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Ian's thoughts on Sara after Conchabars death
Ian is crouching outside Sara's window and watches her on her bed holding Conchabars guitar
"She is crying again and I can see the tears running down her face and then I see them travel back up as the Blade in its own way tries to give her comfort. I know her guide is in the room I see her glance in one corner from time to time and know that is where he is. He isn't talking to her or he is and she's not responding. Like her we are grieving. Her guide and I are bound to her by the will of the blade. It isn't easy for me to watch her cry but I must be a witness to her pain and her triumphs for I will write her story in the journals. The Journals that all of my kind keep. We are bound to the blade almost the same as the wielder is.
"I can still hear her animalistic cry when she saw Conchabar get stabbed. Stabbed by the very blade that had brought them together. The blade punished me for touching it but I do not mind. I put it back where it belonged. Back on Sara's wrist. I miss her smile. She so rarely used it before Conchabar came into her life. Once he came in to her life it was like a special light had been cast into her life. I watched as she enjoyed his music and as they danced. they danced like the old souls that I know they are. Irons thinks he knows everything about the blade I wonder what he would do if I told him that what he knew of the Blade was just the surface of its story. The blade will make him pay for his manipulation of Sara and its agenda. The Blade is the seeker of truth and will protect its wielder to no end. It is true the Blade does abandon the wielder in a time of great crisis but I wonder about that. As I see her holding on to his guitar I see her tears running down her face then back up again. Its as if the Blade is afraid to loose those tears or maybe in its own way it is trying to be the person Sara needs right now but wont allow to be around. It is drying her tears and keeping her well.
I can see the section of her hair that is shorter than all the other. He is lucky he will have a braid of her soft brown hair with her for all time. To know that he was loved so much by her makes me weak. I can still feel them together as they made love. I can hear their laughter as Conchabar realizes that he's fallen in love with a cop and how she could press charges on him for sexual harassment. I smile thinking of her witty comeback saying for it to be harassment the second party has to be unwilling. Sara was never unwilling. OHH how she loved him just as Catain had loved her Conchabar. It is the same every time and will never change.
As I see her walk around almost moping even after the test I feel sad. She has taken the test and yet still feels no joy in being the wielder. I know though. I can tell by the glimmer coming off the Blade soon she will be given something greater than anything else in this world. So for now I will sit and watch and feel as she feels at the sight of her gift
Ian's thoughts on Sara after Conchabars death
Ian is crouching outside Sara's window and watches her on her bed holding Conchabars guitar
"She is crying again and I can see the tears running down her face and then I see them travel back up as the Blade in its own way tries to give her comfort. I know her guide is in the room I see her glance in one corner from time to time and know that is where he is. He isn't talking to her or he is and she's not responding. Like her we are grieving. Her guide and I are bound to her by the will of the blade. It isn't easy for me to watch her cry but I must be a witness to her pain and her triumphs for I will write her story in the journals. The Journals that all of my kind keep. We are bound to the blade almost the same as the wielder is.
"I can still hear her animalistic cry when she saw Conchabar get stabbed. Stabbed by the very blade that had brought them together. The blade punished me for touching it but I do not mind. I put it back where it belonged. Back on Sara's wrist. I miss her smile. She so rarely used it before Conchabar came into her life. Once he came in to her life it was like a special light had been cast into her life. I watched as she enjoyed his music and as they danced. they danced like the old souls that I know they are. Irons thinks he knows everything about the blade I wonder what he would do if I told him that what he knew of the Blade was just the surface of its story. The blade will make him pay for his manipulation of Sara and its agenda. The Blade is the seeker of truth and will protect its wielder to no end. It is true the Blade does abandon the wielder in a time of great crisis but I wonder about that. As I see her holding on to his guitar I see her tears running down her face then back up again. Its as if the Blade is afraid to loose those tears or maybe in its own way it is trying to be the person Sara needs right now but wont allow to be around. It is drying her tears and keeping her well.
I can see the section of her hair that is shorter than all the other. He is lucky he will have a braid of her soft brown hair with her for all time. To know that he was loved so much by her makes me weak. I can still feel them together as they made love. I can hear their laughter as Conchabar realizes that he's fallen in love with a cop and how she could press charges on him for sexual harassment. I smile thinking of her witty comeback saying for it to be harassment the second party has to be unwilling. Sara was never unwilling. OHH how she loved him just as Catain had loved her Conchabar. It is the same every time and will never change.
As I see her walk around almost moping even after the test I feel sad. She has taken the test and yet still feels no joy in being the wielder. I know though. I can tell by the glimmer coming off the Blade soon she will be given something greater than anything else in this world. So for now I will sit and watch and feel as she feels at the sight of her gift