AN: Thanks for the reviews they mean a lot to me! This fic will be a few chapters more chapters long but I don't really know how I am ending it so I am open to any sugestions or ideas.
He was hurt, but more than that he was mad. Logan didn't bother knocking, she never did so why should he. He simply used the key she had given him last year 'for emergencies' and walked right into her apartment. There she was siting on the couch, not doing anything just siting staring out into space. "Logan!" Max jumped she hadn't expected to hear from him ever again, forget this soon. She was about to say something, but Logan didn't give her a chance.
"You lied to me." His voice was so cold and hard so full of anger it scared Max. They had fought before, but she had never seen him like this.
"Logan I am sorry I am so sorry. I don't know how to tell you how sorry I am I know it was stupid..."
"It was stupid!" Logan was really shouting now. "I was always honest with you Max. Always! Even when it was hard I told you the truth. I told you I loved you. I let you read my poetry. I was always open with you. And I didn't mind when you weren't open with me too. But you outright lied to me. What was it fun for you. Did you run out of other ways to hurt me. You thought I know lets try something new. Let me tell him that I don't want to be with anymore, because the guy I have been cheating on him with is who I want to be with now! Was that what was going through your fucking head Max! You could have just said that you didn't love me that would have hurt me enough. But not you Max, the truth wouldn't have been painful enough, so you had to lie to make it worse. You saw how much it hurt me when you fucked that guy last year and thought I should have to feel that again. Was that is Max was that why you did it?" Logan didn't even see how much his words were hurting her. He was so blinded by pain and anger he didn't see that she was on the brink of crying. And then he added the final blow. "That is if you can manage to tell me the truth." At that phrase her tears overflowed.
"I already told you why Logan, I did it because I love you, and I didn't want to hurt you. And I know I ended up hurting you anyway and I am sorry. I guess I shouldn't have even bothered with the note."
"What are you talking about you never told me, and what note?"
"You didn't get my note?"
"What note."
"I slipped it under your door." Max was still crying, her heart broken by his words.
"I didn't get it." He said for the first time seeing that Max was crying.
"Then how?"
"I ran into Alec at crash." He said simply. "What was in the note?"
"Go home and read it you son of a bitch." Max's heart was broken, but she was still strong, and she would not let him just hurt her this way.
"What?" Logan was stunned.
"You want to know the difference between what I did and what you just did." Max paused for a second, but Logan just waited for her to continue. "I lied because I didn't want you to be hurt or killed. I never meant to hurt you. You came hear and said those things specifically to hurt me." By now Max was walking toward Logan making him back toward the door to make sure they didn't touch. "I love you too much to ever try to hurt you." He was now out the door. "Apparently that isn't mutual." She shut the door in Logan's face.
Logan went home feeling like a bastard. When he found and read the note he felt worse. 'She loves me. And made a mistake, but was trying to protect me. And I was an ass to her. Now she wont talk to me. God I need a drink.'
AN: Once again thanks for the reviews I will get a new chapter up as soon as I can, but remember reviews inspire me to write.
He was hurt, but more than that he was mad. Logan didn't bother knocking, she never did so why should he. He simply used the key she had given him last year 'for emergencies' and walked right into her apartment. There she was siting on the couch, not doing anything just siting staring out into space. "Logan!" Max jumped she hadn't expected to hear from him ever again, forget this soon. She was about to say something, but Logan didn't give her a chance.
"You lied to me." His voice was so cold and hard so full of anger it scared Max. They had fought before, but she had never seen him like this.
"Logan I am sorry I am so sorry. I don't know how to tell you how sorry I am I know it was stupid..."
"It was stupid!" Logan was really shouting now. "I was always honest with you Max. Always! Even when it was hard I told you the truth. I told you I loved you. I let you read my poetry. I was always open with you. And I didn't mind when you weren't open with me too. But you outright lied to me. What was it fun for you. Did you run out of other ways to hurt me. You thought I know lets try something new. Let me tell him that I don't want to be with anymore, because the guy I have been cheating on him with is who I want to be with now! Was that what was going through your fucking head Max! You could have just said that you didn't love me that would have hurt me enough. But not you Max, the truth wouldn't have been painful enough, so you had to lie to make it worse. You saw how much it hurt me when you fucked that guy last year and thought I should have to feel that again. Was that is Max was that why you did it?" Logan didn't even see how much his words were hurting her. He was so blinded by pain and anger he didn't see that she was on the brink of crying. And then he added the final blow. "That is if you can manage to tell me the truth." At that phrase her tears overflowed.
"I already told you why Logan, I did it because I love you, and I didn't want to hurt you. And I know I ended up hurting you anyway and I am sorry. I guess I shouldn't have even bothered with the note."
"What are you talking about you never told me, and what note?"
"You didn't get my note?"
"What note."
"I slipped it under your door." Max was still crying, her heart broken by his words.
"I didn't get it." He said for the first time seeing that Max was crying.
"Then how?"
"I ran into Alec at crash." He said simply. "What was in the note?"
"Go home and read it you son of a bitch." Max's heart was broken, but she was still strong, and she would not let him just hurt her this way.
"What?" Logan was stunned.
"You want to know the difference between what I did and what you just did." Max paused for a second, but Logan just waited for her to continue. "I lied because I didn't want you to be hurt or killed. I never meant to hurt you. You came hear and said those things specifically to hurt me." By now Max was walking toward Logan making him back toward the door to make sure they didn't touch. "I love you too much to ever try to hurt you." He was now out the door. "Apparently that isn't mutual." She shut the door in Logan's face.
Logan went home feeling like a bastard. When he found and read the note he felt worse. 'She loves me. And made a mistake, but was trying to protect me. And I was an ass to her. Now she wont talk to me. God I need a drink.'
AN: Once again thanks for the reviews I will get a new chapter up as soon as I can, but remember reviews inspire me to write.