Disclaimer- I am not JKR (which you should have figured *tutututut*) so
don't sue!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hellllllloooooo all!!!!!!!!! Sorry this has taken me soooo long, it's just that I've had a HUGE writers block. Actually, I don't know if I'm over it yet, but I feel really bad about not posting for awhile. Anyway, I'll try my best!!!!!! And THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH to the following people for reviewing my last chappy:
Hermione*Harry's lil angel gurl- Thanx! I know that it's really short, but I am just EVIL!!!
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (soz bout dat)
Princess Hermione- Why thank-you m'lady!!!!!! Well, here's more!!!!
Hermione- Thanx gurl!!!!!! Ya know Jack woz actin like a human being 2day (!). Neway thanx 4 r/r gal. Luv ya!! I'll explain the lunch thinny @ SM. I'll r/r ur new story soon soz!!!!!!!!!
Stardust- Thanx ssssooooooo much!!!!! you are r/r my fic YAHHHHHHHHOOOOO!!!!!!! I am so happy I am all warm n fuzzy inside I am happyhappyhap- *clears throat* -Soz. Any way you'll just have to wait n see who is with who!!! (Or I might make it agonizingly painful and introduce a new character!!!!!) You'll see. PLEASE POST ANOTHER CHAP. ON FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Any way enough ramblin on......
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Chapter 4
Sirius waited awhile at the bottom of the stairs and went up to bed. He soon fell asleep, which was not surprising considering the day's events. He did not, however, notice James sneaking through the dorm and down to the common room with his invisibility cloak and exiting the Gryffindor tower. James crept outside and pulled off his cloak. He ran down to the lake and fell in a crumpled heap near the edge. He sobbed and sobbed. Anyone would have been shocked. Brave James Potter, crying out his soul!
And no one who saw him would ever know why. James himself didn't even know why. It was just his instinct. He sobbed and sobbed until Dawn's artist flecked the sky with pink, yellow and orange. (AN- oooohhhh I'm a poet!!! And yes I know it is winter or autumn!). He then pulled himself up and sat on the edge of the lake. He picked up a pebble and threw it over the lake, it only fell into it, or rather was grabbed up by a smallish tentacle and pulled in. He hated the way that in movies the stones always bounced across the water. He carried on throwing pebbles and stones until the sky was bluish-grey.
He then noticed how cold it was. He'd been out all night in his pyjamas and he was freezing. He pulled on his cloak and ran up to the castle. James paused outside the Gryffindor common room entrance. He did not particularly feel like facing his friends at the moment. Anyway, he could always sneak into the kitchens to get something later on if he skipped breakfast. He turned and headed towards the library.
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Lily woke up quite early. Unusually early. It was about 7:00 am and she could not get back to sleep. She crept down to the common room and started reading. She turned quickly around as she heard something behind her. Slowly and shakily she asked 'Who's there?' she waited but there was no reply. She shut her book and went up to the boys dorm. She slowly crept in and looked around. Something wasn't right. Where was James? She sat down on Sirius' bed and shook him. He mumbled in his sleep 'Jaaaaaames.. gerrof...'
Lily whispered 'Sirius! Get up! Where's James?'
He opened one eye the shut it. He opened his other eye, and, in turn, shut that one too. He then opened both his eyes. 'Oh, hi Lily.. What's the matter? Don't you think it's just a bit too soon for you to come to my bed in the morning?'
Lily smiled. 'No, It's not that! Where's James?'
'In his bed- where d'you think?'
Lily looked over to his bed again. 'No he's not.'
'Huh?' Sirius got himself up and looked over at James' bed, 'Well, he's a big boy now, Jamsie can look after himself, I'm sure.'
Lily sighed, 'Okay. It's not really my problem anyway, I guess. Bye then! Go back to sleep!'
She got up from Sirius' bed and ran out of the dorm. Sirius smiled to himself.
Meanwhile, in the Library, James was getting up from the table. There wasn't really anything interesting there. Well, anything rather there wasn't anything that he could be interested in right then. He rested his head on the table and slowly fell asleep.
{Dream sequence}
He saw a blurred face. A pretty face, framed with a halo of dark red hair. The face was smiling at him. It definitely belonged to a girl. She was quite young- about 15-17. She just continued smiling. Slowly she mouthed to him- I love you! He felt really special- it just felt right. When he looked at the face he had a strange kind of warmth inside him. It was like a feeling of proudness, but also like he just wanted to take care of her forever, like he would die for her. But also that without her he would die- That without her his life would mean nothing. It would be nothing. Empty. Without her he would fade away into nothingness. He felt a strong urge of longing. Slowly she lifted her hand up to her lips and blew him a kiss. He was filled with love at that simple gesture. She winked at him- he was so overcome with emotions that he did the one thing he could- he blacked out completely.
James opened his eyes- and shut them again quickly. It hurt too much. There was complete whiteness and brightness around him. He slowly heard voices getting louder and louder. Dumbeldor entered the room, followed by Sirius, Peter and Remus. 'But he is okay? He'll be all right? Won't he?' A worried voice questioned. James recognised the voice as Remus'.
'Yes, yes.' replied Dumbeldor. James sat up slowly. 'What happened? Where am I? Why am I here?' He questioned them. Dumbeldor smiled. 'You will find out in time, You are in the hospital wing, Same answer as the first,' replied Dumbledore. A very young Madam Pomfrey bustled in. 'Excuse me, but I think my patient needs reast, he has just woken up, I hope you will under stand. Now please leave!' She shooed (is that even a word?) them out of the room. She began feeling James' forehead to see if he was warm (Yes I know he blaced out not inflamed) and gave him a goblet of blue stuff. 'Drink this,' She instructed him, 'You'll feel better once you have.'
'But there's nothing wrong with me!' protested James.
Madam Pomfrey raised her eyebrows. 'I think,' she began, 'That after three years of training I'd know that is someone has been completely blanked out for two days that there's something wrong with them.'
'TWO DAYS?' James shouted.
'Please Mr. Potter! Lower your voice I do have other patients!'
Someone from the bed oppoite James sneezed a small blue frog and Madam Pomfrey shook her head. She bustled off to her muttering 'Reverse effect... should've known.' She turned round to James, holding the frog in her hand, and said 'Now Sleep!'
James lowered himself in his bed and placed the potion on the table next to him. He slowly sighed as it all came back to him.He'd forgotten all the things that had made him go out the night he had blacked out. Lily. And Sirius.
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DONE!!!!! WHEEEEEE!!!! You like? Again. I'm sorry it's short, boring, rushed, etc...
I need at least sevn reviews before I write the next chapter- If I have nine and I still haven't written it you can sue!!!!!!!!!!
NOW PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hellllllloooooo all!!!!!!!!! Sorry this has taken me soooo long, it's just that I've had a HUGE writers block. Actually, I don't know if I'm over it yet, but I feel really bad about not posting for awhile. Anyway, I'll try my best!!!!!! And THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH to the following people for reviewing my last chappy:
Hermione*Harry's lil angel gurl- Thanx! I know that it's really short, but I am just EVIL!!!
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (soz bout dat)
Princess Hermione- Why thank-you m'lady!!!!!! Well, here's more!!!!
Hermione- Thanx gurl!!!!!! Ya know Jack woz actin like a human being 2day (!). Neway thanx 4 r/r gal. Luv ya!! I'll explain the lunch thinny @ SM. I'll r/r ur new story soon soz!!!!!!!!!
Stardust- Thanx ssssooooooo much!!!!! you are r/r my fic YAHHHHHHHHOOOOO!!!!!!! I am so happy I am all warm n fuzzy inside I am happyhappyhap- *clears throat* -Soz. Any way you'll just have to wait n see who is with who!!! (Or I might make it agonizingly painful and introduce a new character!!!!!) You'll see. PLEASE POST ANOTHER CHAP. ON FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Any way enough ramblin on......
***
Chapter 4
Sirius waited awhile at the bottom of the stairs and went up to bed. He soon fell asleep, which was not surprising considering the day's events. He did not, however, notice James sneaking through the dorm and down to the common room with his invisibility cloak and exiting the Gryffindor tower. James crept outside and pulled off his cloak. He ran down to the lake and fell in a crumpled heap near the edge. He sobbed and sobbed. Anyone would have been shocked. Brave James Potter, crying out his soul!
And no one who saw him would ever know why. James himself didn't even know why. It was just his instinct. He sobbed and sobbed until Dawn's artist flecked the sky with pink, yellow and orange. (AN- oooohhhh I'm a poet!!! And yes I know it is winter or autumn!). He then pulled himself up and sat on the edge of the lake. He picked up a pebble and threw it over the lake, it only fell into it, or rather was grabbed up by a smallish tentacle and pulled in. He hated the way that in movies the stones always bounced across the water. He carried on throwing pebbles and stones until the sky was bluish-grey.
He then noticed how cold it was. He'd been out all night in his pyjamas and he was freezing. He pulled on his cloak and ran up to the castle. James paused outside the Gryffindor common room entrance. He did not particularly feel like facing his friends at the moment. Anyway, he could always sneak into the kitchens to get something later on if he skipped breakfast. He turned and headed towards the library.
***
Lily woke up quite early. Unusually early. It was about 7:00 am and she could not get back to sleep. She crept down to the common room and started reading. She turned quickly around as she heard something behind her. Slowly and shakily she asked 'Who's there?' she waited but there was no reply. She shut her book and went up to the boys dorm. She slowly crept in and looked around. Something wasn't right. Where was James? She sat down on Sirius' bed and shook him. He mumbled in his sleep 'Jaaaaaames.. gerrof...'
Lily whispered 'Sirius! Get up! Where's James?'
He opened one eye the shut it. He opened his other eye, and, in turn, shut that one too. He then opened both his eyes. 'Oh, hi Lily.. What's the matter? Don't you think it's just a bit too soon for you to come to my bed in the morning?'
Lily smiled. 'No, It's not that! Where's James?'
'In his bed- where d'you think?'
Lily looked over to his bed again. 'No he's not.'
'Huh?' Sirius got himself up and looked over at James' bed, 'Well, he's a big boy now, Jamsie can look after himself, I'm sure.'
Lily sighed, 'Okay. It's not really my problem anyway, I guess. Bye then! Go back to sleep!'
She got up from Sirius' bed and ran out of the dorm. Sirius smiled to himself.
Meanwhile, in the Library, James was getting up from the table. There wasn't really anything interesting there. Well, anything rather there wasn't anything that he could be interested in right then. He rested his head on the table and slowly fell asleep.
{Dream sequence}
He saw a blurred face. A pretty face, framed with a halo of dark red hair. The face was smiling at him. It definitely belonged to a girl. She was quite young- about 15-17. She just continued smiling. Slowly she mouthed to him- I love you! He felt really special- it just felt right. When he looked at the face he had a strange kind of warmth inside him. It was like a feeling of proudness, but also like he just wanted to take care of her forever, like he would die for her. But also that without her he would die- That without her his life would mean nothing. It would be nothing. Empty. Without her he would fade away into nothingness. He felt a strong urge of longing. Slowly she lifted her hand up to her lips and blew him a kiss. He was filled with love at that simple gesture. She winked at him- he was so overcome with emotions that he did the one thing he could- he blacked out completely.
James opened his eyes- and shut them again quickly. It hurt too much. There was complete whiteness and brightness around him. He slowly heard voices getting louder and louder. Dumbeldor entered the room, followed by Sirius, Peter and Remus. 'But he is okay? He'll be all right? Won't he?' A worried voice questioned. James recognised the voice as Remus'.
'Yes, yes.' replied Dumbeldor. James sat up slowly. 'What happened? Where am I? Why am I here?' He questioned them. Dumbeldor smiled. 'You will find out in time, You are in the hospital wing, Same answer as the first,' replied Dumbledore. A very young Madam Pomfrey bustled in. 'Excuse me, but I think my patient needs reast, he has just woken up, I hope you will under stand. Now please leave!' She shooed (is that even a word?) them out of the room. She began feeling James' forehead to see if he was warm (Yes I know he blaced out not inflamed) and gave him a goblet of blue stuff. 'Drink this,' She instructed him, 'You'll feel better once you have.'
'But there's nothing wrong with me!' protested James.
Madam Pomfrey raised her eyebrows. 'I think,' she began, 'That after three years of training I'd know that is someone has been completely blanked out for two days that there's something wrong with them.'
'TWO DAYS?' James shouted.
'Please Mr. Potter! Lower your voice I do have other patients!'
Someone from the bed oppoite James sneezed a small blue frog and Madam Pomfrey shook her head. She bustled off to her muttering 'Reverse effect... should've known.' She turned round to James, holding the frog in her hand, and said 'Now Sleep!'
James lowered himself in his bed and placed the potion on the table next to him. He slowly sighed as it all came back to him.He'd forgotten all the things that had made him go out the night he had blacked out. Lily. And Sirius.
***
DONE!!!!! WHEEEEEE!!!! You like? Again. I'm sorry it's short, boring, rushed, etc...
I need at least sevn reviews before I write the next chapter- If I have nine and I still haven't written it you can sue!!!!!!!!!!
NOW PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!