Broken Hearted

*Disclaimer* Don't own anything

*Since Squall and Rinoa are together, I'm going to mess around with the other unknown couples of the game*

" We don't have to stay friends,

Lets pretend to be enemies

Yeah, whatever makes you happy

Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful

Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied."

Chapter 13

On Her knees

Seifer walked around the hallways, it had been about 2 weeks since Squall and Rinoa had gotten back together. That's dandy for them Seifer thought annoyed watching the couple whisper in the library and kiss when they were in the cafe. It was a known fact that Seifer had done that thing to Rinoa, that stupid thing that made Quistis slap him, and walk away from him crying. He didn't regret the fact that he'd hurt Squall and Rinoa. What he did regret however was the fact that he hurt Quistis, he swore he'd never do that again, but he did. Now Seifer had to get Quistis back, he had to, he could never admit it to anyone, but he loved her. He wanted some company, Seifer was also alone. Always lonely, he acted smug to reflect the fact he was messed up, he didn't want to show the weakness that ate at his entire being. So he acted like a smart ass, he rebelled in a fatal cause to get attention, to be notice, maybe to be admired. Seifer never meant to almost kill Squall, no his dislike for Squall wasn't that deep. When he saw the opportunity to get Squall back for embarrassing him, he took it. To defeat Squall was Seifer's prime mission in life, but not much anymore, now he just wanted Quistis back. But the simple fact that Seifer had made Rinoa have sex with him, so Seifer would give Squall the blood he needed to live was still fresh in Quistis mind. Seifer sighed and stopped walking, crossing his arms across his chest he looked down, a sudden thought had entered his mind, and it was threatening. What if she never forgives me? Seifer shook his head firmly, trying to convince himself. She will, she has to, I care about her. Seifer cursed himself, here he was torn over this, this girl that he loved, but the urge to destroy Squall took that chance away, took his chance away. Seifer started walking then stopped as if getting hit with something. I screwed myself. Seifer gritted his teeth and pounded hard against the hallway walls, over and over again he did it.

"Fuck! " He cried over and over again, taking out his fury on the wall.

"Fuck you Squall!" Seifer yelled giving the wall another kick, then he stopped. Seifer leaned against the wall and slide down looking down toward the carpet.

"No, not Squall. He didn't do anything, fuck ..me... I did this, I did this to her and me." Seifer muttered putting his head in his hands. He pounded the wall once more with his elbow then slowly stood up. Silently Seifer walked down the hallway toward his dorm room.

Quistis sighed leaving Squall and Rinoa's room. They're so happy she thought jealously. Quistis herself had never been so unhappy in her entire life. Of course it had nothing to do with the fact that Squall and Rinoa were together, she helped with that, she had worked on that. No, nothing like that. The burning sensation of depression rang in her now, the fact still stood that Seifer had forced Rinoa to sleep with him, to save Squall's life. Quistis had thought she had changed Seifer for the better, after they're year of dating, but she had failed. She failed like she failed at being a teacher, she failed like she failed when she lost Squall's heart to Rinoa. Quistis sighed and walked down the hallway toward her dorm, now all she wanted was to go straight to bed, lie down and sleep. She sighed looking upward and closing her eyes, hugging herself as she let her mind wander...

" Quistis, please forgive me, I didn't mean to do it, I swear." Seifer muttered looking away from her eyes. He was lying, and she knew this, he knew she knew this.

" Stop right there Seifer, that's bullshit you and I both know that. Don't waste my time, telling me made up stories about how your "so sorry". You aren't I know you aren't. You enjoyed watching Squall fall apart. You're a monster!" Quistis had said this entire speech calmly until the last part, where her voice failed her, it cracked slightly, showing the brink of emotion. Seifer's eyes widen at this last comment, people always talked shit about him, he always ignored it. But now, being called a monster by the one person he truly cared about had gotten to him. Seifer shook his head, stumbling slightly as if the words were actually a physical blow. Seifer raised his head, and straighten his jaw looking away from Quistis.

"Well if that's the way you feel, you can't be with a monster like me, I guess, well.. I guess we're through?" Seifer asked looking up at Quistis. Quistis bit the top of her lip and nodded slightly. Seifer took a step back, nodded once and walked away, not a look back, not even a pause. Quistis turned and walked away to, more or less ran away. Once she was out of view she collapsed and started crying uncontrollable.

Quistis hit something hard and bounced off, this dragged her thoughts away from the past and looked furiously at the thing that hit her. Seifer. She narrowed her eyes, as he narrowed his. They had tried to avoid each other if possible, neither one was strong enough to run into the other, they both were weak when it came to this. Quistis and Seifer held each other gaze, then slowly moved away. Seifer stopped and turned around looking at Quistis.

"It's bull shit you know.." He growled walking toward her. Quistis stopped and looked back, not in the mood for this.

"You know what, I'm not in the mood." She snapped watching him move closer to her. She took a step forward, showing that she wasn't afraid of Seifer. The truth was, she wanted to turn and run. Seifer and Quistis looked directly at each other. Seifer grabbed Quistis firm by the shoulders. Quistis taken off surprised jerked ever which way trying to free herself from him.
"What's wrong Quistis? Can't stand a monster touching you?!" He snapped looking at her carefully. Then Seifer slowly smirked and pulled her into him. Seifer's lips can in contact with Quistis. Quistis pulled away, but Seifer pulled her back to him. They're kiss was short, but passionate from both sides. Seifer was half shocked half encouraged by the fact that he wasn't the only only enjoying this kiss. Quistis let out a muffled moan. Seifer pulled away quickly looking at Quistis, who looked disappointed, then realizing what she had just did, turned her face into anger.

"Don't you ever touch me ever again, Seifer, you got that!" Quistis snapped walking away. Seifer grabbed her arm and pulled her back, wrapping his arms around her.

"Then why did you kiss back hmm? I'm a monster right? How did it feel to kiss a monster?" He smirked, watching her fake squirm.

"Don't tell me what I did, and how I feel Seifer.." Quistis pulled away from him. Before Seifer could reach for her, she delivered a powerful slap that echoed down the hall. Seifer's head jerked back, his eyes on her. The red mark of Quistis hand was on his face.

"Just can't keep your hands off hmm?" Seifer asked moving toward Quistis. She took a step back and pushed herself into the wall. Quistis screamed at Seifer.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" Quistis fell to her knees. Seifer grabbed her arm gently and moved to help her up, but a door opened, followed by loud shouts. Next thing Seifer knew he was pressed up to the wall, Squall's eyes narrowing as he held them there. Seifer blinked then took in the situation. Squall has me a position that he could kill me, after I made his girlfriend that he loves sleep with me, I was over Quistis who was on her knees screaming, and well this is peachy. Seifer narrowed his eyes looking at Squall.

"Put me down.." Seifer growled. Rinoa was standing behind Squall glaring at Seifer, she was in one of Squall's giant shirts, and shorts that weren't visible under the shirt.

"Got anything under there?" Seifer joked, Squall pressed his hand tighter around Seifer's throat making him cough.

"Not the right time to make jokes Seifer.." Squall growled. Quistis was now standing up, and brushing herself off. Seifer glared at her for that.

"What am I some disease Quistis?" He asked his voice strained. It hurt him to watch her do that. Quistis looked at Squall.

"Put it down." Quistis said slowly. Squall just kept his eyes on Seifer, Rinoa finally placed an arm on his shoulder, and he released Seifer. Seifer stumbled forward coughing slightly and rubbing his throat area. How easy she controls Squall, he must really love her. Seifer sighed slightly then looked around.

"You know I never meant to hurt anyone, but Squall." Seifer added truthfully, then turned and walked away. Quistis watched him, then turned to the couple.

" What are we going to do about him." Squall said still watching Seifer. Rinoa ran her fingers up and down Squall's arm sighing looking after Seifer.

"He isn't ours to deal with, hunny." Rinoa added this poking Squall in the stomach, and walking back into the room. Squall glanced back into the room, smiled slightly then looked at Quistis. Quistis turned her head away from Seifer, and watched Squall. He looked back to Seifer then to Quistis.

"His yours to deal with, do it as you chose." Squall nodded toward Seifer once more, turned and walked back into the room. Squall closed the door, and once again Quistis was alone. Mine to deal with? Why does everyone think his my problem? Quistis sighed and rubbed her temples.

"Of course, I love him..that's why." She sighed again and walked toward her room.