HELLO! I am back writing serious stuff. This is my seconed attempt at yaoi, so be forgiving. This is 1x2x1 and includes Heero dying for Duo to realize how much he cares about him.

Warnings; Sorta yaoi (1x2x1) but also, 2xHx2, and it's a Deathfic!

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Disclaimer;Here goes nothin'...............I don't own Gundam Wing, dammit! O.K.!? So............buh-bye lawyers! Go pester somebody who hasn't disclaimed their's.

What the Author was on when she wrote this;

Coca cola, sugar on my rice crispes......one hour sleep...............pixie sticks, caffeine, Bob the Builder Mumbo No. 5 and so many things. I think I was feeling a bit depressed, too.

Heero stirred the coffee in front of him, thoughtfully. He was waiting for somebody. Somebody he cared about a lot.

An Americian boy of about sixteen with long, chestnut hair, bound in a plait, skipped happily into the cafe.

`Hey, Duo, over here!' Heero shouted and waved at him.

The boy skipped over. He lay the white roses down on the table, and said,'Hi Hee-chan, how's it hanging and what do you want?'

`I wanted to talk to you about something serouis............'

`Go right ahead!'

`I......ummmmm...........do you know Japanese, because this is kinda embrassing.......'

`Not much...........'

`O.K.............'

Heero mumbled something into his cup of coffee.

`Soz Heero, but I didn't hear you.'

`I........ummm............love you.'

`Y....y.yy......you what?!'

`I love you.'

`O.k.............slow the Heck dooooooooowwwwwnnnnnnnnn...........you said `I love you,', did you not?'

`I did Duo.'

Outside, thunder clapped, interrupting the teenage boy's converstion.

`This is kinda difficult to explain,'said Duo, taking a deep breath,'but I got Hil-koi now, and I've settled down with her. I don't want to move, and I don't want to start another relationship..........'

`Sorry Hee-chan, but............I lead a different life now...............'

Heero couldn't take it anymore. He rushed out into the pouring rain, not taking his coat. Visable tears poured down his checks, mingling with the rain.

------------------------DUO'S POV-------------------------

Heero asked me to go to the Himitsu cafe after work. Now the war is over, I got a job in a bar, and have finally settled down with Hil-koi.

Anyway, I was about 5/6 mins. late. I got flowers for Hilde. I got her white roses, because they are her faveourite, and remind her of when the Earth was virgin, and not stained by blood, sweat and tears. Heero was obviously despreate to tell me something, because he yelled and shouted at me when I came though the door, which is most unlike him.

When I got to his table, the converstion sorta went like this;

`I wanted to talk to you about something serouis............'

`Go right ahead!'

`I......ummmmm...........do you know Japanese, because this is kinda embrassing.......'

`Not much...........'

`O.K.............'

Heero mumbled something into his cup of coffee.

`Soz Heero, but I didn't hear you.'

`I........ummm............love you.'

`Y....y.yy......you what?!'

`I love you.'

`O.k.............slow the Heck dooooooooowwwwwnnnnnnnnn...........you said `I love you,', did you not?'

`I did Duo.'

He.....he said he loved me. I still do not beleive it. Our converstion continued after a rude clap of thunder, a little something like this;

`This is kinda difficult to explain,'said I, taking a deep breath,'but I got Hil-koi now, and I've settled down with her. I don't want to move, and I don't want to start another relationship..........'

`Sorry Hee-chan, but............I lead a different life now...............'

It's true! I mean, he's a great friend, not perfect, like he is soilder, but he's great...........but I just never thought about him in.......that way before.

Heero.............he ran out crying! Like, wow! He can be in agoney from a gun-shot wound, and not cry, but hand him deserpointment in love and he is off crying like a baby!

I guess I don't know how I feel about him right now. I guess I feel said I could provide for him, but I also feel glad I said no. I like Hil-koi a bit dearer then him, but I trust him more as a friend. I guess I should go find him........it's pouring outside, and he forgot his coat.

---------------------HEERO'S VERSION-------------------------

I can't stop running now. And I can't stop the persistent tears flowing down my cheeks. I just poured all my feelings out to commraid during hard times, and best friend in these times of peace, and he says he has someone else.................Hilde.

There's a tight pain in my chest that feels like I have been shot, but I know I haven't. It has nothing to do with the fact I'm breathless from running to hard and too fast. It's there because I'm crying so hard, and my body isn't used to the sobs raking my body.

I don't know where I am running. I shove past people in the streeet, finally stopping in an allyway.

I crouch in a small corner, hoping to die. Then it occures to me. I can. Die, that is.

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No, I still love you Hee-chan, don't cry! But I'm gonna do something really horible to you next chap.! Sorry!