Thoughts of Eternity

A/N: Revised edition! I got a little annoyed by the way the other one was written, so I changed it a bit. Maybe it's a bit better, maybe it's worse, I dunno.

Z.A.: -_-;;; Anyway, let's just get on with the fic.

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Dreaming...

Sometimes I wonder

What would happen

If that day was altered

And you didn't do

What you did

Would it have ended up the same?

I don't know

I don't remember

And all this

continues to corrupt me

The silent scream that

Only touched deaf ears

It echoes through the throes of my mind

Forever driving me insane

But there's nothing I can do

Why did you choose that path?

I solemnly wonder

As I trod behind you

On this distraught plain

I never asked

I never thought

I never dreamed of it

Until that day

When I learned quite painfully that

Life isn't just a dream

It's reality

I began to think

If we put all this behind us

Would you change?

Your reply...

Was destruction

Now I'm here

A gun to my head

You behind the trigger

Now I ask for her forgiveness

for everything I've done

Brother, it wasn't your fault

You merely were led astray

But now I begin to wonder

Did you mean it?

When you said we had to be different

Like the twin guns I used to own?

When they were torn apart

23 years ago

Eternity strives to kill me

Sometimes I wonder if

All this is a game meant to destroy me

Like destiny is merely

Enjoying itself at my plight

As if

I have no soul

Only dreams

of someone long forgotten

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A/N#2: You likies? *hopes readers R&R*

Vash: You made me look all screwed up in the head, like this! @ @.

AZ: Well, a lot of Trigun otaku actually deem you that way, so maybe that's why they created angsty fics. The end.

Vash: *face is stuck like that forever* @ @.

Meryl: R&R please! *throws Vash a giant glazed donut to wake him up*