Part 5
Buffy stood in the middle of the crowded cafeteria, glancing back and forth
between her regular seat and an empty table across the room. After a few
seconds of inner debate, she decided that the empty table was the lesser of the
two evils. Buffy cast her 'friends' one final glance, then walked to the table,
pulled out a chair, and sat down. Then, she turned her thoughts towards her
*other* problem.
The three people who possibly had the knowledge to blow her secret wide open.
She had been looking for them all day, but so far, hadn't been able to find
them. Although, that was possibly a good thing, since she still wasn't sure
what she was going to say. In an attempt to figure that out, Buffy started a
list of the things that she knew about each of them, which, admittedly wasn't
much.
The one that had recognized her was Gunn, or more precisely, Charles Gunn. She
was shocked that he even knew her name since he was a senior. He was two years
older than her and, therefore, they didn't interact much. She had seen him
hanging out with a few different people a couple of times, but he really wasn't
a part of any particular group. He seemed to like to keep to himself.
The girl was Gunn's sister, Alonna. Buffy knew a little bit more about her
since they were both sophomores. Alonna hung out with some of the more popular
kids, so they had met a few times, but they had never really talked much. Like
her brother, she seemed to be a bit of a loner. The only person that Buffy had
seen her with regularly, was her with her boyfriend, Pike.
He was someone that Buffy knew almost nothing about. All that she knew was that
his real name was Patrick Cooper, but he preferred to be called Pike. This was
his first year at Hemery, so she hadn't had many chances to meet him.
Deep in her thoughts, Buffy was startled when a voice asked, "Are these
seats taken?"
Looking up quickly, Buffy saw the very people she had just been thinking about,
looking at her expectantly.
"Umm, no. Go ahead." she stammered in response.
They each grabbed a chair and seated themselves around the table. Once they
were settled, the three of them just looked at one another. Buffy observed that
both Pike and Alonna seemed to look to Gunn as the person who would start the
conversation.
After a moment of silence, he finally asked Buffy, "Why are you over here
all by yourself? Don't you usually sit over there?"
The question wasn't what she had been expecting and, therefore, caught her off
guard. She looked in the direction that he pointed, and sighed, "I can't
deal with them right now, I just need to be...away."
Alonna looked at her quizzically, "Did you guys have a fight or
something?"
Wariness of the strangers giving way to annoyance, Buffy said, "I missed a
stupid dance committee meeting Saturday morning and you would think that I had
committed one of the deadly sins. They've been on my case all morning. If I'm
way over here, I don't have to listen to them. It's not like they really care
if I'm around anymore anyway."
"You know, it's understandable that you would miss the meeting," Gunn
said. "You must have been tired."
"Tired?" she asked, caught off guard once again. Suddenly, Buffy
didn't like the way this was going, "Why would I be tired?"
Gunn looked at her seriously, "Oh you know, I just figured that all of
that fighting you did Friday night would be tiresome. It seems like that would
really take it out of you."
"Oh that," she replied with a nervous smile. Trying to play it down,
she said, "That was no big deal. We just came along at the right time and
must've scared them, because they all ran away. None of them put up a
fight."
"Oh, it was just some sort of gang attack?" Pike said, speaking up
for the first time. "That's funny, because they sure looked like vampires
to me. Do you know what I found even funnier? The fact that you *knew* that's
what they were and you weren't scared of them."
"Vampires?" Buffy repeated suspiciously, doing her very best to play
the part of the dumb blond.
"Yeah, vampires," Gunn replied matter-of-factly. "What we want
to know is what you were doing?"
Looking into the three serious faces, she realized that they weren't going to
back down. Somehow, they knew of the existence of vampires and because of that,
they would never accept one the lame excused she had to offer.
Giving in, she asked quietly, "How do you know about vampires?"
"Ok, if that's how you want it, I'll go first," Pike said with a sad
smile. "I've got this friend, his name is Benny...or his name was Benny. A
few months ago, Benny disappeared for a couple of days. I was beginning to get
worried when he suddenly turned up at my window. There was only one tiny
difference, had acquired a new set of fangs."
"I'm sorry," Buffy said immediately.
She always felt regret when she heard that someone had been changed or killed.
Since finding out that she was the Chosen One, she considered it her
responsibility to keep the public safe. Angel tried his best to comfort her,
but despite his warnings that she couldn't protect everyone, it still hurt.
Pike nodded, "So, now you know about me, it's your turn."
Taking a deep breath, Buffy began her tale. Giving them the 'In every
generation' speech that Angel had first given her, she told them about being
the slayer. When she had finally finished, she half expected them to tell her
that she was nuts and run away.
They simply nodded.
"Who was the guy that was with you?" Alonna asked.
"Um, that was Angel," Buffy stammered. She didn't want to tell them
anything about Angel. It wasn't her place to tell them about his life, he was
the only one who could do that. "He's a friend, he helps me
sometimes."
That seemed to be the opening that Gunn was waiting for, "We'll help you,
too"
Shocked, Buffy shook her head, "No! You can't!"
Motioning for her to be more quiet, he asked, "Why not?"
"It's too dangerous, you'll get hurt," she answered.
"Angel helps you, doesn't he? Why is it safe for him, but not for
us?" Alonna asked.
Buffy remained silent, stuck in her own lie. There was no way she could tell
them that Angel wasn't normal, but she had to try and dissuade them.
"He's fought them before, he knows what he's doing," she said
finally.
"If you teach us, we'll know what we are doing too," Pike said
determinedly.
"No," Buffy repeated, "I can't let you put yourselves in danger
like that. I don't have a choice; I'm the Chosen One. You do have a choice.
None of you have to do this, enjoy your life. No one deserves to see the things
that I face every night."
"I've already lost one friend; I don't want to lose anymore. I know that
we aren't 'super strong' like you, but I don't see how it could hurt to have
extra backup."
"Yeah," Gunn agreed, "The way I see it is this; we are going to
fight them. The only question is are you going to help us."
"Let me think about it," Buffy sighed. "I'll talk to Angel, see
what he thinks and I'll let you know tomorrow."
Alonna saw that the boys were about to protest. Knowing instinctively that
Buffy would never agree if they pushed further, Alonna quickly said, "That
sounds fair enough. So, Buffy, what do you do when your not saving the
world?"
~*~
"So, what do you think?" Buffy asked, then quickly jumped to the side
as Angel attempted to knock her feet out from under her.
She had been telling him about the scene that had occurred at lunch, while the
two of them were sparing. Over the last few months they had become almost equal
in combat skills. Their many training sessions had caused them to fall into a
routine, so it was relatively easy to keep the conversation going while they
trained.
"It sounds like this Pike has a reason to fight," Angel said, now
dodging a punch from Buffy. "Now that he knows there are people who fight
the demons, you may not be able to stop him trying."
At his statement, Buffy stopped and stared at him, "Angel, are you crazy?
He'll get himself killed!"
Deciding that it was time for a break, Angel walked off the mat and motioned
for Buffy to follow him. He picked up a bottle of water and a towel and handed
them to Buffy, while he tried to figure out how to explain his thoughts to her.
Once they were both seated comfortably on the floor, he said, "It's
guaranteed that he'll get killed...if he's alone. But, if he's trained
correctly and in a group, he'll have a better chance. Isn't that better than
the three of them going out there alone and unprepared?"
"I can't believe I'm hearing this," she sighed. "Are you
suggesting that we train them?"
Angel shrugged, "Why not? It will be safer for them that way. Besides, if
they're around, you won't be alone anymore."
"I'm not alone," Buffy smiled, "I have you."
"You know what I meant," he replied, not looking at her.
Buffy could have sworn that she had embarrassed him with her comment, although
that hadn't been her intention. She decided not to comment on it and asked,
"So, we're doing the group thing now?"
"I think that's our only option," he replied.
"Ok," Buffy said, "What are we going to tell them about you? How
are we going to explain to them why you are so strong?"
"For now, I'd rather not tell them the whole story," he answered
honestly. "We'll figure it out as we go along. Why don't you bring them by
here tomorrow after you get out of school? It will give me a chance to meet
them, and maybe we can explain a few things."
Standing up, Buffy said, "Ok, if that's what you want to do."
Angel nodded and accepted the hand that Buffy offered. She pulled him to his
feet and together, they moved to finish their workout.
~*~
"This all seems so weird," Alonna commented as they walked away from
the warehouse.
Buffy smiled gently, "You'll get used to it...or maybe I should say, learn
to accept it. I don't know if anyone could really get used to it."
The two of them glanced back at Gunn and Pike, who were trailing along behind.
They had to fight to conceal their mirth at the image the two sulking guys
made.
At lunch that day, Buffy had told the three of them that she and Angel would
train them. So, as previously decided, the group had gone to the warehouse to
meet Angel after school. The five of them had talked for a little while, before
Gunn and Pike decided that they should prove themselves. They wanted to show
that they were as good as anyone else in a fight. Unfortunately, Buffy and
Angel had quickly shown them that they had a lot to learn. Neither of the guys
had been hurt, but their egos were sufficiently bruised.
Because of their previous knowledge of Buffy superior strength, they weren't
really bothered by her ability, even though she was a girl. It was the fact
that Angel had easily batted away their attempts to best him that had them in a
huff. Of course they had no way of knowing that he also possessed extreme
strength. Angel hadn't wanted to embarrass them, but the two of them had to be
shown that things were going to be tough.
Angel still hadn't completely made up his mind on what to tell them about
himself. The more the teens were around, the more differences they were sure to
notice. But for now, he just couldn't chance their reaction. Once they had
become accustom to the way things were, he and Buffy would find a way to tell
their new friends about his...lifestyle.
Abruptly Alonna asked, "So, what's up with you and Angel?"
"What do mean?" Buffy asked, giving her a quizzical look.
"Don't look so innocent," Alonna laughed, "There are definite
sparks there."
Buffy shook her head, "No, it's nothing like that. We're just
friends."
Even as she said it, Buffy couldn't help but think back to that night at the
movies. She had been so sure that Angel was about to kiss her. Now that she had
time to think about it, her certainty was fading. They had been together almost
all weekend, but he hadn't made any move to try again. Nothing was different;
he had acted the same as always.
Basically, the whole situation had her confused.
"Ok," Alonna replied, deciding to let it go for now. She and Buffy
still didn't know each other very well, although she intended to change that.
Through her whole life, she had never really had a close friend, except for her
brother, and later Pike. There was something about Buffy that made Alonna think
that the two of them could become good friends.
Once that happened, Alonna planned to find out what was going on between her
new friend and the tall, handsome man that she had just been introduced to.
Anyone who spent any time with the two of them would be able to feel the
undercurrents that they produced. Their feelings were obvious, but they seemed
to be oblivious.
Right then, Alonna decided that she would be the one to open their eyes.
Glancing at Alonna, Buffy smiled. It was nice to have someone to talk to about
Angel, even if this particular conversation was a little embarrassing. Over the
last six months, she and Angel had become the closest of friend, and yet she
couldn't tell anyone about him. It had been a very difficult situation.
Looking around at her new friends, Buffy smiled once again. Maybe this change
wouldn't be so bad, after all
