*Disclaimer* I don't own Final Fantasy 8, and instead of poking fun at it, I'm trying to make a serious story here. So, don't sue, I own nothing. Seriously... LOTS OF SWEARING!

I washed myself, and washed myself, but I still never got rid of what did I have commited

It was happening, Rinoa was lying on Seifer's bed, and Seifer was over her kissing her or at least trying to kiss her. Every time Seifer bent down to kiss her, Rinoa closed her eyes and jerked her head the opposite way. Seifer growled and grumbled at her. Rinoa was crying the entire time, she hated Seifer with so much passion, yet she didn't want to lose her life, lose her one and only. So she gave up her body for a night, and kept her heart to herself.

Right when it was over, Rinoa got up and grabbed all her stuff. She turned toward the smirking Seifer and just shook her head and left the room. Seifer watched the door shut, then stood up and walked over to the tape recorder and and turned it off, making the red bleaming light, turn black once more. Seifer smirked pressing a button and an unmarked tape flew came into view. He glanced toward the door smirking.

"I'll still get you Squall.." Seifer laughed tossing the video tape into one of his drawers.

Squall was doing better now, with Seifer's blood he had manage to come out his coma, he was still sore, and in a extreme amount of pain. When Rinoa arived he acted like he was perfectly fine. Rinoa rushed to him, and held him pressing his head agaisnt her breast. She laid her head upon his head and let the tears run down from her eyes. Squall closed his eyes, and took a big breath. She seems sad.. Squall thought almost at once, he lifted his scarred face up to hers.

"Rinoa, what's wrong.. you seem sad...?" Squall asked slowly. Rinoa sniffled, tried to smile, failed, then whipped her tears away.

"Nothing, I was just afaird I lost you..." Rinoa whispered slowly, running her hand through Squall's hair. Squall slowly pulled away, and lifted her chin up to met his eyes. He smiled slowly.

"You'll never lose me, not again Rinoa.." Squall kissed her gently, which Rinoa returned happily. She kissed him deeply as if it was the last time they would ever kiss, then she pulled away slowly. Rinoa gently ran her hand down Squall's cheek, and left the room. Squall just watched her go, frowning slightly he laid back in his bed . I sure hope she's ok... I don't want to lose her again.. Squall thought as he drifted into uneasy sleep.

Rinoa walked down the hallway whipping her eyes, the tears would not stop.

"Stop please.. Stop crying Rinoa!" Rinoa sniffled wrapping her arms around her tightly. Irivine wasn't standing that far away from her, he slowly walked toward her.

"Rinoa...are you ok?" He asked slowly, as if not to offend her. Rinoa stood up quickly whipping the last of the tears away.

"I didn't know anyone else was around, Yes I'm fine Irivine, why do you ask?" Rinoa started walking away, then Irivine grabbed her arm.

"If you want to talk about something Rinoa, I'm always here you know.." He nodded looking at her, making sure she understand. Rinoa smiled fakely and nodded quickly.

"Yeah, I know..Thanks cowboy.." Rinoa pulled away from his grip forcefully and walked down the hallway out of sight.

8 Months Later

Squall was healed now, but Rinoa's odd personality switch was still bugging him. I'm fine now, there shouldent be anything bothering her, I don't understand why she is acting this way. A grand ball was forming, it was the birth day of the defeat of the socresses and the end of world crisis. Each year it was held for the SeeD's honor and Rinoa's honor. It was later into that night, and everyone feels needed to show the tape of the first party, where Squall and Rinoa kissed for the first time. Cid popped the video in, but instead of the party, something else came up on the screen. Something horrible, it was Rinoa and Seifer in bed. Squall who was at the washroom at the time, walked in perfect timing to see Seifer and Rinoa uncensored. Rinoa sat down in her chair, her eyes filling with tears, she glared at Seifer who was staring at Squall with a smirk on his lips. Squall's face filled with sorrow, then was replaced by cockyness as he pointed at the screen.

"Heh.. Cheap editing trick..heh.." Squall said to himself nodding, as if beliving his own eyes.

"Squall.." Quistis started but Squall interupted her.

"HEY! You taught us about this. It's a fucking cheap editing trick, Rinoa would never do that, never.." Squall snapped looking around at everyone. He turned to Rinoa then looked at the screen then back at her.

"Go on Rinoa, tell them that this isn't real..." Squall pleaded. Rinoa slowly looked up at her, a single tear dripped down her cheek. Squall took a step back from her.

"You mean.." Squall started , then pointed to the screen.

"You fucked him?!" Squall rubbed his temples yelling. Rinoa stood up quickly whipping her eyes.

"Squall, listen to me it isn't like that I wasn't.." Rinoa started then Squall rose his hand, and opened his eyes slowly. They were cold, and red.

"Get the FUCK away from me, you Slut!! I almost DIED for you! And this is how you repair me, this? THIS! You sleep around with Seifer?! Who else did you sleep around with?! HUH?!" Squall marched toward her grapping her arms shaking her. Rinoa just sobbed, she was speechless. He pushed her back, Rinoa lost her balance and fell to the ground. Squall glared down at her and reached into his pockets, finding some loose change. He tossed it at her knees.

"There I paid my whore..." Squall turned around and started off.

"Squall please.." Rinoa cried out, Squall turned around quickly pointing at her.

"Don't come back here, Don't say my name, don't call me, just leave... I never ever want to see you around here again.." As Squall was speaking his voice was cracking, he seemed to be surgling with his tears, he quickly ran out of the view. Everyone looked slowly back at the screen, Irivine raised his eyebrows as he saw tears running down Rinoa's eyes. He finally reliazed what had happened. He turned to Seifer and started running toward him, he was followed by Zell. Irivine shoved Seifer hard.

"You sick FUCK!" Irivine spat in his face. Zell wasn't as kind, he shoved Seifer down onto a table and pinned him glaring at him. Seifer tried to move, Zell let go of one side and punched Seifer in the face, then shoved him harder into the table. Seifer winced from the forks and spoons under him. He looked up at Irivine smirking his lip dripping with blood.

"I won." Seifer coughed. Zell shoved him down even more.

"Won What!?" Zell snapped. Seifer winced and started panting his smirk never leaving his face.

"The War with Squall, It's over." Seifer laughed. Zell shoved him once more into the table, and let him go and walked away. Irivine looked down at Seifer with pity.

"I pity you, you just found pleasure in an action that ruined two people's lives, just for your silly pride, bastard. I hope God has mercy of your sick soul." Irivine ended his speech, he followed by spitting on Seifer. He walked toward Rinoa and helped her to her feet.

"Lets go.." Irivine said firmly.