Random scribblings of a Digimon Tamer: Rika's Diary

Why can't Renamon Digivolve? We've spent hours training together. I don't think she even realizes what I'm sacrificing for her. How many times have I risked my neck going with her to the digital energy fields to battle, or lost sleep to track the nocturnals? Thank god she can vanish though, just imagine what my mom would say if she found a giant fox in the backyard. I really don't understand why she doesn't do it in battle though.
Maybe she's too reliant on Digi Modify. I should do it less often, or use stronger cards.

Renamon will be the best. Just like me.

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Saw a tamed Digivolved Digimon for myself today. It was that Henry's Terriermon - Digivolved into Gargomon. I don't say this often, but it was scary - Gargomon was completely out of control. I hate to say it, but if it weren't for big dino-boy, I would have been rabbit meat.
What's really strange - in the card game Terriermon can Digivolve for itself, but Renamon needs two Digi Modify cards. Unfortunately, cards that I don't have yet. How can I be Digimon Queen and not have those cards? I have to get those cards - I have to.

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You know, sometimes I really can't stand my mom. Always off on her stupid photo shoots on the other side of the world while I have to stick with Grandma and Renamon back in Japan. And she really doesn't know a thing about girls - about me anyway. If you're a mom you're meant to know your own daughter! Why can't she realize that I don't like dresses and make up, I'm the Digimon QUEEN for goodness sake! Why can't she understand.. Why???

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People always think I'm so cool, being Digimon Queen and all, having a model for a mom doesn't help much either. There was this little girl today who told me she wanted to be me! How can they know what it's like being me.. They think my life's perfect. If it is, why can't Renamon Digivolve?

These sunglasses... I won't take them off. They've been a part of me for ten years.
This is me.