body's. showing there love in new found ways. Before when he was a virgin he felt it would be more thought out." ok i did this now i'm going to do that". and maybe it was for others. But not for him and rinoa. Not that night at garden or here..he wasn't thinking he was just doing and feeling it all at once. sometimes fast and furious, sometimes slow and sweet, but always with love. a river of passion flowed out of them, never stopping just slowing and building up to get quicker again. At times it was overwhelming he understood now why people yelled and moaned. The emotion called for it.
squall closed his eyes picturing all they had done. he couldn't focus on just one thing a million sights flashed in his mind all of them loving and exotic. . her body, her face, her hair, her eyes. her screams of delight. the devious smile she sometimes got. he could feel himself very aroused now and the
thought crossed him that maybe he should wake her up. so that they could lose themselves once more., and just when he was about to turn towards her his mind made up. he felt her body on his back, one of her breasts rubbing against his spine, and her arms around his stomach. Then a soft voice in her ear." I hope no body passes by here they'll get a pretty good view of my husband". he opened his eyes, smiled and turned around putting his arms around rinoa and kissing her as he said Good morning". in her same soft tone. "good morning" she said with a smile her cheeks turned a tiny bit red as she felt his arousal on her belly." gee i wonder what you been thinking about" rinoa said in a playful tone. " don't worry its about you" squall said back as he kissed down her neck. rinoa whispered "god" and closed her eyes taking in how good that felt. like a waterfall of pleasure
falling down her neck she rubbed his hair as he continued to nipping God her skin is so soft squall thought as he kissed some more. Both of them could feel instincts they had just recently began learning about taking over. A few minutes later they were in bed, getting lost again in passion .
Losing themselves again as they did they also last track of time and had to rush back to timber to catch the train to balamb. There had been a rapidness to every thing back in the cabin. He and rinoa had to run through the cabin rooms throwing clothes into suitcase's and quickly get dressed having no time to pay attention to appearance. it took the most time to find the stray clothes that where thrown with out care during there love making.
They drove fast to the city and ran furiously through the train station. It seemed to squall that they knocked down half the people that were walking by, and as they got on the train with minutes to spare he thought that they must have looked like thief's skipping town. with there hair uncombed and clothes sticking out of the suitcases squall laughed as he and rinoa huffed and puffed to catch there breath. " What " rinoa asked between huffs. "Oh nothing just thinking how we must have looked running like that. "rinoa smiled her breathing now back to normal. " Well at least you got a workout, look at you out of breath. married only 3 days and already your letting yourself go."
Squall laughed and gave her a kiss on the cheek then walked with her to the seed private room.
When they got there they dropped there suitcases to the floor. They both had the same idea. and made a beeline to the red couch in the back of the room. they sat next to each other. then rinoa slipped her head on to squalls chest, and he put his arms around her. They were both tired he thought, the honey moon had little sleep the hole time they had fought off fatigue with the force of there passion, but it had caught up with them as soon as they stepped on the train." i'm tired" rinoa said in a yawn. " me to" squall said eyes already closed, drifting off to sleep. "Wake me when we get to
balamb" she said "ok" squall replied, and was going to say i love you, but the darkness growing in his mind swallowed up the words and he feel asleep. They both did and they slumbered all the way back to balamb.
seifer sat, fishing pole in hand, getting more and more irritated as raijin jumped up with his tenth fish of the day hanging of his hook. "yeah i'm good at this ya know" raijin said as he danced around in a little circle holding the fish up. With irritated seifer even more then him catching the fish which
seifer couldn't seem to do.
As raijin continued to dance, seifer jumped up and threw his pole in to the water, "DAM IT" he yelled. feeling just as mad at his own inability as he was with raijin antics. fuck i am trained in fighting skills that take years to learn but i can't catch a damn fish. and why the hell does raijin keep having to do that, doesn't he fucking learn? he knows what's going to happen next. seifer thought as his hands went in to fist's his back still turned to raijin dancing.
Just as seifer knew fujin walked up behind raijin and slapped him in the back of the head. "IDIOT" she said in her usual rasp tone. " haw that hurts ya know" raijin said bending down to get away from her hand and rubbing the back of his head. fujin grabbed him by the shoulders and turned him to face her. "heyyyy what don't hurt me". he said raising his hands and looking at her eye
between his fingers. "Irritating" she said raising a eyebrow. Raijin stared at her for a sec then the light bulb went on in his head. He turned to seifer. "oh yeah, i'm sorry man i'm sure you'll catch on soon ya know" " Yeah seifer said waving the back of his hand at him. then he thought. This is
how it was every time, raijin would catch a fish , jump around like a little idiot and get hit by fujin. then tell him he was sorry. Its how it happened today in balamb harbor, and its how it happened in fishermans horizon where they had went after garden didn't let him back in.
seifer watched the ocean as raijin sat down and cast out again. the water was deep blue and with out a wave it sparkled in the sun. "we should have stayed in FH ya know. I'm catching all these fish, but i can't sell them at a good price here ya know. "BORING" fujin said. " Damn straight seifer agreed." there was nothing to do there" " yeah to you guys, but i loved it plus we where making good money ya know." raijin paused for a second reeling is line in a little. " besides what are we going to do here" " GOOD POINT" fujin said. seifer shook his head letting out a deep breath. a part of him wanted to yell at them, tell them to shut the hell up. That he didn't want to hear any voices right now. He mostly wanted to yell at raijin who had complained about coming here ever since he tolled them he was coming back to balamb. You didn't have to come. he wanted to say. But he didn't fujin and raijin were true friends who would follow him through thick and thin. They were the only ones who understood him he thought,. and the only ones who didn't think he was some evil man. He also felt responsible for them. because of his actions they had last there seed careers too. With all that he felt entirely in there debt. He only hoped he could make it up to them someday.
raijin jumped up again another fish in his hook. "I'm good at this ya know". seifer punched his palm he was fed up and afraid he would yell at raijin. seifer turned and stormed off the dock " stay i'm going for a walk." he said as he passed the still dancing raijin by. raijin stopped and watched with
fujin as he disappeared in to the town. " gee what's his problem?" raijin asked. fujin kicked him in the shin "IDIOT" The kick send raijin hoping on on feet holding his fishing pole in one hand the fish dragging on the dock, he rubbed his shin with the other hand. "OUCH that hurts ya know" " I KNOW" fujin said smiling
seifer walked through town. hands tucked away in the pockets of his white trench coat that went down to his ankles that he always wore. He wasn't sure where he was walking to. He only knew that he wanted to walk. as he did he began to think. Raijin has a point, what are they going to do here? there was nothing for them here. most of the people in town hate us. in FH no one really knew them. plus they were making good money, and raijin was happy there. but i wasn't i hadn't been since i woke up from the sorceress brainwashing and found myself not a seed and rinoa in squall's arms.............rinoa he didn't even want to think about that. so he pushed it from his mind, quickly filling his thoughts with a song he had heard on the radio earlier
As he continued to walk he saw dirty looks from every one he come in eye contact with. He could hear them talking as he passed " there he is the sorceress knight" " why don't they do something about him. "he simply ignored it, although the idea keep creeping in his mind to tell them all to fuck off and drop it, it wasn't his fault, but that would show that he cared what people thought about him, and he didn't......did he? people like rinoa maybe? no no NO! shut up mind he said to himself. Hyne he didn't know what he felt anymore. It was all jumbled in his mind. The only clear thing was a growing sense to find something in his life so that he wouldn't be a failure and that
feeling was eating at him more and more.
He come to a bench near the train station and sat down, head laid back looking up at the blue cloud less sky. He was trying to block the things he didn't want to think about, but it was a losing battle. He thought back on way he had come to balamb all in a hurry. How he had been sitting in a bar in FH and saw a news report of how Squall leonhart the hero who saved the world was getting married to a girl named rinoa heartilly as soon as he heard it a mixture or jealousy, hatred, and sadness filled his soul. He ran out of the bar packed his things and got the next train to balamb. He wasn't sure what he was going to do maybe kill squall, who he blamed for his current
situation mr. hero was respected in the world. He could tell them all that it wasn't his fault, but he didn't ,and worse he threw a man he had know his hole life from his only home. It made him so angry. Squall saying that he couldn't let him back in, the counsel thinks its best. BULLSHIT.. just
a lame excuse to toss blame on someone. the sorceress was gone so lay it on seifer. A part of him really wanted to kill squall. It was squall's fault not his that's all he told himself for the last year. he also thought that maybe he could just talk to rinoa, but what would he say..................... . HYNE DAMN IT he thought. stop thinking about her.
He looked straight again trying to clear his head, when out of the crowd of people walking by he saw squall, arm around rinoa. a big smile on his face looking like he didn't have a care. Seifer almost jumped behind the bench so they wouldn't see him but stopped himself as they walked by not seeing him. He felt his heart drop weighted down with sadness as he saw rinoa, and felt his soul burn with rage as he saw squall. He had to sit on his hands to keep himself from grabbing his gunblade that was in his coat and driving it through squall's skull. " oh hyne why am i being tormented like this" he watched rinoa her dark hair and graceful steps until she disappeared
behind a corner. He closed his eyes, he couldn't keep it from his mind any longer and he finally admitted to himself. He fought off tears as the words crossed his mind. " I LOVE HER."
NOTES* Wow, well now the story is starting to get a plot, more to come more to see so keep on reading and reviewing. I really wanted to show a seifer that was tormented with himself and still held a flame for rinoa. I have not seen many fic's dealing with that. There is a moment in the game where rinoa
talks about a summer with seifer. I wanted to write about that. that seifer may have fallen in love with her, and that when he turned back to normal that those feeling would still be there. Well more to come. please review and be honest i want to know if i am doing a good job.
chapter 2
Squall turned away from the window and looked back at the bed. He smiled as he stared at rinoa who was still asleep. check on pillow, black hair falling just past her shoulders. the paleness of her back exposed to him. Legs warped in sheets of white. she is so beautiful he thought and as he stood there he thought about waking her with a kiss on that cheek he could see. "after all this was the day that they had to go back to garden. It would be nice to watch the forest with her before they leave." After a few more seconds of thought he decided not to. she was so peaceful, why disturb such a scene?
Squall walked to the kitchen and poured the little bit of wine left from last night into a cup quickly he drank it, and walked back to the window to look at the greenery some more.
It really was a striking forest he thought. he and rinoa had planed to walk around it in the days they where here, and take in the full majesty of the place, but they never left the cabin. In the 3 days they had lost themselves in passion, body's, and sheets. finally getting out the desires they held at bay for so long. he thought back on the last 3 days and was amazed at how much passion can just take over. They both had been like people possessed there only wish to please and explore each others body's. showing there love in new found ways. Before when he was a virgin he felt it would be more thought out." ok i did this now i'm going to do that". and maybe it was for others. But not for him and rinoa. Not that night at garden or here..he wasn't thinking he was just doing and feeling it all at once. sometimes fast and furious, sometimes slow and sweet, but always with love. a river of passion flowed out of them, never stopping just slowing and building up to get quicker again. At times it was overwhelming he understood now why people yelled and moaned. The emotion called for it.
squall closed his eyes picturing all they had done. he couldn't focus on just one thing a million sights flashed in his mind all of them loving and exotic. . her body, her face, her hair, her eyes. her screams of delight. the devious smile she sometimes got. he could feel himself very aroused now and the
thought crossed him that maybe he should wake her up. so that they could lose themselves once more., and just when he was about to turn towards her his mind made up. he felt her body on his back, one of her breasts rubbing against his spine, and her arms around his stomach. Then a soft voice in her ear." I hope no body passes by here they'll get a pretty good view of my husband". he opened his eyes, smiled and turned around putting his arms around rinoa and kissing her as he said Good morning". in her same soft tone. "good morning" she said with a smile her cheeks turned a tiny bit red as she felt his arousal on her belly." gee i wonder what you been thinking about" rinoa said in a playful tone. " don't worry its about you" squall said back as he kissed down her neck. rinoa whispered "god" and closed her eyes taking in how good that felt. like a waterfall of pleasure
falling down her neck she rubbed his hair as he continued to nipping God her skin is so soft squall thought as he kissed some more. Both of them could feel instincts they had just recently began learning about taking over. A few minutes later they were in bed, getting lost again in passion .
Losing themselves again as they did they also last track of time and had to rush back to timber to catch the train to balamb. There had been a rapidness to every thing back in the cabin. He and rinoa had to run through the cabin rooms throwing clothes into suitcase's and quickly get dressed having no time to pay attention to appearance. it took the most time to find the stray clothes that where thrown with out care during there love making.
They drove fast to the city and ran furiously through the train station. It seemed to squall that they knocked down half the people that were walking by, and as they got on the train with minutes to spare he thought that they must have looked like thief's skipping town. with there hair uncombed and clothes sticking out of the suitcases squall laughed as he and rinoa huffed and puffed to catch there breath. " What " rinoa asked between huffs. "Oh nothing just thinking how we must have looked running like that. "rinoa smiled her breathing now back to normal. " Well at least you got a workout, look at you out of breath. married only 3 days and already your letting yourself go."
Squall laughed and gave her a kiss on the cheek then walked with her to the seed private room.
When they got there they dropped there suitcases to the floor. They both had the same idea. and made a beeline to the red couch in the back of the room. they sat next to each other. then rinoa slipped her head on to squalls chest, and he put his arms around her. They were both tired he thought, the honey moon had little sleep the hole time they had fought off fatigue with the force of there passion, but it had caught up with them as soon as they stepped on the train." i'm tired" rinoa said in a yawn. " me to" squall said eyes already closed, drifting off to sleep. "Wake me when we get to
balamb" she said "ok" squall replied, and was going to say i love you, but the darkness growing in his mind swallowed up the words and he feel asleep. They both did and they slumbered all the way back to balamb.
seifer sat, fishing pole in hand, getting more and more irritated as raijin jumped up with his tenth fish of the day hanging of his hook. "yeah i'm good at this ya know" raijin said as he danced around in a little circle holding the fish up. With irritated seifer even more then him catching the fish which
seifer couldn't seem to do.
As raijin continued to dance, seifer jumped up and threw his pole in to the water, "DAM IT" he yelled. feeling just as mad at his own inability as he was with raijin antics. fuck i am trained in fighting skills that take years to learn but i can't catch a damn fish. and why the hell does raijin keep having to do that, doesn't he fucking learn? he knows what's going to happen next. seifer thought as his hands went in to fist's his back still turned to raijin dancing.
Just as seifer knew fujin walked up behind raijin and slapped him in the back of the head. "IDIOT" she said in her usual rasp tone. " haw that hurts ya know" raijin said bending down to get away from her hand and rubbing the back of his head. fujin grabbed him by the shoulders and turned him to face her. "heyyyy what don't hurt me". he said raising his hands and looking at her eye
between his fingers. "Irritating" she said raising a eyebrow. Raijin stared at her for a sec then the light bulb went on in his head. He turned to seifer. "oh yeah, i'm sorry man i'm sure you'll catch on soon ya know" " Yeah seifer said waving the back of his hand at him. then he thought. This is
how it was every time, raijin would catch a fish , jump around like a little idiot and get hit by fujin. then tell him he was sorry. Its how it happened today in balamb harbor, and its how it happened in fishermans horizon where they had went after garden didn't let him back in.
seifer watched the ocean as raijin sat down and cast out again. the water was deep blue and with out a wave it sparkled in the sun. "we should have stayed in FH ya know. I'm catching all these fish, but i can't sell them at a good price here ya know. "BORING" fujin said. " Damn straight seifer agreed." there was nothing to do there" " yeah to you guys, but i loved it plus we where making good money ya know." raijin paused for a second reeling is line in a little. " besides what are we going to do here" " GOOD POINT" fujin said. seifer shook his head letting out a deep breath. a part of him wanted to yell at them, tell them to shut the hell up. That he didn't want to hear any voices right now. He mostly wanted to yell at raijin who had complained about coming here ever since he tolled them he was coming back to balamb. You didn't have to come. he wanted to say. But he didn't fujin and raijin were true friends who would follow him through thick and thin. They were the only ones who understood him he thought,. and the only ones who didn't think he was some evil man. He also felt responsible for them. because of his actions they had last there seed careers too. With all that he felt entirely in there debt. He only hoped he could make it up to them someday.
raijin jumped up again another fish in his hook. "I'm good at this ya know". seifer punched his palm he was fed up and afraid he would yell at raijin. seifer turned and stormed off the dock " stay i'm going for a walk." he said as he passed the still dancing raijin by. raijin stopped and watched with
fujin as he disappeared in to the town. " gee what's his problem?" raijin asked. fujin kicked him in the shin "IDIOT" The kick send raijin hoping on on feet holding his fishing pole in one hand the fish dragging on the dock, he rubbed his shin with the other hand. "OUCH that hurts ya know" " I KNOW" fujin said smiling
seifer walked through town. hands tucked away in the pockets of his white trench coat that went down to his ankles that he always wore. He wasn't sure where he was walking to. He only knew that he wanted to walk. as he did he began to think. Raijin has a point, what are they going to do here? there was nothing for them here. most of the people in town hate us. in FH no one really knew them. plus they were making good money, and raijin was happy there. but i wasn't i hadn't been since i woke up from the sorceress brainwashing and found myself not a seed and rinoa in squall's arms.............rinoa he didn't even want to think about that. so he pushed it from his mind, quickly filling his thoughts with a song he had heard on the radio earlier
As he continued to walk he saw dirty looks from every one he come in eye contact with. He could hear them talking as he passed " there he is the sorceress knight" " why don't they do something about him. "he simply ignored it, although the idea keep creeping in his mind to tell them all to fuck off and drop it, it wasn't his fault, but that would show that he cared what people thought about him, and he didn't......did he? people like rinoa maybe? no no NO! shut up mind he said to himself. Hyne he didn't know what he felt anymore. It was all jumbled in his mind. The only clear thing was a growing sense to find something in his life so that he wouldn't be a failure and that
feeling was eating at him more and more.
He come to a bench near the train station and sat down, head laid back looking up at the blue cloud less sky. He was trying to block the things he didn't want to think about, but it was a losing battle. He thought back on way he had come to balamb all in a hurry. How he had been sitting in a bar in FH and saw a news report of how Squall leonhart the hero who saved the world was getting married to a girl named rinoa heartilly as soon as he heard it a mixture or jealousy, hatred, and sadness filled his soul. He ran out of the bar packed his things and got the next train to balamb. He wasn't sure what he was going to do maybe kill squall, who he blamed for his current
situation mr. hero was respected in the world. He could tell them all that it wasn't his fault, but he didn't ,and worse he threw a man he had know his hole life from his only home. It made him so angry. Squall saying that he couldn't let him back in, the counsel thinks its best. BULLSHIT.. just
a lame excuse to toss blame on someone. the sorceress was gone so lay it on seifer. A part of him really wanted to kill squall. It was squall's fault not his that's all he told himself for the last year. he also thought that maybe he could just talk to rinoa, but what would he say..................... . HYNE DAMN IT he thought. stop thinking about her.
He looked straight again trying to clear his head, when out of the crowd of people walking by he saw squall, arm around rinoa. a big smile on his face looking like he didn't have a care. Seifer almost jumped behind the bench so they wouldn't see him but stopped himself as they walked by not seeing him. He felt his heart drop weighted down with sadness as he saw rinoa, and felt his soul burn with rage as he saw squall. He had to sit on his hands to keep himself from grabbing his gunblade that was in his coat and driving it through squall's skull. " oh hyne why am i being tormented like this" he watched rinoa her dark hair and graceful steps until she disappeared
behind a corner. He closed his eyes, he couldn't keep it from his mind any longer and he finally admitted to himself. He fought off tears as the words crossed his mind. " I LOVE HER."
NOTES* Wow, well now the story is starting to get a plot, more to come more to see so keep on reading and reviewing. I really wanted to show a seifer that was tormented with himself and still held a flame for rinoa. I have not seen many fic's dealing with that. There is a moment in the game where rinoa
talks about a summer with seifer. I wanted to write about that. that seifer may have fallen in love with her, and that when he turned back to normal that those feeling would still be there. Well more to come. please review and be honest i want to know if i am doing a good job.