Dragonball Z: Lost Dimension
Chapter 5: How can I say I love you?
Disclaimer: I do not own Dragonball Z or it's characters. But I do own Gokien, Jon, Lucifer, Thong and Vejet, so no sue. On with the story.
Trunks: "This was a mistake......"
*~*Chapter 5*~*
"Hey, what's wrong?" Gokien asked walking into the family room.
"Nothing," Trunks said trying to hide his embarrassment. "Just thinking."
"Oh, really?"
"Yes, really," why did she always have to be so demanding on answers?
Trunks you should know why, because YOU never have the answers for her
"Why don't we watch something?"
Gokien smiled at him, grabbed the remote and plopped down next to him.
"I didn't agree to anything," why does she do things like this all the time?
Because YOU let her
Trunks shook his head trying to clear the feeling, he had never thought about her this way before, never. But now as he watched her laughing at the TV, he felt something uncomfortably warm going on below his waist. Not again! He thought. Trunks looked away quickly hoping she hadn't seen the reddness creep up to his face. Luckly she was still laughing at something to cartoon was doing.
What's wrong with me?
She's wrong with you.
Trunks wanted so bad to yell out at this voice in his head. But he knew he couldn't. He wanted so bad to love and kiss the girl next to him. But he couldn't do that either, but he needed to tell her. To tell her he was going tomorrow, that he may never see her beautiful face again, that this might be his only chance, his only chance to open up, to tell her exactly how he feels.
Why can't I do it? He asked himself.
Because YOU are weak, because YOU are afraid, but believe me, YOU better do it now! Or I WILL!
"Gokien?"
Gokien turned to look at Trunks her black eyes shining on him, his voice had sounded different than it usually did. He didn't look the same either, he was looking at the floor and his hands were grasping his pants.
Before she could say anything she felt his lips press against hers.
Gokien's eyes widened, before she knew what she was doing she pulled back and looked down in shame. She felt his arms go down from around her, as he did this she looked up into his sky blue eyes. At first she had thought this a joke, some prank, but his eyes held all truth. She searched his eyes looking for some reason, she had saw it.
"I...I'm," Trunks never got to finish the sentence for she kissed him softly, her lips just brushing against his. She tried to pull away but Trunks kept his arms in place making her lips press harder against his own. If he really loved her, he was going to show her how much.
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A rooster crowed somewhere off in the distance as the sun peaked through the horizon, it promised a great day.......for some.
Trunks yawned lightly, he was so tired. He stretched, then tried to move but something was lying on him. Not again, he thought, not another girl that would not even know his name. He picked the covers up. A girl, a girl with black hair, a girl with cropped black hair. Icy fear ran through his veins as the events from the night before rushed into his mind.
Oh my GOD
He couldn't believe what he had done, he didn't know why he had done it. It was a mistake, a very BAD mistake. Sure he loved her, and he told her that, much to his surprise she had said it back, repeating his words. How could he leave now?
This was a mistake, YOU made it and you must never let her know, LEAVE NOW! While you can.
Trunks lifted Gokien and lightly placing her to the side, he slowly climbed out of the bed and looked for his pants. He remembered each part of the night, but for the life of him he could not remember how they had gotten to her room. He finally found his boxers and threw them on quickly, the air was filled with the scent of what went on last night, and he knew his father would find out when he came back from the trip. Trunks grabbed the rest of the clothes, and dressed. Before he left he stepped to the side of the bed to take one last look at her.
She was beautiful, in every way. Her face was perfactly carved out, and her body, damn! He would miss her more than anything, he reached into his pocket and pulled out the chain he had gotten her and placed it on the nightstand. He looked at her once more, he felt his tear fall, but he quickly wiped it away. Every fiber in his body was working against him, his mind pumped, his legs grew weak, he would come back.
Or die trying
He floated quickly out of the room, took a small pit stop to his room to gather his stuff in capsules. Once he was done he ran out the door and blasted off.....to Capsule Corp.
*~*~*~*
Gokien rolled over, she had felt something move her, move her from the warmth to the coldness. She twisted looking for her love, she felt sheets, empty sheets. Like a bullet she darted up, there was no Trunks, none of his clothes, and she didn't feel his ki anywhere.
He left you
She didn't want to believe it, but her mind and heart told her so. He had told her he loved her, why did he leave, why did he leave her in the cold. She felt a small tear cascade down her cheek, he had said he loved her, she had heard him and repeated those words, they had made love, said love, did he really mean it, there was only one way to find out.
Gokien jumped from the bed, ignoring the cold as the sheets fell from her body. She looked in the mirror, she stretched her neck, and saw what she had hoped to be there. A small, but visable mark, a scar not open but healing, it was the mark of a saiyan, the saiyan bond mark. She smiled now that she knew he really loved her, but he was gone, if she couldn't sense him, it was because he did not want to be sensed, her smile dropped.
It's YOU, he's disappointed, that he has a small tomboy for a mate!
The tears fell again, he hated her. He probably woke up to see he had a tomboy in his bed, then ran. Trunks had slept with other girls before her, but she had been a virgin, never touched. She put shame to the girls before her, she had a great body, anyone could tell her that but her face didn't exactly scream beauty. Her attitude didn't help either, she was alone, alone with no one, not Trunks, nor daddy, not even Goten was there for her, she screamed loudly a battle cry and the voice in her head was intense.
You are nothing! A little bitch, not even capable of keeping a man!
Do you hear me, bitch, do you hear me?! You're nothing!
Your own dad and mom died because they hated you! They thought of you as nothing!
And that's what you are, you little whore, NOTHING!!!!
Gokien's pain screamed from her as her ki skyrocketed. She yelled powerfully, as she saw her aura become yellow, her hair lifted and held a gold glow. She felt pain in her eyes as they cried harder, the sheets, clothes and the spreads that were in the room were now swirling around her. She yelled and screamed over and over, her body cramped, her muscules bulged and her skin hardened. Her hair lost the golden glow and it was lifted to the heavens, blond and her eyes shed no more tears, her yells subsided into gasps of air. The aura was gone and she leaned on her dresser, she looked at herself and smirked.
I'm super!
Her hair, blond. Her eyes, aqua. Her pain, gone. She had never felt this great in her life, at least not since the love making last night. She smiled and her ki and appearence went back to normal, as well as her sadness which returned, though not as strong.
"I better not tell Vegeta about this, or anyone."
She decided no one would know, not till she decided to anyway. Gokien quickly slipped on her training clothes and ran to the gravity room. Her stress would be lifted in there.
*~*~*~*
Gohan smiled as he knocked on the door, a present in one hand and Pan in the other, Videl stood behind him. No answer, he knocked again, nothing. Videl gave him a weird look.
"What's wrong?"
Gohan looked at her. "Trunks should be in the house."
"Maybe he went off training?"
He shook his head. "No, he knows not to go anywhere, and even if he did where's Gokien?"
Videl shrugged, she looked over her shoulder. Pan was standing looking at the gravity room. "Honey, what's wrong?"
Pan didn't look back at her mom, she just stared at the circular training room. "I feel someone's ki in there."
Gohan looked at the room and closed his eyes, when in the gravity room one could sometimes not have a great sense to who was training in it. "I feel it too." He spent a few more seconds thinking till he said. "Gokien!"
"And Trunks?"
"No, Trunks isn't in there, only her."
"Oh, then where is he?" Videl asked, running up to the room, Gohan behind her.
"I don't know, but what's the gravity?"
"650 times." Pan said checking the moniter on the door while levitating.
"WHAT?!" Videl screamed, Gohan had only a surprised look on his face.
"Pan turn it off, I need to talk to her."
Pan smiled. "Yes, Daddy." She pressed a small red button, suddenly a whining sound came from the machine and it cooled off.
"Thank you." Gohan ruffled his daughter's hair. "Videl and Pan stay here, I'll be right back." Videl and Pan nodded and stayed where they were when Gohan entered.
"Gokien?!"
"What?"
Gohan swirled around to come face to face with his little sis. Who was very sweaty but not very tired looking.
"Why weren't you in the house?"
"I was training, that's generally what you do with a gravity room."
"I know that." Gohan sighed, it was no use, so he went to the next thing on his mind. "Where's Trunks?"
"I don't know.......he was gone when I woke up." It was technically a lie, just that she left some minor parts out.
Riiiiiiigggggggghhhhhhhttttttttt, Minor parts, give me a break girl
"Really, he didn't say he was going anywhere last night did he?"
"No."
"Are you sure? He didn't say anything?"
"No."
"Okay, well we brought you a present, since we heard about your scholarship to South City University, congrats girl!" Gohan gave her a huge hug. "When do you start again?"
"When I'm 27, that's the age limit, the minimum."Gokien smiled. "Do you want to go inside the house, I feel sweaty."
"Oh! Sure let's go!"
*~*~*~*
"I think you'll be fine on your own, you do know how to cook."Videl said. She sat at one end of the table with Gohan and Pan on either of her side's.
"Yes, I do, and I think I'll be okay." Gokien said as she was cooking for three saiyans and a human.
"But you do have 4 more years, you could get a job?" Gohan advertised.
"Yes, I know, I probably will. But I don't have to pay for anything, daddy keeps that in check."
Gohan frowned, he still, after all these years, never got used to Gokien calling Vegeta daddy. But then again the man was nicer, and more respectful to Gokien than even his own son, and yet Gohan didn't know why......
"Hey you want scrabbled?"
Gohan looked up. "Sure that would be great!"
And Trunks, it wasn't like him to just up and leave without telling anyone. He had usually been the greater kinder one, not sneaky like Goten. Gohan got up from the table and walked up the stairs, ignoring the weird looks from the girls. He took a sharp right just at the stairs and walked into Trunks' room, that was weird, his drawers were messed up and his capsules were gone. Gohan looked frantically for a note, a letter, anything! But he found nothing, nothing that would help him recover the boy, Gohan sighed as he felt Goten's ki coming towards the house, maybe he would know what's going on.
*~*~*~*
Gokein felt her brother coming near the house, which was weird, Goten wasn't due back for a hour at least. She felt him land and slowly make his way towards the house, his ki was going down and up, it was no doubt that he was drunk. Gokien sighed and turned around to come face to face with..........a very nude Goten.
"Hi, *hic* what's for breakfast!" Goten said a little too loud as Videl covered up Pan's eyes as Goten sat down at the table. "Oh, hi Panny, how are you doing *hic*?"
"I'm, uh, fine thanks uncle Goten."
Gokien shook her head and lifted her brother up out of the chair and over her shoulder. "Videl, watch the food for me."
Videl nodded and got up walking to the stove. Goten was yelling about a horsey ride and proptly passed out when Gokien hit him over the head. "I have to put this lump in a bed."
Videl giggled. Gokien smirked and ran up the stairs almost into Gohan who was coming down. "Hey, Gokien wat....WHY is Goten naked?!"
"He's drunk, I'm gonna' put him in his room kay?"
Gohan nodded, making his way down the stairs. This was not a good day. And he didn't think it was going to get any better.
AN: How you doin'? Well, I am down in Louisana now, a vacation away from everything! Though I can not go two day without the internet, I'll be updating don't worry! I know this is a weird fic, but TRUST me it gets SO much better later on, I would say so something but that would ruin the surprise! So 'don't drink, don't drive, don't hump your sister, and most importantly NEVER strip on a table when drunk at your best friend's party. (My brother did that!)d_dgt