March 3rd, 2003.
I looked into the mirror cracked along the edge surprised to see my reflection wasn't cracked as well. I felt broken, I wanted to run and cry like a small child under his bed. In a few moments would the greatest accomplishment so far in my life. All the dreams that have ruled me since I heard The Beatles blaring from my dad's stereo had came down this day. I was going to be playing on a live award show with countless millions around the world watching me. I might have been a bit relaxed about it and been able to shake off some jitters if it hadn't been for Molly.
Just when I think I had successfully permanent isolated myself from my life before I received a phone call. From one of them. I was sure after the fight that would make battles mythological warriors fought seem like child's play I had with them a few months ago I would never hear from them again. And I was ok with that, I really was. Sometimes it just because way too much and leaving becomes the only way. I'm not first person to abandon his or her childhood bunches do it. But not many are drawn back in because of one phone call. Just thinking about it makes my stomach churn with anger, sadness and shame.
Molly was in a car accident according Jack she was in serious but stable condition. Now that's an oxymoron if I ever heard one. I know car accidents were her one true phobia in life ever since Rick lost his life in one. I wanted to be by her bedside to hold her hand let her know I still cared. I always had and stupid fight could never really change that. But I was thousands miles away. Wearing unimaginable tight leather pants my hair greased back the lights shining off of it.
"You're on in 3 minutes lets get a move on it!" A woman with a clipboard in her hand and a headset around her neck screams at me. I wasn't ready for this. But my band mates wear counting on me. I couldn't do anything about Molly at least not at this moment. I would be a fool to throw away an opportunity such as this. I had to do it. In the future I would not look back at this moment as the greatest moment of my life though.