Title: You Think You Know an Alien
Author: AmandaB9@aol.com
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Kyle writes in his journal after "Departure"
Note - This is NOT for those people who believe that Tess did nothing wrong. I wrote this a few days after "Departure" (the season 2 finale) aired. I only even remembered it after the last few episodes.
(Kyle's Journal)
Dear Journal,
This is kind of weird for me. You've got to understand, I've never written in a journal before. Even after aliens saved me, after I began to live with an alien, even after one of my friends died and my ex blamed the aliens. After all that, I never wrote in a journal. Never really felt that I needed to. But right now my emotions are so high… Well if I don't write them out, I'll probably just explode.
You think you know a person. Well, all right, maybe not really a person. You think you know an alien. Then they go and they... well, they…
What do they do?
In case you haven't noticed, I've never really been great at finding the perfect words to describe things. My ex, she's great at all this stuff.
Actually, Liz has always been good at brainy stuff. The result of too much time spent studying and not enough partying, I guess.
Liz would be able to explain it. She'd think of Tess and write a whole novel about how much she hurt all of us. That's what I am trying to do. No, not write a novel, express how much pain Tess caused me.
Tess had been like the sister I never had. She lived in my house- for protection, don't get any ideas- and we treated her like part of the family.
Because my mom left when I was younger, my dad and I have been living in a "guys pad" for years. Tess came and changed all that. She even set up my dad with Maria's mom. Although, I'm not too sure how I feel about that…
But Tess changed. Well, maybe she didn't' change. Maybe I just want to believe that she changed because that will mean she didn't fool me the entire time.
I think I am losing faith in people. No, I know I am. I can feel it. Ever since I got shot and an alien saved my life, I have been different. And now this…
Liz handles it better than I do. There I go, mentioning, Liz again. But its really not like I still have feeling for her or anything. Even if I did, nothing would happen. She and Max have this "thing". And now that Tess is gone…
Tess. Did I forget to add that she left? I did, didn't I? I have been jumping around so much I didn't even include what she did.
She killed. Tess killed Alex. The same Tess who lived in my house, who I showed nothing but support to. Even after she got pregnant.
Tess killed Alex. Then she brainwashed me. Sure she doesn't call it brainwashing, but it means the same thing. And sure, she only killed Alex because she wanted to go home, but she still killed.
Tess killed Alex and brain washed me.
See I told you I couldn't write. I am repeating myself and I still can't even think of how I feel.
I thought of it! The perfect word to describe this horrible feeling of how Tess left me.
Betrayed. I feel betrayed by Tess.
I won't be able to forgive Tess for betraying me. For betraying us.
And now I have to go explain to my dad all about Tess' betrayal. Wish me luck.
Kyle
=(Amanda(=
Author: AmandaB9@aol.com
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Kyle writes in his journal after "Departure"
Note - This is NOT for those people who believe that Tess did nothing wrong. I wrote this a few days after "Departure" (the season 2 finale) aired. I only even remembered it after the last few episodes.
(Kyle's Journal)
Dear Journal,
This is kind of weird for me. You've got to understand, I've never written in a journal before. Even after aliens saved me, after I began to live with an alien, even after one of my friends died and my ex blamed the aliens. After all that, I never wrote in a journal. Never really felt that I needed to. But right now my emotions are so high… Well if I don't write them out, I'll probably just explode.
You think you know a person. Well, all right, maybe not really a person. You think you know an alien. Then they go and they... well, they…
What do they do?
In case you haven't noticed, I've never really been great at finding the perfect words to describe things. My ex, she's great at all this stuff.
Actually, Liz has always been good at brainy stuff. The result of too much time spent studying and not enough partying, I guess.
Liz would be able to explain it. She'd think of Tess and write a whole novel about how much she hurt all of us. That's what I am trying to do. No, not write a novel, express how much pain Tess caused me.
Tess had been like the sister I never had. She lived in my house- for protection, don't get any ideas- and we treated her like part of the family.
Because my mom left when I was younger, my dad and I have been living in a "guys pad" for years. Tess came and changed all that. She even set up my dad with Maria's mom. Although, I'm not too sure how I feel about that…
But Tess changed. Well, maybe she didn't' change. Maybe I just want to believe that she changed because that will mean she didn't fool me the entire time.
I think I am losing faith in people. No, I know I am. I can feel it. Ever since I got shot and an alien saved my life, I have been different. And now this…
Liz handles it better than I do. There I go, mentioning, Liz again. But its really not like I still have feeling for her or anything. Even if I did, nothing would happen. She and Max have this "thing". And now that Tess is gone…
Tess. Did I forget to add that she left? I did, didn't I? I have been jumping around so much I didn't even include what she did.
She killed. Tess killed Alex. The same Tess who lived in my house, who I showed nothing but support to. Even after she got pregnant.
Tess killed Alex. Then she brainwashed me. Sure she doesn't call it brainwashing, but it means the same thing. And sure, she only killed Alex because she wanted to go home, but she still killed.
Tess killed Alex and brain washed me.
See I told you I couldn't write. I am repeating myself and I still can't even think of how I feel.
I thought of it! The perfect word to describe this horrible feeling of how Tess left me.
Betrayed. I feel betrayed by Tess.
I won't be able to forgive Tess for betraying me. For betraying us.
And now I have to go explain to my dad all about Tess' betrayal. Wish me luck.
Kyle
=(Amanda(=