Chapter 55
Jeff slid his hand down to the small of her back & pulled her shirt out of the waist band of her jeans, all the time he kissed her neck & her shoulder. His breathing was heavy, almost gasping & the tears still slowly trickled down her cheeks.
"Why Jeff?" She whispered. "Why now? Why?"
"Because I love you. Because I want you."
He put his hand down into the back of her jeans & pulled her against his body, pressing his hardness against her.
"We cant do this......we cant.....Adam....I...."
"Shhh...." He pressed a finger to her lips & she looked up into his eyes, blinking away her tears.
"Ive loved you for so long Gemma...I just didnt see it.....not until..."
"Until now Im getting married?!"
She mustered all of her strength & with both hands on his chest shoved him away. He staggered back, slightly stunned.
"YOU LOVE ME?!!" She screamed at him. Jeff nodded & Gemma let out a sarcastic laugh. She ran a hand through her hair & shook her head. "YOU COMPLETE BASTARD!!" She spat venomously at him, tears still stinging her face. "YOU TOTAL FUCKING BASTARD!!!" She turned & banged her fist on the door, sobbing.
"Gemma....I..."
She whirled around to face him.
"Dont even think you can begin to put this right!!"
She shoved past him & went to the window, one hand on her hip & the other almost tearing the hair from the top of her head. Jeff just stood there, arms at his side & his head down.
"Why now? Why did you wait? All this time Jeff! All these fucking years!! Jesus I cant believe this is happening!!" She put her head in her hands & sobbed.
"I thought you felt the same way Gemma or I wou..." He walked towards her & she held out the palm of her hand.
"DONT!"
He stopped, his eyes filling with tears.
"You have no idea how I feel about you! You have no right to ASSUME how I feel about you!"
She lunged for him, thumping his chest & shoulders with her fists & he stood there & took it. He put his arms around her & pulled her in tightly until she could no longer hit him. She gave in & stopped fighting, sobbing into his chest. He stroked her hair.
"Im so sorry Gemma!" He whispered.
"I love you Jeff!" She sobbed. "I fucking love you so much!"
A tear fell down his cheek as he held her in his arms, he never thought he would hear those words from her.
"This is crazy! What are we gonna do Gem?Ive been so stupid! Im so sorry!!"
She shook her head, she couldnt speak.
After a few minutes Gemma calmed down, still sniffing & shaking all over. He turned her face to his & softly brushed his lips against hers.They both yearnedfor this kiss but were both too scared to do anything. Eventually they gave in & their tongues intertwined as they passionatley kissed. She put her hand behind his head & carressed his neck, running her fingers through his hair. His hand slid up the front of her top & gently squeezed her breast. She broke the kiss, gasping for air & Jeff lifted her top up over her head & let it fall to the floor, then he did the same with his own. He pulled her close to him & the feel of flesh on flesh gave Gemma goosebumps all over her body. She wasnt thinking of Adam as he kissed her & she dug her nails into his back. She wasnt thinking of anything other than how much she had longed for this moment to happen.
Her fingers traced the waistband of his jeans until she found the button, undid it & pushed them to the floor. Then she stepped out of her own & he lay her back gently on the bed, staring at this beautiful body he had wanted for so long. He lay down beside her, facing her & kissed her neck, working his way down until his lips brushed her nipple. Gemma gasped as his tongue carressed her body, she was shaking, she couldnt stop.
For an hour they kissed & carressed each other, exploring every inch of each other's body's, never wanting to stop.
Jeff climbed on top of her & slowly slid his body upwards. As he entered her she cried out & bit on her lip. He held her tightly, she dug her nails into his back & his shoulders, completely engulfed in the passion, nothing else mattered. As Jeff slowly moved up & down he whispered, "I love you." In her ear.
She was in complete extasy. She closed her eyes praying this would never end. Every inch of her body cried out for him & she'd never felt like this before in her life. She'd already climaxed once before Jeff was even inside her & now she could feel another building up as Jeff thrust into her faster & deeper.
She threw her head back, arched her back & cried out! They climaxed together in a frenzy as she clawed at his back & pulled his hair.
Then when it was over & they'd caught their breath they both cried. Just held each other tightly & cried.
"I never want to let you go Gem!" Jeff sniffed. "Dont marry him Gemma! I love you so much!"
"I love you too Jeff!" She sobbed into his chest. Eventually they fell asleep, emotionally & physically exhausted.
Amy saw them together. Adam called her around midnight to see if Gemma was there & she'd gone into Jeff's room to see if he knew where she was. She was stunned to see them curled up together under the sheet, their clothes strewn all over the room! She told Adam Gemma was asleep in the spare room so he said he'd leave her there until morning. Amy made a mental note to hang Gemma for this!!
Matt saw them too! Amy couldnt keep it to herself after Matt looked in the spare room & found it empty. She told him what she saw, he said "NO WAY!" & went & had a look for himself, exclaiming "HOLY SHIT!" As he closed the door again.
Gilbert also saw them. He heard Matt & went to see what was wrong. Matt tried to play it down, tried to get him away from Jeff's room but it was no use. He went in, saw them together, nodded his head & walked away.
"Dad?" Said Matt a little puzzled with his father's reaction!
"It was bound to happen son.......eventually."
Jeff slid his hand down to the small of her back & pulled her shirt out of the waist band of her jeans, all the time he kissed her neck & her shoulder. His breathing was heavy, almost gasping & the tears still slowly trickled down her cheeks.
"Why Jeff?" She whispered. "Why now? Why?"
"Because I love you. Because I want you."
He put his hand down into the back of her jeans & pulled her against his body, pressing his hardness against her.
"We cant do this......we cant.....Adam....I...."
"Shhh...." He pressed a finger to her lips & she looked up into his eyes, blinking away her tears.
"Ive loved you for so long Gemma...I just didnt see it.....not until..."
"Until now Im getting married?!"
She mustered all of her strength & with both hands on his chest shoved him away. He staggered back, slightly stunned.
"YOU LOVE ME?!!" She screamed at him. Jeff nodded & Gemma let out a sarcastic laugh. She ran a hand through her hair & shook her head. "YOU COMPLETE BASTARD!!" She spat venomously at him, tears still stinging her face. "YOU TOTAL FUCKING BASTARD!!!" She turned & banged her fist on the door, sobbing.
"Gemma....I..."
She whirled around to face him.
"Dont even think you can begin to put this right!!"
She shoved past him & went to the window, one hand on her hip & the other almost tearing the hair from the top of her head. Jeff just stood there, arms at his side & his head down.
"Why now? Why did you wait? All this time Jeff! All these fucking years!! Jesus I cant believe this is happening!!" She put her head in her hands & sobbed.
"I thought you felt the same way Gemma or I wou..." He walked towards her & she held out the palm of her hand.
"DONT!"
He stopped, his eyes filling with tears.
"You have no idea how I feel about you! You have no right to ASSUME how I feel about you!"
She lunged for him, thumping his chest & shoulders with her fists & he stood there & took it. He put his arms around her & pulled her in tightly until she could no longer hit him. She gave in & stopped fighting, sobbing into his chest. He stroked her hair.
"Im so sorry Gemma!" He whispered.
"I love you Jeff!" She sobbed. "I fucking love you so much!"
A tear fell down his cheek as he held her in his arms, he never thought he would hear those words from her.
"This is crazy! What are we gonna do Gem?Ive been so stupid! Im so sorry!!"
She shook her head, she couldnt speak.
After a few minutes Gemma calmed down, still sniffing & shaking all over. He turned her face to his & softly brushed his lips against hers.They both yearnedfor this kiss but were both too scared to do anything. Eventually they gave in & their tongues intertwined as they passionatley kissed. She put her hand behind his head & carressed his neck, running her fingers through his hair. His hand slid up the front of her top & gently squeezed her breast. She broke the kiss, gasping for air & Jeff lifted her top up over her head & let it fall to the floor, then he did the same with his own. He pulled her close to him & the feel of flesh on flesh gave Gemma goosebumps all over her body. She wasnt thinking of Adam as he kissed her & she dug her nails into his back. She wasnt thinking of anything other than how much she had longed for this moment to happen.
Her fingers traced the waistband of his jeans until she found the button, undid it & pushed them to the floor. Then she stepped out of her own & he lay her back gently on the bed, staring at this beautiful body he had wanted for so long. He lay down beside her, facing her & kissed her neck, working his way down until his lips brushed her nipple. Gemma gasped as his tongue carressed her body, she was shaking, she couldnt stop.
For an hour they kissed & carressed each other, exploring every inch of each other's body's, never wanting to stop.
Jeff climbed on top of her & slowly slid his body upwards. As he entered her she cried out & bit on her lip. He held her tightly, she dug her nails into his back & his shoulders, completely engulfed in the passion, nothing else mattered. As Jeff slowly moved up & down he whispered, "I love you." In her ear.
She was in complete extasy. She closed her eyes praying this would never end. Every inch of her body cried out for him & she'd never felt like this before in her life. She'd already climaxed once before Jeff was even inside her & now she could feel another building up as Jeff thrust into her faster & deeper.
She threw her head back, arched her back & cried out! They climaxed together in a frenzy as she clawed at his back & pulled his hair.
Then when it was over & they'd caught their breath they both cried. Just held each other tightly & cried.
"I never want to let you go Gem!" Jeff sniffed. "Dont marry him Gemma! I love you so much!"
"I love you too Jeff!" She sobbed into his chest. Eventually they fell asleep, emotionally & physically exhausted.
Amy saw them together. Adam called her around midnight to see if Gemma was there & she'd gone into Jeff's room to see if he knew where she was. She was stunned to see them curled up together under the sheet, their clothes strewn all over the room! She told Adam Gemma was asleep in the spare room so he said he'd leave her there until morning. Amy made a mental note to hang Gemma for this!!
Matt saw them too! Amy couldnt keep it to herself after Matt looked in the spare room & found it empty. She told him what she saw, he said "NO WAY!" & went & had a look for himself, exclaiming "HOLY SHIT!" As he closed the door again.
Gilbert also saw them. He heard Matt & went to see what was wrong. Matt tried to play it down, tried to get him away from Jeff's room but it was no use. He went in, saw them together, nodded his head & walked away.
"Dad?" Said Matt a little puzzled with his father's reaction!
"It was bound to happen son.......eventually."