Love is pain
Author: Magdalena aka Lady Mercury
Summary: Cordelias thoughts about the two men in her life.
Disclaimer: I really don't want to own Cordelia…she is all Joss…
Feedback: maddan3@hotmail.com
Notes. Lyrics from Don't think of me by Dido! This is my first Cordelia story…
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Groo loves me. In his eyes I'm a princess. But do I love him? Do I love him enough? Do I love him more than Angel? And how much does Angel love me? More then Buffy? Everything was easier before…before Angel and I started to look at each other with different eyes. Before I fell in love with him. But I love Groo also. I never thought that it was possibly to love to men at the same time. But then again, I never thought that I would ever look at Angel with more than friendship.
So
you're with her, and not with me,
I hope she's sweet, and so pretty
I hear she cooks delightfully,
A little angel beside you
If I chose Groo over Angel… would I regret it? Would that be enough? But if I chose Angel, would that be enough for him? Or would he when he looked at me see another face, hear another laughter, remember somebody else's kisses. Could he ever forget her? Could he really live a life with another woman who wasn't Buffy?
So you're with her, and not with
me,
Oh how lucky one man can be
I hear your house is smart and clean,
Oh how lovely with your homecoming queen
Oh how lovely it must be
I
often wonder if Angel would return to Buffy is his soul wasn't at risk. Would
she welcome him back? Forget all the years that they have been separated and
start all over again. Would she leave somebody for his sake? Would she take on
look into his eyes and decide that still after all this time, he was still her
true love. It wouldn't surprise me. I remember how they were together. How they
loved each other with a passion that couldn't be denied. Do Angel and I have
that kind of passion? Or is it plain dull love that comes after years of
friendship. Perhaps I should choose Groo. At lest with him I know that there's
a love that will last...
When you see her sweet smile baby, don't think of me
When she lays in your warm arms, don't think of me
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The End!